should i continue?

im really hell blank now

lot of thing happened in a sudden and i dont know how to respond at all

i dont know what should i do now

everyone is telling me

is time for me to give up

cause no point to continue any more

but

i just can say is really not that easy to do

if you really love someone

you will never ever let he or she just go like that

this few days we do meet and chat bout this

end up i have nothing for our conclusion

so now i also dont know what can i do

what guess what?!!

we still plan for our 10th months and even 1 year

we are just so happy when discuss bout it

yet my hear fest so pain

i dont know that will our 10th months to be arrive

i hope everything just go fine~~

i just want like that

nothing much

baby

i really need ur help

i really dont know what and how to do

i dont know how to face everything came in a sudden

i know eu in the same situation as me

but

i really need your support

need ur idea

need ur guide

and not just choose to be silent 

not everything will be ok just being silent

i know this is ur style

but

not everything

and know what

i starting to lose confidence myself to euu

i dont know what am i mean to euu now

im blank

im really really very blank

pls

pls guide me pls

i want you

euu want me

ya

but 

HOW?