a tiring day

今天我当了一天的补习老师..
由于表姐的dayc are出了些大问题
所以我们几姐妹就到她中心那里帮忙她照顾照顾她那里的小朋友们
他们每个都好可爱的说
但那么多的小孩子
真的快被他们搞的一个头两个大咧
真不懂我那傻傻的表姐是怎样撑过去的
要照顾那班小猴子真一点都不容易捏
他们真的有很很很吵
超级调皮的说
叫他们做功课简直把你的话当耳边风
你不在旁边督促他们他们就不懂了咧:-S
但有些真正有他毛的可爱咯
一整天老师老师老师不停的叫你
竟然有人叫我老师咧
我可不是盖的说
教他们读书
教他们写字
陪他们玩耍
陪他们吃饭
还真有一个字一个字的解释给他们的说
难得的是
我竟然连珠心算都有在教哦
本姑娘有学过的哟
原以为我不记得了
但并没有
至少那一刻是清楚得很呢
和他们相处了一天
是有爽到啦
因为他们真的有可爱到不行!!!
来临的星期四也即将和他们一同去trip
突然有变得好想快快见到他们呢
但我那可爱我最爱的哪位没有去
伤心的啦
放工后我们就带着侄儿们去吃晚餐
吃完后就回了
今天虽然过得有点累但我却很开心
尤其是当他打来那一刻
我和他分享了这儿的小朋友
他却笑我和他们一样
一样坏蛋
一样可爱
他的一句我真的好想你让我窝心极了
相同的
我也超想他
累了
安安
我的心爱的
记得要睡觉
我会心痛!

想他

真的好想好想他哦
我们之间的约定他终于做到一样了
就是请我吃东西^^
虽然并不是什么很大的一件事
可是对我来说这比什么都开心
我要见他很难
比登天还难
所以能和他一起吃东西真的可以让我开心到不用睡了
突然
突然觉得自己很像在发梦
别人告诉我的我都不愿意去相信
因为我觉得别人是开玩笑是在骗我
但他终于有勇气在我面前坦诚
我不会怪你
我真的不会怪你
也同样的请你不用责怪自己
没人逼我配合的
原以为我不会有怎么样的感觉
原本都只不过用很平常的心态去对他
但经过那件事后我怀疑我对他动心了
但我又不能告诉任何人
我很怕有人会对我们的感情破坏
我不想破坏它
就让它那样继续就好
我没要求什么
我只是想简简单单的爱他
那就好了
我们之间什么关系也没有
2个人都没错！！！！
我一直不能相信那一切是真实的
知道看回我们的照片
真的
一切都是真的
我和你都不是在做梦
我想
你应该更兴奋吧
就连做梦也不会想到这一天吧
只想告诉你也同时告诉我自己
这一切是真实的
真的发生了啦
之后才知道
你原来已经在我心中占有一定的地位了
那个吻
我只是觉得不够
我很贪心
我想要更多
那个吻让我爱上你了
那个吻让我不想失去你
我的心
很复杂
但带了幸福
虽然我们都不是谁的谁
只要感觉对了
有什么事不能的？？？？
我真的突然觉得自己很幸福
多么想时间过慢些
至少在一起的时间也多一些
我不想错过你
但我知道我们不可能
但这样我已经足够了
真的够了
下次的约会是几时？
能让它快点实现吗？？
我想让我们有更多的回忆
失去一切都甘心
i want more from euu!!!!1

December 1st

12月了咧

时间过得真是快丫

我好像每个月都是说着同样的东西

12月了

这月似乎有很多很多了计划要进行哦

首先首先就是和家人去新加坡旅行啦

可是到现在还没买巴士票捏

去得成吗????

希望去的成啦

因为本人真的真的好想去玩啦

之后就是和傻婆们去pan pac吃东西

我也不懂为什么那天突然会有人提议要去哪里吃

那个人绝对不是我哦

既然plan了那就去吧

还有还有

还有我们的sunway plan咧

傻婆们赶快请你们的假吧

我已经拿了2个星期的假期了

就等你们来充实咯

之后就是表哥表嫂的baby满月啦

好不期待要看看那个B捏

听说他出生时有3.9kg哦

应该很很很可爱吧

期待~

之后就是阿猪先生

啊

是Eddie先生的生日啦

在18号

我不懂要不要去好

是真的有点不想去的

可是他却不明白我

但我也知道不去会对不起他

看情况吧

还有

我到底要送他什么啦???????

头爆

最讨厌就是想礼物了

讨厌~~~

之后就是我云顶之旅

要和melisa去云顶count down christmas 呢

单单想都爽了

哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈

我可爱的傻婆们

要好好计划计划啦

苑勋小姐

这个月的薪水麻烦你好好保管哦

不要到时约你是和我们说你没钱

我看我们会考虑把你砍掉!!!!!!!!!

丰富的12月

我来啦

November end~~

那么快的11月即将要完了

我又这样的熬过一个月了

快快来拍拍手来鼓励鼓励我丫

难得做回早班

真的有点兴奋捏

因为我已经做很久的下午了

明天休息

可是明天过后我又要做一个星期的下午咧

可以不要再给我做下午了吗??

因为我还是比较喜欢做早班啦

做早上的时间比下午过的快很多

多数都是check out!!!

超简单的

但偶尔看漏了眼你就完蛋我

我现在还不懂欠下多少钱了!!!

今天算蛮顺利的

今天今天我们lobby正在布置gingerbread house呢

好期待哦

希望晚上不会有老鼠来吃掉

明天没得看它长什么样

唯有等后天咯

希望它会很美很美哦

偷拍的^^

放工后我们几条水去吃starhill, lok yu 的3.6~

我,lavy, vivian, ezal和colby

笨colby要赶着吃

因为他是做下午的

只有那么45分钟的时间

等都等没了他那宝贵的半小时呢

东西是ok不错吃啦

可是service就倒数5颗星!!!!!!!!!!

ezal的云吞面等了有1个小时多吧~~

看他都等到不耐烦了!!!

Lavy小姐

顾顾你的形象好不好

嘴巴张到大大来吃

连纸都要给它吃下去吗????

哈哈哈哈哈哈

我杯orange juice~~~

order的第二杯真的把我给等傻了

colby吃到一半就得干回去了

因为他时间到了

多么短暂的45分钟丫

待我们吃完后

我, lavy和vivian就去pavilian走走

不停走不停笑

东逛逛西逛逛的

还逛书局呢

当然买书的绝对不会是我

之后我们就各奔东西了

我就到

lot10会合melisa

之后我又和她吃了一餐~~

逛呀逛的

告诉你们

我买到那双我要买的鞋了

死klcc的人啊

骗鬼我说只有mid valley和klcc有

那么为什么我会在lot10找到????

去你的

算了算了

买到我就爽了

可是

这次买的也是不刚的

没办法

都买了呀

最重要的是它真的很舒服

149~~~

买的甘愿~~

之后就回家啦

11月的最后一天我就这么过了啦

12月大计~~

我来啦

不开心

今天又被人家放来这里了

我真的很不喜欢这里

可是人家偏偏就是要让我难堪

死死都要我来这里

真的嘛拜拜托

这里虽然看上去很是悠闲的

可是谁知道这里的压力有多大

对这里一窍不通

可是人家硬要把你放在这儿

是谁说我已经是senior了的???

是谁说我可以stand alone了的???

我很生气

真的很气

可是我却偏偏什么也不能做

只能这样人有人摆布!!!!

越来越厌倦这里了

不要再放我在这里了啦

某些私人原因

现在我真的真的很眼睡丫

昨晚和某人聊天

很夜才睡捏

聊了超多有的没的

但我真的万万没想到他会如此配合我的要求

而且我还把3年前的事情给说清楚了

虽然不知他有没有认真的在听

至少我人也比较舒服了

至少我已经能勇敢的面对一切了

至少现在提起时我不会再掉泪了

而且还是微笑的

果然解铃还需解铃人

以后会怎样没人知晓

现在开心就行了!!!!!

不懂我们plan 的东西会不会on啦

或许我昨天真的是神经质去了

或许我真的很认真的!!

但

不懂几时

哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈

说实在

会害怕捏~~

要加油哦~

无力

真的有越来越不想在现在这地方做工了

我已经越来越没力气了

才那5个多月就这样了

那我要怎么样才能挨到1年呢?

还好本人目前请了2个星期的无薪假

原本打算要请1整个月的捏

后来还是减少了

希望能在那2个星期里好好的充充电

之后再继续打拼

但同时间还想找找看到底我还能做什么工

毕竟我对这里越来越绝望了

渐渐的开始反感

我真的不懂我还能挨多久

前天竟然被那些无知爱装栓的人教我做事

真的有想一巴拍给她清醒

我教的那个人没有一句偏偏她却要在我面前表演

上头还要因为那样而给话我听

我直接和他说我真的有很失望

因为他竟然只是听取别人的片面之词而给话我听

我不想和他闹僵

毕竟他也很难做人

所以我就出回去做我的东西了

教训我的人,

只想告诉你, 你目前还没那个资格叫我做事

要想想你自己的身份和地位

不要以为有钱大完

不要以为有钱什么都可以

不喜欢的话可以回去做你自家的大小姐

不要来到我面前装可怜表演

我真的没有那个兴趣和闲时看你表演

毕竟我是有事情做的人

而不是像你在那里摆美!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

X的

你真的还没有那个资格给话我听!!!!!!

去你的~

今天又一样

不要以为我对酒店的一切运作了如指掌

我再怎样说都不是留在你那个地方的人

我不知道也不了解

我或许有必要知道

但毕竟我不是时常接触那里

别每次都大条大条道理的摆我眼前

难道说了互相帮忙这些都是瞎说了算的吗?

无奈~~

我真的不懂自己还能挨多久丫

真的很想脱离

很想走~

rest~~

今天休息了一整天

但为什么我还是感觉到自己还是很累呢?

是不是真的人越睡就越爱睡?

明天约了Lavy做工前逛街

我有很多很多的东西想买哦

-皮包*因为坏了

-鞋子*以为也坏了, 穿到我脚痛到要死

-衣服*简单的想买

-短裤*不够穿

-手表*做工有用到, 但我是不带的

-包包*也是简单的想买

-电话*没原因

-化妆品*扫货不够

还有很多很多啦

感觉上真的有很多很多东西要买

但

没有钱

快快出粮啦

不然我就快闷死了

我要看戏

我要逛街

我要旅行

我要唱K

几时???

到底何时我才能恢复自己的生活??

我真的不想no life咧

自从做工后我真的几乎no life 了

因为起床就做工

放工回到家就睡觉了

难得的off day都宁愿留在家休息

我到底还有怎么样的生活丫?

我到底还要这样的生活到什么时候丫?

我一直都想要换工作

但是我真的不懂自己要做什么

我真的真的不想读书了

别再叫我回去读书了

就连补考我都想吐了

所以

真的没那个必要我都不想去读书

所以才死着出来做工的捏

现在又做到有点不开心

可能那种压力我真的承受不了

但

不熬都熬了我5个多月了

佩服自己的坚强

我相信不久后我应该会辞职吧

但应该都是等到我想到我想要做什么的时候吧

希望能尽快想到

因为真的很想脱离现在的一切

只想平静~

平静~~~

freedom~~~

i need

.......

很久没更新了

不是我想的

只不过最近真的有点小忙

加上又有那么一点点的懒惰

所以就让我的部落MC了

自从九王爷后终于和傻婆她们见面了

kiap, bai, tok!!!!!!!!

我真的真的有好想念你们捏

和你们在一起我真的很很很开心

真的很久没那么真诚的笑了

我们是笑得那么的开心, 那么的放松

简单的一句随便什么都能笑到倒地呢

真想每天和你们黏在一起呢

好过某些人

我们明明就是很要好的朋友

可是我总觉得现在的我们比普通朋友更普通

只不过偶尔通通10几分钟的电话

不懂怎样

我真的觉得有点讽刺

为什么我们会变得那么不了解对方了

难道友谊就真的是这样?

算了

我真的只想维持很好的友谊关系

而不是那10几分钟的知己!!!!!!

不懂你还会不会看我的部落

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刚刚又和他聊天了

我发现

我对现在的他没什么感觉了

不懂他在想什么

总觉得没有在一起之前的那种默契与欢笑

我好像怀念起以前的某个人

我希望那只不过是一个错觉

因为决定放下的我不能也不行再对他有一丝的留念

即使想想也不能!!!

我必须控制自己

我

只想告诉他我突然很想见到他

070707

忘记这日子的人

我真的想念你了

但我没有勇气去告诉你

你的声音突然如此的熟悉

我很想继续的听

但

我不能那样

该停的总该停止

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突然真的想好好的休息一下

打算了下个月即将请2/3 个星期的无薪假

只是想让自己好好的~

好期待要和家人去新加坡丫

还有上云顶

不懂去不去的成呢

我不希望去不成

不想再失望一次了

原本以为可以好好的去放松

但却被别人在我面前做戏

你不想去可以不要去

但我真的不明白为什么你要做戏给我看

我真的很失望

那种失望我真的无法描述

算了

不愿再提

我只想自己好好的

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刚刚在KLCC看中了一双很美很舒服的鞋

可是没有我的size了

讨厌到极点啊

不懂是那人赶着收工还是真的没有

我真的很想买到它

虽然是贵了点

但舒服

我觉得值得!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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大概就这样吧

我会尽量不让自己的部落MC了~~

复杂~

again

death blog again!!

my bad

so wanted to post my blog but i really got no time

i do have time to hang out

but i dont have time for my blog

so sorry my dear dear blog

hhheeemmm

what to share?

oh yup

i brought a new phone

hehehehehhee

just for spare lar

nothing much

all this week been hanging out to lunch before my work start

but always late back until my mom nearly screw mii

so sad for this week

really very down

i dont wish to mention what and y

cause i dont ever wish to remind anything

and and and

my plan was cancelled for this coming wednesday

haiz

at first we planned to go genting

then sunway lagoon

then now

nothing

i NOT going to plan anything anymore

since always not gonna be on!!

you can go out with other ppl whoever euu want

i dont care

i just dont know y we made the promise dy and euu can take it as nothing

euu dowan to go sunway dy and expecting mii to go other place with ur plan?

im not gonna join!!

i rather make everything cancel

i think euu already forget what we said in this week

we said that even no ppl go still the plan will on

but now all bullshit

all bullshit

nothing gonna on this coming wednesday

y whenever i plan something it always nothing?

huh?

any problem happen to mii arr??

is very very angry now

but nothing much i can do

forget bout it

no more planning

no more happy

no more life

work!!!!!!

all what i know is just work

haiz

lifeless .

its November

time pass so fast

its November now

imagine that i've been working for 4months plus

cant believe that i can tahan for so long

but i really dont know that how long more i can stand here

i really do planning to change working environment

maybe will remain the same hotel line

or no more hotel line for mii

can i try tourism?

i dont know

still thinking and considering what i want to do!!!

i really no idea

i really blank right this moment

~~~~~~~

stop

will consider that soon again

but not now

finally done all mythings

but dm still not run system yet

i cant do anything

T.T

i scare later cant finish the high balance leh

T.T

i want to make everything done before any gst check out..

is that possible

hahha

finally

the Meko chan already back from Langkawi with Mr.Jason

luckily she brought back chocolate

cause i only will recognize the chocolates and not her

hahahahaha

sorry to say that meko~~

but i still love euu k??

muaaaakz~~~<3

yeah..

the parents planning this year end trip either singapore or bangkok

i want singapore

cause i never go there before

but i also wish to go bangkok

i just so love travel

but moms want mii to pay for my own trips

hehehehe

i think i hope i can afford if

~blessing~~~

 beside that the meko and i also planning a year end trips for us the friends~

i dont know will this trips on or not

but i really hope so will on

even is just Cameron k???

can we just make it on??

pls~~~

@.@

i wish to go beach also neh

omg.....

i wanted to go so many place~~ 

hahaha

save more money then

upsell

upsell!!!!!

vacation mood!!

yeah~~

im done again^^
thought that will be very busy and thought that i wont be manage to finished my transaction in time
cause i started it very late then usual
but somehow
is go very smoothly
although is so so so much of them
yet i manage to done them in just short one hour +
yeah yeah
beside that
today i not working alone
yeah
cause a trainee follow me
so she help mii alot with the other simple first
im sorry
cause really no time to teach euu others yet
but promise tonight
tonight
cause tonight will be more free compare to today
this morning really busy until i want vomit blood leh
those guests non stop checking out
why lar when people want them to check out in time they so rush to check out in so early in the morning
gst, pls get more rest!!!!!!
then for those we hope them to check out in they they always want a latest checkk-out
i hate it when busy period
cause we got not enough room for check-in time
and not every guest understand the situation!!!
ooopppppsssssyyyyy
im too out from my topic!!
just now we ordered McDonald
afternoon mom ordered Pizza
but i busy being pig
no chance to eat
later back home i wanna eat only the chicken wings^^
i love pizzahut chicken wing wei
delicious<3
now so free
dont know wanna do what
hopefully no gst will wanna check out so early
cause i wanna back home in time today

oh ya
CCB,
take good care at indonesia ya
dont play play
and really
dont eat nasi bandung
serious
horrible
hahahahaha
when euu come back only i tell euu

and my dm is just beside mii looking mii update
and also non stop ask mii "chii da bian"
one question
"Mr Ezal, are you ok? hahaha"
"nak makan kertas keh??"

bibubibubibu~~

im done~~~

just now went look out point to meet with the friends before i work

all also because of junyii and xiaohui!!

although is just a short meet also i happy with it

not much chatting

but yet still happy

hope that will be next gathering SOON!!!

so happy that i can finished all the things in time

to be honest

i din sent express check-out bill

cause i think that is just wasting paper..

cause when guest approach to front desk

we will automatic print out another bill for them

so really no point printing bill for them right now

i believe that the boss will kill me if they know that i din do this

but i really think this is just wasting paper!!!!

pls dont kill more and more tree k??

safe the earth^^

go green<3

thank god today can finish fast

hopefully tomorrow night'tonight' also will be the same

all just nice

pap pap pap

done!

pap pap pap!

done!!!

will it be that smooth also tonight???

'blessing~~~~ it will!!!"

pls dont like my last night shift

do until i want suicide

later will be busy i guess

cause alot of check out early morning

wondering why they dowan sleep more

"rest more k???"

hahahahahaha

be ready for everything

come come come!!!

i waiting!!

mun mun ganbate~~~

我到底适合这份工作吗???

最近不断的在想

现在做的是我要做的吗?

我

不喜欢被捆绑

不喜欢假装

不喜欢绑头发

不喜欢被人骂着时还微笑说谢谢

不喜欢被人问我有没有extra 服务

不喜欢随时被人叫回来做工

不喜欢那么严厉

不喜欢明明对的是你却还被骂

不喜欢面对是非

不喜欢

很多不喜欢和不满

但却都一一吞了下肚

为了不想输

为了不想面对脸色

但最近我犯了很多的错误

很想躲在一角哭

但

我没有

这份工让我便坚强了

让我有责任感

让我减少粗心

但并没有放我更独立

错误一而再的犯

心情越来越低潮

明明就很小心

但换来的还是一样的结局

为了不想让人看低

为了不想让人看死

我都试着不停的向上游

但

为什么我的环境还是黑暗的

为什么我看不见引导我的光

我游不上岸了

我越来越无助了

突然想停止一切

突然想辞职

但

不做这我还能做什么

我真的不懂我还可以做什么

我都几岁人了

但却因为家人过于的保护

我全然没有方向感

我全然不懂外面的世界是怎么一回事

真的有开始觉得自己很失败

原来自己那么一无所知

恨透自己的无能与无知

我真的不年轻了

我到底想要什么??????

我还能做什么?????????

迷失

忙~~

终于能得到一刻的喘息了

今天明明就不是很多check-in

可是我们每个人却忙得不可开交

仅仅因为今天来的都是group check-in

我们就要不停的忙着prepare folder

一班来了又一班

对

说实的今天的确没有很忙

不过是因为他们一堆一堆来才导致我们那么慌张与混乱

最忙最忙的那一刻莫过于就是晚上11点多吧

一来就是一辆巴士

一来就是18间房

试问我们哪里有那么多人同时为他们check-in呢

加上他们每个人都是in-room check-in的

唯有轮着来咯

终于他们都妥当了

就又轮到我们了

分工时间到

update regcard

take pre auth

slot in

bla bla bla

bla bla bla

而我呢就要做wifi voucher的东西了

谢谢CB的乐意相助

我才能尽我所能的快把东西给做完

真的是rebate到我怕了

rebate到我手都要断呢

终于在2点之前给赶完

快快closing

但又不能马虎

因为我不想再有任何的错误了

我~~

够了

之后我, CB, Jia Rou原本打算在酒店后面的华人当吃东西的

谁知到都几乎关完店了

我们唯有到旁边的mamak档吃咯

之后meko来join我们

回到家后都3点半了

累到我要呆

sleeping time~~~~~

~~

suppose to be busy today
but i so free because all the new staff and trainee took over my job!!!
but yet still i cant leave them behind because they not senior enough~
so what i do is just stand beside and make sure no mistake from them
but i no confidence at all now
cause me myself also did lot of mistake recently
how i gonna make sure they not do mistake
how i gonna trust by other?
huh?
improving myself~~~~~~
charging myself~~~~~~

yesterday finally the daddy and mummy back from bei jing
brought lot of things
finally one day breakfast with the parents!!!
so hard to have meals with the parents since i started work

the blog here change alot
i really not use to it..
i want make my word also difficult!!!
can it be normal back huh???
T.T

back to work!!
siam!!

hope can meet with Karman them next week
man, i really want crazy sushi lar.
no joke!!!

moody???

today most of them ask me the same questions
"elizz, you ok arr???"
some said i looked sick
some said i looked moody
some siad i looked sleepless
i admit that im tired
but im not moody or ill!!
maybe cause of this week didn't sleep well
one whole week like night ghost only
everytime think of alcohol
i need beer badly
no idea why
just need beer to drunk myself up
forget bout everything
now what i want is just a simple and normal life
is easy but hard!!
yesterday night went out yamcha with kahhing and baozai
we meet at station one and agian
i lost my way!!!!
hahahahahah
pls pls pls dont laugh at mii!!!
at long as i reached there!!!!
hahahahahahaha
around 2 only reached home
then continue with my drama~~
the ending is so!!!!!!!!
hahahahahaha...
tot will got second round with baozai
who know
he ffk mii~~
TT
end up sleep only
suddenly thinking of having cigarette
but in the end i try nothing~~~
hhhhheeeemmmmmmmmmm

now still in back office
update my little almost death blog,
my blog gonna alive back soon
soon
very soon
how soon?
no idea~~

time to back home~~
good night
to you
to you
and
to you~~

death blog again!!!

i knew that i been leave my blog blank again and again
already i promise myself i wanna make my blog alive yet it still remain
lately been working until like no life
i want my life back!
can i?
is that possible?

lately i been did mistake all the while
i glad to have a DM there to stand by for me
i hope that will be the one and ONLY time for me to put him in trouble
i really dont know how to face everything in one shot
seems like being careless all the while
being useless
starting mistake
starting blur
starting no confidence
starting even not dare to speak with gst
just like yesterday
the gst ask me why with the 5 % surcharge while doing payout
i know why
but i was just like emm emm emm and just looking at Ezal
and then he help me to explain to the gst
why am i now not stand out?
why am i now hiding behind ?
why am i doing?
what going on with me right now?
i want to be improve
i want to be strong
i want to be clear
i want to be stable
i want everything to be stable starting now!!!!!!
right now!!!
munz ~~
fight
fight pls
not for any others
just for yourself
k?
fight!!!!!!!
be stable
dont careless ANYMORE
prove that you can do it!!!!
PROVE it!!!!!!!!!

just back from dinner with the cousin and family
like so long din see them dy after langkawi
seriously miss langkawi trip
cause that the only time to spend with family
after working...
i found that is really difficult to meet up even just a second
now most the day i spending my time on working and sleeping
beside then that
i really no time dy..
now only i realized
hotel work is nearly come to NO LIFE..
some day...
i really wish that i can just back to normal...
now i,m still thinking what i really want to be
now i working in a hotel also all because of my study
is just like because of this ihave to do that
what i really want..?
i really dont know...
and no idea..

...

review back my blog just now
just few post
now i realized my post is getting shorter and
not so frequent to update my blog dy
why m i being so lazy lately arr??
no idea~~

busy~~~

this 2 day was so damn busy
can said that non stop from 11pm-9-10 something in the morning
cause now working night shift alone with a DM
i really cant believe that night shift can end so late while in busy season
or maybe i really that slow?
haiz~~

that night which is mooncake festival night
while i on my way drive to hotel
passed by lot houses
almost no one play lantern..
kind of disappointing hand heart sad lar
middle of the night
chatting with fren bout this
and we recall back lot of our childhood times
how we play and what we did when mooncake festival
and we do planed one BBQ party for next year
i hope it will on..
hey,
make it on lar pls
then we walk around everywhere
im too excited with it while planning
but
dont know that will he forget when time really come!!!
hmmm~~~

suddenly miss someone so badly~
what is he doing?
did he take good care of himself?
hopefully~

i wanna eat lou xu fan later!!!!!!!!!!
my mom cooked yesterday but i was busy sleeping~
so tak dapat makanT.T

is time to balik
is time to sleep~~

happy mooncake festival

i believe that almost everyone is sleeping now
but i still awake
cause working night shift
i like working night shift cause nothing much to handle
and not much people i need to see or meet up
but one thing i HATE the most is those stupid mosquito!!!!!
my second time working alone with one DM~~
tomorrow can i dowan work night shift?
cause tomorrow is mooncake festival dy
i wanna spend my time with family
i wanna eat mooncake with family
i wanna sit together with the family to watch movie!!!
i wanna play dang long also~~
but too bad i cant
cause working night shift
maybe can got the chance just hold it
at least i hold it right?????
hahahahahahha
haiz~~~
have to back to work now..
cause lots things to do right at this moment..

everyone~
good night...
have a sweet dreams
and!!!!!
happy mooncake festival!!!!!

finally~~

finally a break for mii today~~

cause is my offday~

yeah

yesterday dont know y i so blurr..

until wishing almost everyone happy birthday

then they reply mii "today not my birthday lar=.="

sorry

cause i too tired dy~~

until blur

nowadasy shit also no time

finally experience something

its not easy!!!

but i will try my best to make it possible!!

hahahahaha

hhhheeeeemmmm...

starting tomorrow night shift leh

now busy period again

hopefully its not so stress at night~

working alone with the night DM

only 2 of us..

will we survive???

guess so will..

cause tried once before~~

waiting someone to join in

he still waiting the call from hr

hope that will be good news

"hey, i waiting you k????"

hahahahhaha

finally a update!!!

specialy to you~~

this post is not involve any relationship or anything
is all about friendship~~
hey..
pig..
euu know who euu r..
mr Eddie Ng
my daling~~~~~
the one i used to named him pig
the one i used to named him little mouse
the one i used to scold him stupid
the one whom with small eye
the one whom with baby teeth
the one who like himself to be xiaobai lian
the one who always sit beside
the one i used to quarrel with everyday when my college life
the one i used to tell him alot bout myself
the one i used to share alot but he used to keep alot from mii
the one i used to take alot of picture with
the one who always ignore when i cried
the one who always made mii angry easily
the one i falled in love before*mata tutup!!*
the one i used to hang out the most
the one i used to sing k together the most
we usually went only 2 of us
the one that everyone that we r couple
the one i always study together with
the one like to syok sendiri as i do
the one i always have movie together
the one i always chat the most
the one i quarrel the most
the one whom think himself the most handsome
the who we always swim together
the one who always late for classes and lectures
there is alot more lar..
the one always lazy
the one always sleep like a pig
*he always a pig*
*you know urself.. i just dowan dok bao euu*
`hahahahahahahahahahahah'


nothing much lar...
just wanna tell euu i miss euu alot
remember how we used to be stick with eachother last time
now myside totally without euu since internship start
mii at klia and euu at penang
we got no any chance to meet
even less contact with each other
i really miss euu alot leh
just now i open those photo album
i reviewed back alot pictures taken by us
but now there is non
i start busy with working
you as well
ur working time is all in the middle of the night and will only be off when weekend
and mine are all not fix!!
its so damn hard to meet
now when euu have time also spend with ur friend and not mii leh
cause we not staying near and close to eachother
is kind of hard to meet up
everytime plan to meet yet still have to depends
and it always be delays or cancel
you say lar..
how long we din meet dy??
somemore say very near only
but when got the time for us to meet??
haiz~~~~~
i dont know what will gonna be happen in the future
but i really do treasure our friendship
remember one that argument between us
that the time we dont even talk a word to each other right?????
i dont know that do euu still fresh with that1!!!
hahahahahaha
but now..
we also less talk....
cause timing emm ngam!!!!!
ish!!!!!

eddie arr...
really miss euu leh..
hope euu miss mii too as i do!!!
blek~~:P


~so sweet~~


smelly lar...

the yeng yeng us^^
i miss euu k??
serious miss~~

missing you~~~

so crazy of missing someone lately
not to mention who is he
but
i really kind of miss him
what is the reason cause mii of so missing him?
no idea
he never know that i miss him
cause i never tell
i dont wish to tell
cause is myself whom spoiled the chances
what to do??
now only i find out he is inside my heart since that day
it is too late to realized
everything already fixed and cant be change
he have his own life now
being happily as how he always is
and mii??
i miss the way he treat mii good
i miss the way he made mii laugh
i miss the way he act like monkey
i miss the way he look at mii
i miss the way he smile at mii
i miss the way he comfort mii
i miss the all him
but now
i have nothing
i have only memories
i have only remind
i have only what in my brain and mind
but truly
that enough for mii
enough for mii to remind him
enough for mii to think of him
is really enough for everything

now what i just wanted to ask him which is
"hey, how there....."

bye. HIM!!!

...

dont know what the H happening to mii lately
straightly no mood at all
work no mood
sleep no mood
study no mood
wanna do what also no mood!!!
i really no idea of y
said not to leave my blog death
but yet still i lazy to update
sometimes open up my blog
sitting in front of my own home pc
hand on top of the keyboard
then what???
facebook
beside that
whatelse??
nothing
when blog page on
my mind blank
not seem like last time
i always full of what to update
now..
even an outing also i lazy to post\
y m i starting to be so lazy??
what going on with me????
since when huh i starting to be so lazy huh??
anyone can help mii????
pls~~~
i dowan to be so lazy ady~~
no good~~~

munz!!!
is time to wake up..
wake up...
~slapping myself~

im sleepy~~

sunday morning~~

just ended my night shift

have no idea why

even enough sleep also will still felt sleepy when working night shift!!

last night was so free and i managed to done my things all in time

that was great!!!

so then mii stil got time to play facebook, view japanese page to refresh back my japanese

cause i've been forget almost everything after no more learning

cause no one to speak with=.=

now still at back office...

i dont feel sleepy anymore now...

what lar..

ish~~~~~

i dowan work tonight~~~

sunday night i want to spend time with family

can i??

can i?

huh???

pls~~~~~

hehehe....

~ezal laught alone here with no reason~~

*just posted for fun cause he just right in front of mii*

a question for myself

permanant? or no?

non stop asking myself these days'

until today still i dont have any answer

maybe only until the right time

but

what i should do?>

am i really fit with the job now?

am i really can handle whatever problem occur?

am i realy for everything?

somehow i thinking that i have no different working permanant or parttime now

cause i was schedule as a full timer

but just that i dont have any benefit those permanant have it

is really not worth if i still maintain as parttime pay but fulltime job

so

what should i?

what i want?

im blank again

no idea again

am i lost again?

think

liz_m

night shift

today is my first time working night shift
woke up 12 noon and i cant fall back to sleep
so now fighting very hardly with the sleepy worm
i dont know that can i stand until later 7am
but i will try my very best to tahan!!
tahan!!!!
i have to~~~
now only i know working night shift is busy only when eu enter and after 2am!!
im so sorry tat i curi tulang and online here
actually also not consider that i curi tulang..
is that i really nothing to do right this moment~~
have to night shift for one week
hopefully my word wont upside-down cause of working night shift
and im kind of hungry now
can i eat something???
just felt like i wanna eat roti cannai!!!
actually befor come work i ady eat dinner with my family
but i have no idea why still i ffelt so hungry~~
woo~~
i need food..
hahaha
food..
roti canai the best now for mii~~
hahahahahaha

panda_liz

be alive!!!

i wanna make my blog back to normal again....

home is the warmest place!!

finally back to work from 4 days mc!!
another tiring day~
really hell lazy to wake up every early in the morning
again
my alarm non stop rang and i just kept ignore
until i realize is abit too late
then only my eye willing to open and my body willing to move!
got myself a fresh up then made myself a bread
medicine have to take after meal
so
just ate 2 slice of bread and, that all for my breakfast^^
opened up the door and i felt the wind kept on blowing
is really very cold
"home is really a warm place that i very wish to stay"
that what pop out on my mind that moment!
no choice
drove all the way to hotel
change
line up
then~~
"happy working!!!"

still! still! still! and still!!!
very blurr with the 6 boxes what breakfast thinggi!!
no idea how to solve it yet!
im still learning~
give mii some more time...
please~~~

is really tiring of handling some fussy guests!!!!
why they just cant stay silently for their stay~~~
why that i can and you all cant huh?
is that guests really just like to complain???
so i might just follow next time staying in any hotel
complain until all the hotel blacklisted mii!!!
hahahahahahahahahahahahaha
there wont be a day~
so no worry^^
i'm a good customer and so my family~~^^V
so please~
just please~
diam diam guai guai and just stay wherever euu are ya~~~~~~!!!
*this is an order!!!!!*
:P
really tiring of handling you all lar..
lately we really running full occupancy
no late check out then check out on time lar
wasting our time to find room for the guest
no connecting room then just stay side by side lar..
still request so much for what?
already put euu both in the same floor..
and is just next to each other

still wanna complain *i request connecting room lorrrr*
yayaya~~ MY BAD!!!

i really hope i can overcome everything!!!
as soon as possible~~

home sweet home^^
elizz~~

生病了~~

终于~~~~
终于打败了发烧病毒!!!
可是
还在跟咳嗽和伤风开着战
天啊~~~
我的鼻子快要掉下来了啦~~~
就在星期四那一天
我要上班的那一刻
突然下起雨来
我逼不得已要出门
雨伞也懒得撑就跑上车了
难免会淋了几滴雨
没想到当天就鼻酸酸的开始伤风了
喉咙也不知觉的变得很干燥!!
第二天起来声音都变掉了
但我还是照常的去上班~
今天的我变得很糊里糊涂
山么都不顺利
但挨了半天后我越来越不对劲了
开始越来越冷
还好当天够人
所以我便要求说我要回家!
刚好嘉敏陪雪薏来interview
所以我就和她们一起咯
等雪薏interview完后我们便往time square去
本来打算要看戏的
最后只是吃了东西后随便逛逛罢了
期间我就感觉到越来越冷越来越不舒服
原本打算和她们一起走pasar malam的我
最后却只好他退堂鼓回家了
因为我真的越来越辛苦了
不过我还是有给到宝贝一点点小惊喜
因为宝贝完全没料到我会出现的~~
当时也闹了不少笑话
因为宝贝真的太好笑了
放她们在sri rampai pasar malam 后我就回家了
但之前我就去看了医生
拿了药和mc后就回家休息了

我的烧算是昨天正式的退完
但是我还得和咳嗽跟伤风抗战!!!
要命啊~~
我不想再吃那么多药了啊
因为药一点都不好吃
快让我好起来吧~~~

get well soon~
elizz

finally~~~

is really quite some weeks i didn't update my blog~~
i thought that there will be some time for mii after my work
but...
see my death blog also know it doesn't make any sense!!
start from 1st July i been working morning shift until yesterday
today Meko wanna change shift with me
so i will be working 3-11 later
yesterday finally get the chance to meet with BaoBei, Karman and XueYii again
really hard to meet nowadays
cause everyone of us have our own things to do
so..
the very first here i wanna say thank you to Mr.Ivan
i couldn't leave hotel early without his help...
hahahahahah
"you really do looked handsome yesterday!!"*just yesterday ok??"
hahaa
after change then i drove to time square neway to meet up my gals
after sing k section then we walk walk around
cause i wanted to buy a new working shoe...
and yeap, i manage to bought one!!
then we went in to a shop that selling sex toys
the worker even joke around with us
but the ladies worker look so LC!!
whatever~~~
around 7 then i back by car then the 3 gals back by train!!
hope we can have our meet soon!!!

i miss euu all gals!!
~elizz~

好累哦~~

今天终于开工了
既期待又害怕加紧张
调闹钟7点多
但我却7点前就起来了
我原以为会继续赖床的
谁知道却一点睡意也没有~~
*很奇怪吧, 大家都想我几时变乖了
记得以前在pan pac training 的时候都有pinky叫我起床
而且我真的可以说是睡到猪那样
但现在不同了
我必须自己吃自己
要开始不要依靠或依赖别人
好啦好啦
好像扯太远去了~~
起床后就马上自己梳洗丫
之后还有时间让我洗衣看报纸捏~~
过不久就出门啦~
一路通顺知道time square那条路塞了我一下下
那时Meko已经在停车场那里等着我了
我也在9点前到达
manager要我们10点到但我们9点就到了嘢~~
有咪有很乖???*有*
之后我们就去报到咯
去弄了check in check out的员工卡后就去那制服
*今天忘了拍下~~*
之后又回到HR department wait for Meko
我也拿到locker了啦
当一切妥当后我们又回去报道
过不久便直接上FO开工了

really very blur standing at there and nothing to do
Meko consider my senior
cause she did her internship at the same hotel and the department
today is really my first time to be with the system
i really dont know what can i do
i tried to update the REG card
but both us mii and Meko we wont have password
so cant do anything yet
but yet still i manage to learned to update REG card information
mii also have the chance standing in front the door side
to open and close door when ppl in and out
greet every guests
bring guest to their room
this and that
but the most time i spend was standing in front of the door~~
=.=
i still really not in their system yet
i will try my very very best to fit in
i hope is as soon as possible
i wanna be a fast leaner
i dont wanna to be blurr like today~~
i wish i could have my own thing to do very soon
i wish i could be like anyone of them
the pro side of them but not the personalize of them
today first day work already OT!!!
my leg really nearly break
is really pain like no one business!!!!!!
keep on asked Meko when can we back??
cause i really cant stand anymore by the moment
i leave about 15 mins earlier then Meko at around 7.15pm
waiting Meko at the changing room
then we went Sg.wang to take our dinner at Kim Gary

my cheese baked chicken rice

Meko's

our's


mine!!!

after dinner then we went to Parkson to buy something
then both us back~~

reached home i really just like a death body~~
walk like no soul!!!
hahahahahah
really enjoy in my bath
really dont wish to walk out from bathing
enjoying bathing with hot water the most
almost fall asleep~~

tomorrow afternoon shift
3-11
haiz~~
~~i have this shift~~

tonight should be a good sleep~~
cause too tired~~

even lazy to edit
=.=
good night