Tuesday, September 30, 2008

shopping day!!!

today went time square with my mummy and the sisters!!!
we wanted to buy dinner dress to attend my cousin wedding dinner this coming Saturday...
so but i don't know why my mummy will decide to go TS just because she seldom go there...
at first she wanted to go sg.wang but then i suggest to go TS cause i want to watch "Painted Skin"
so then my mum also changed her decision to go TS...
the first we reach TS we went to buy ticket!!
then only we went to take our brunch...
i admit that i wake very late today!!!! *i mean everyday*
my mum want to eat Mc.D but we all wanna eat Sushi!!!
damn long already didn't eat sushi...
the last i went to eat sushi was in june or july i think...
.then the 5 of us end up about 180++...
consider cheap right for 5 person mean each about 35++...
after our meal is still early for us to attend to the cinema...
so then we walk around since we want to buy dinner dress...
wakakakakaka.....
yeap....
everyone get one except for the eldest!!!
she just the one who don't like to dress up, make up, and dress...
she HATE dress...
i don't know why!!!
then is time for our movie....
i deeply agree with kok seng that this movie is not that interesting as their preview!
abit boring but also funny...
at first i thought that this movie will very interesting but in the end... ...
speechless...
buy why their talking cantonse???!!!
okies...
i still understand with it!!!
after the movie we went to walk around for shoes!!!!
because the earlier we only get enough time to look for dress...
walk and walk and walk...
1 hours++ pass...
we also didn't get what we want....
there was just like not match, not nice, NO!, too expensive, bla bla bla...
then finally donno at which shop we get it....
is time to back...oooooppppppssssss...is a rainy night!!!!
teehee..... .....
happy that i get to buy the dinner dress but not the shoe...
because i not very like it...
but still i will wear it...
wakakakaka....

Monday, September 29, 2008

renew passport!!!

today went Setapak there to renew my passport!
i don't know how long it already expired...
but since today all of us are in the holidays...
so my mum decide bring us go for renew it...
we reach there about 1 something...
omg....
alot people there making or renewing their passport too...
then went to the reception to take number...
"system down" written there!!!
the Q there was starting to talk with the staff there...
then bla bla bla in the end their also give down number to anyone in the Q...
1390- my number....
the number now is 12xx...
walao...
had to wait that long???!!!
no point...
just because we went there late...
so..
have to wait that long....
haiz...
wait wait wait and wait!!!
finally my turn...
after paid it mention after 2 hours we can get to collect our passport...
so then we went some where near by to take our lunch...
then we went back inside and sitting at the place provided to continue waiting....
i was accidentally fall a sleep there...
wakakakaka...
i just feel sleep when nothing ti do there!!!!!
5.20....
finally can collect...
wtf...
wait for more then 5 hours to renew a passport!!!
damn.....
then after that we back home...
what a boring and stupid day for renewing passport!!!!!

Saturday, September 27, 2008

14才の母

刚刚才看完一套日剧[14才の母] *14 岁的妈妈*
这套戏其实上映了还蛮久的...
我也是年头的某一天在网上看到了戏名就被吸引住了...
之后也就买了摆着没看...
终于刚刚也将它给“”完了!!!
女主角的名是 *一ノ濑未希*
在这戏里她给我的感觉是她很坚强冷静,和勇敢!!!
我觉得这是必要的啊~~~
她需要勇气因为她必须面对世人的眼光...
很多人一直以来都对着她指指点点...
因为她的样子真的很小...*可以说是像小学生吧*
甚至被周围的人排斥!!!
还被她的同学出卖了呢!!!
在这怀孕的过程中她面对的问题也很多...
所以她也必须要坚强...
因为一个普通才14 岁的女生都还在发育嘛...
她却怀着一个小而脆弱有生命的东西在自己的肚子里...
一个普通的14岁小孩应该还没完全的发育完吧???
所以未希更不用说咯...
还没发育完却怀了小孩!!!
我相信现在的“小孕妇”都能体会其中的辛苦吧!!!
总之未成年怀孕是一件很辛苦的事啦...
我还不能体会其中..
但我要也不能啦... *因为我经已超龄*
可是我会很明白其中的感受
因为我身边很多“小妈妈”都很乐意的很我分享她们的过程...
集合以上的种种所以未希她必须有着一切的冷静!!!
她的身边没有了孩子的父亲就因为男方的妈妈不要她的孩子负责任!!!
但很庆幸的她身边还是有着家人的支持明白,和体谅...
当然一开始她的父母是极度强烈的反对...
她的家庭也就开始从平静和快乐中变得好不像样!!!
最后经过重重的考虑她还是决定了把baby生下...
真的其实还蛮好看的...


我身边也出现了不少类似的朋友...*但我们很久没联络了*
很庆幸她们都对自己弄出来的小生命负起责任...
但她们都太早婚了,
而且不是每个都是幸福美满的...
很多都离了婚...
还记得她们对我说她们一定会幸福的...
但很不希望听到的,看到的也都终被知晓...
我只希望她们没有后悔她们当初自己做的一切和决定...
我只能献上我最真诚的祝福罢了...
没联络了的你们都还好吗???
有缘再碰个面吧...


14才の母

男女主角


她的全家福!!!!!


未希baby的超音波照照!!!


生了生了!!!!

Friday, September 26, 2008

pizza!!!

taking pizza as our dinner with the sisters!!!
don't know why just in a sudden feeling strongly wanna eat pizza!
emm...
actually i not only wanna eat the pizza..
i also wanna eat the chicken wings!!!!!
so then my sis decided to take order from the net...
i'm nerd k cause first order from the net...
after the order then continue stuck back my ass in front of the computer!!!
then just wait and wait and wait...
as still feel free so decided to customize my blog seems it's too simple!
non stopping copy paste then preview...
finally choose this to be my theme!!!
haha...
finally my pizza came!!!
starting to enjoin!!!!
then my the stupid dog keep on climbing up to my mouth and wanna have a bit of my chicken wings... *NO WAY*
but yet still i gave her some of the meat lar....
can't stand the stupid bling bling eyes of my dog!
then halfway eat we realize that we forgot to order Pepsi!!!
hey...
how can eating Pizza without drinking Pepsi!!!???
so then i purposely drive out to a supermarket that very near to my house just to buy 2 bottle of Pepsi!!! *ya... we going very crazy*
raining day...
hate driving while raining!!!
but have too!!!
yeah...
we had a good match Pizza with Pepsi as our dinner!!!
kinda happy ^__^


my Pizza!!!


see what happen to my dog when i wanna open the box!!!


empty!!!!

green box!

yesterday went green box with ling!!!
long time didn't went KTV with her...
i also forgot how long we didn't go already...
then 11 something like that i went to pick ling up...
just because i not used to it by that way...
so then i need ling to teach me the way to sg.wang...
11.30 like that we already in the car park...
is still too early for us because we book for 12...
then have to stay outside to wait and wait and wait!!!
finally we can go in...
room 31...
i think may be is because of just the two of us so that why the room was horrible SMALL!!!
i think who been went to green box room 31 then should know how small is the tinny little room is...
but is just the two of us so nothing much we can say...
i still remember that one time we both went red box...*before they change to green box*
the room was horrible big...
it even have a dance floor in the middle of the room...
wow...
i still remember that the reaction how we both looking at each other when the first step into the room...
we was thinking what can we both do in the room although we were not the first time in such big room...*i think red box pavillion will be more bigger*
but it is really more enjoin in the big room compare to the small...
because we can run around and not just sit where we are!!!
and i actually don't like green box much compare with neway because of the sound system...
but we had no choice because we wanna choose the cheaper place...
they also serve buffet at 12.30 till 1.30 *mid-night*
but nothing much to eat also!!! *haiz*
then around 3 we back...
a happy mid-night but not fun!!!
wakakaka...

Thursday, September 25, 2008

回味!!!

清楚说明了原因和理由,
放手只在清楚说明之后...
时间停不了在甜蜜的分秒,
也回不了头...
明明就有着千言和万语,
遇见你时却偏偏是个语痴...
等待着机会说出一切,
却在还未等到就被停止了...
流出的血与泪,
是走出思念的唯一途径吗???
身体依然有着你的体温,
温度也不曾减退过...
属于你的味道还在空气中飘荡着...
说过的话也只能停留在当时,
永远都不会有实现的一天...
梦里或许遇见你,
但你却离我好遥远...
亲昵的称呼也只能留给暧昧了...
电话拿起又放下,
信息按了又清除...
这仿佛经已成为了习惯...
遥远的距离,
遥远的你,
遥远的心,
还有遥远的一切一切... ...
回不了头了吗???

Wednesday, September 24, 2008

for eve!!

today finally get to meet with eve the long lost dear!!!
she really doing very well and good with the KS...
evefu...
remember how we used to name you since f4?
as i told you...
the guy with you now is truly and love you deep in his heart...
and i know that you both is serious in this relation...
so...
stay sweet ya..
if he bully you just ring me or yinze up...
we will always stand by your side...
but i know that is who bully who lar..
wakakaka..
hey eve..
know what...
i really glad to have a such friend as you...
we always share our secret that no other know...
we always stand by each other side whenever needed...
we always talk like time doesn't enough for us...
we always give a hand to each other...
we really walk through a lot of problem...
eve...
love euu ya...
muaaakz

Tuesday, September 23, 2008

happy happy!!!

wow! what a nice feel after a hot bath....
finally can meet up with ling and yinze...
fuyoh...
really long time dint see them already....
we first went to station1...
funny that yinze thought that we will bring her to clubbing...
*yinze, no worry lar... we will only bring you go yamcha...*
after that then when hulu langat near my house...
this is the place which nicky always likes to go...
but too bad whenever he went there i confirm busy, not at home or either sleeping...
sitting at the gasoline chit chat-ing...
the ampang thought KL view...
heemmm...
not bad actually...
orange light...
brighting all the houses...
warming my heart...
but is actually cold there yet i still drink ice water...
the blueberry soda taste like medicine only but actually not bad...
suddenly feel like miss-ing him in that moment while looking at the view...
but those song plays there not nice...
we don't like it...
wanna scold the eddie here lar...
he really do blaming his life very long and boring and wanna die fast izzit??
eddie...
if you say YES...
just no worry...
i will straight go to you...
but tell you what...
i really do miss you in this holidays...
hahahaha...
just finish chat with -him-
i get to know that the now him was always late sleep...
all time busy with working...
and also didn't taking god care of himself...
still remembered that he likes to say i no take good care on my own whenever i sick...
calling me stupid whenever he like...
i know he will non stop asking me give up him...
i trying my best...
i really trying my best...
and i think i going to successful and pls just congrats me!!!
ling + yinze...
remember our cheong K plan arr...
don't fong my fei gei arr...
if not...
hahahaha...
i will going to kill euu two...
i know i always used to do that...
hahahaha..
but don't follow what i did...
cox it is not good example!!!!
hahahaha....

Monday, September 22, 2008

damn it,,, what the hech is going on!!!!

omg!omg!omg!omg!
what going on with me???
am i having fever or something??
why am i keep thinking the person that will not supposed to be together?
i very clear and know that i not admire him or what...
but just don't know why i will non stop thinking of him now...
i always used to think what going on with him..
i always used to think what he doing all the time...
i also used to think did he miss me just for a single minute...
i thought that i fall for him...
actually i was keep on asking myself is this why i always care for him is love or like...
but i get a very clear answer from my heart is-NO-
but why?
but why will i keep on thinking of him...
but why he always in my mind...
but why all this happen?
lots of you also thinking that we already in couple..
but both we know that our relation is just friend...
normal or may be close friend...
may be in the earlier time we did something that already crossed the limit line...
but...
that was just an accidence...
we both know that and also keeping it as a secret...
we both didn't mention any about it any more since that day it happened...
the distance of us is really like moving far from each other...
i hate that feeling that you not staying by my side any more...
i hate whatever it is happening on or going now...
i hate the distance that we having now...
i hate everything....
everything that brought me far away from you....
i really hate it...
but what can i do?
by all the time i was just like acting doesn't matter of what is happening...
i don't know how long i can stand for this everything...
i don't know why will came in to this situation...
i just hope i will find the way to solve the problem...
i know i not fall for you...
i sure i not...
i know i not...
i.....
i....
i not sure of anything any more......

Friday, September 19, 2008

for YOU!!!

hey hello...
please stop whatever you doing now...
it's really ignoring!!!
damn it...
you is the one who broke our promise at the very first..
you is the one who leave down lots of trouble to me in my previous life...
you is the one who didn't you your brain to think....
or may be you don't even have a brain!!!
why what you said i have to follow?
we have no more any relation ok?
we are not even friend...
we are just STRANGER.....
just leave my world please...
i just want to stay peace without YOU!!!!!
i leaving very well without you..
please just disappear in my life!!!!
i will be very thx for it!!!

Thursday, September 18, 2008

回忆:朋友篇!!!+我自己

今天冷静的坐在电脑面前整理着自己的资料...
突然发现有很多的朋友我们原来好久都没联络了...
忆起以往的我们是那么的熟悉...
看回以前的部落...
以前的照片...
以前的日记...
以前的很多很多回忆突然都一一涌现...
发现到原来自己一路都在不断的成长中...
发现原来很多的东西也都在改变中...
自懂事到现在...
我...
经历了很多...
成长了很多...
得到了很多...
改变了很多...
放开了很多...
笑容也很多...
当然...
泪水也很多...
原来我的泪水从来不那么轻易的在别人面前流下...
我一直很想对陪着我成长看着我流泪的你们说声谢谢...
因为你们才是我最真诚也是我唯一能做回我自己的对象...
我承认最知心的“你们”真的是少只又少...
但我真的都很珍惜每一个你”...

我原来....
总是喜欢逞强...

我不明白逞强的最后到底能够换来什么...
那就是我...
明明自己是很在乎某样东西,
甚至是人...
我也会假装着毫不在乎...
从来不会把他给抢回来...
但其实只有自己明白到底有多心痛不舍!!!
我又能做什么呢??
安静...
对...
我只能静静的看着离我越来越远的背影...
我其实好想好想开口...
但...
我却一个简单的字也说不出口...
所以常常令人以为我真的毫不在乎或什么的...
算了吧...
习惯就好...

和朋友的感情...
是很多朋友一下啦...
但是...
真正的呢??
了解的呢??
明白的呢??
当然是少之又少咯...
人人都说...
朋友其实不用多,一个就够了
对...
这句话真的是讲的很有道理!!!
找到一个真正了解自己,明白自己河真正的朋友比什么都好啊!!!
但是呢...
真的很怀念以往的我们哦...
一起颠...
一起疯狂...
真的是好不开心啊!!!
最好笑的是我们常常一起ponteng...
ponteng了又会去做些什么呢??
1.neway & red box
2.看电影
3.拍打头贴
4.吃东西
读书???
impossible ok??
要读的话ponteng来干嘛啦??
但还是会有一起温习的时候的...
就是考试的前夕和期间啊...
这也是我们唯一认真读书的时候啊~~~~~
去KTV的我们...
其实也真的很好笑...
明明你们就没有很喜欢唱歌却时常吵着要去...
进到里面的你都都只是顾着吃都西...
唱歌的只有“猫仔”几只!!!
我永远都会是里面的一只!!!
lingling&kahyee也是...
yinze呢???
偶尔偶尔咯...
eve?????
她只是负责吃的啦...*她应该是去做食物调查的*
哈哈哈哈哈哈...
至于看电影呢...
自中学毕业到现在我都没再和你们一起看电影过了啦...
记得以前的我们进电影院进到想吐啊!!!
因为不管有没有新戏上映都好我们都一定会到电影院里去啊!!!
管它好看不好看的!!!
哈哈哈哈...
突然间很想约你们去看戏哦...
还有那些有的没的大头贴啊...
我相信我们每个人的手里都是一大包的大头贴吧???
我们每次都毫不手软哦...
出一次就拍一次...
好好笑哦...
我们还很喜欢一起去吃东西呢...
我们每个星期5都会早放学...
当然不会把时间白白浪费在家里面咯...
每次都会去吃东西和聊八卦的...
每次内容都很劲爆的咯!!!
哈哈哈哈...

自毕业到现在真的很少和你们联络了咧...
你们到底过得真的还好吗???

but one person i confirm that she doing very well nowadays...
eve,
i purposely write in english here just wish to let you know i really do miss out all you guys...
then i was thinking that how are all of you guys now...
izzit really doing well...
other i don't know lar..
but i confirm that you doing very well with the botak...
hahahaha...
you is the one who got boy friend already then forget your ji mui!!!
humph...
hey....
i really do miss those days we been together...
go cheongK, go for movie, taking pic at sg.wang, having meal together...
do you miss it too...
really long time din gather together already....
every time planning to go out always without me...
i really feel deep sorry for that!!!
you also know not that i don't wish to join and also my situation...
so now when and what is you guys next plain...
please count me in too!!!!!! ok???

and very sorry to ling...
miss liang wai ling...
i promise i will find you whenever i free...
but not always friday i can ok??
wait me wait me...
i will find you soon...
just because i in holiday!!!!!





this are those only pic i get to still found in my document... others all in other pendrive or something... if who's pic not here dont blame me ya... i lazy go find!!! hahahaha...