learning and wondering...

may be now is the time for me to let go...
your hand...
your heart...
your breath...
your warmth...
your smile...
your joke...
your everything...
is not belongs to me...

i knew that in the very first...
but...
how i wish...
just one minute...
or even one second...
i can hold your hand...
i can hug you up...
i can kiss your lips...
i can say i love you...
i can look at you...
everything i wish too...
but i know everything now is already too late...
what should i do now is give up...
yes...
learn to give up...
learn to forget....
learn to be strong...
and of cause learn to be smile all the while...
i know i can do it...
i believe in myself...
actually i just wish i be that brave....
then that i can tell you i love you...
but unfortunately,
i'm NOT!!!
i don't know what will you respond after that...
i choose to hide everything from you...
just being whatever we is now...
pure...
just that pure and nothing else....
i wonder when is the right time...
i wonder when will you believe me...
i wonder when.....

is a brave to fall for you...
munZ