Dear blog,
I'm so sorry that i dumped you for so long since March. I'm so sorry that i can't keep my promise to keep you update. I'm so sorry that you are not know me well any more. But i'm sure even i did this you will still forgive me, cause i'm you and i am forgiving myself.
Let me update you what actually going on to me recently. I'm still still with The Ritz as a Guest Service. But am really planning to leave that nightmare place soon. *i seriously hopping is sooner possible* that why i'm actually searching for new job. But..... i really can't just simply find one that i like one. I just can't find the place where i love the environment. Maybe im being in the hotel Front line for years, so and i used to it with talking crab with people around. *i'm just enjoy talking :)* . Is hardly for me to search for a so called office job that want me to stick my ass on the chair in front of the computer for 8 hours maybe, it seriously kills me and i rather suicide... hahahaha..Yet, i know that i can find a job that i can work at least one year. so... wait for my update kay :)
Then... im facing some friendship problem you know? kind of sad when you treated someone good and you get betray. you know the feeling of BETRAY? hhheeemmm.. can say is... DAMN hurt lur.. but is okays.. i do meet and hang out with new friends. which i happily stick together with them. they so alot of stupid stuff together with me. we have alot of plan that we following. and ofcox non stop Gossiping... hahahahha
Now, i have a new relation too. His name is Jacob. A very cute guy. A right one. i decided to put down the relation that lasted for only one year and actually not suppose to have. Its hurt me alot until i cannot afford to go in any relation. But he came to me in a very sudden. I never thought that we will be together. First of all, he is 2 years younger than i, which is i kind of mind. but, he shows me that our age means nothing. he show his maturity always which i never see before when we are still friend. Then, he always got scolded by me even sometimes with no reason yet he still smiling. He is just another one so not my type but we go for each other. Its the 3rd week now we've been together. Im glad to have him by my side. even he is not that strong yet to protect me, but he gave me colorful life when im in black and white, he cook me maggie when im hungry, he offer me biting when im moody, trying his best to make jokes in front of me even every times he failed. but, im seriously happy to have him. i dont know how far will we go.. but he teaches me to enjoy simplest life that we can :)
okay.. lets stop now k.. i promise to visit and update you frequently as i can. i know i always drop my promised and you do upset.. but i will surely try my best.
