3年了~~~

没想到某些时候时间原来可以过得很快的
和他分开也即将踏入3年了
我原以为我已经把他忘得一干二净了
但原来不是
我只是把那段记忆埋葬起来
然后不再想起
但一旦想起来
泪水原来可以是一发不可收拾的~~
刚刚的我驾着车
很显然是故意的经过他的家
那个让我哭过, 笑过, 伤过, 心痛过, 无奈过, 担心过,
的某人的某家
这是我第二次的经过了
第一次的我毫无感觉
但偏偏这一次
我泪流了~~
突然忆起好多好多
我们的认识
我们的谈话
我们的开始
我们的甜蜜
我们的一切
一直到
我们的结束
我第一次驾车还是他教我的呢
当时我只是说"我要驾, 可以吗?"
他就二话不说的走到副司机位坐下
当时的我很紧张
不会踩油也不会踏brake
他笑我
对
他最爱就是笑我笨
那时的我也很爱突然踏brake,
他就会骂我
"你以为路你买的啊??? 突然brake 就 brake... 如果后面有车怎么办?? bla bla bla~~"
我最爱就是在他驾车时看着他
因为这时的他最帅
让我每次都忍不住往他脸上亲下去
他也很喜欢和我说一句
"笨蛋, 我知道我帅啦"
之后就和我眨一眨眼
晕啊~~~
那可是他的招牌动作哦
他很爱很爱叫我笨蛋
他说我在他眼里怎样都是个笨蛋
无药可救的笨蛋
因为我爱上他所以变成一位笨蛋~~
我就和他说
"笨蛋也是会很幸福的诶~~"
我很喜欢煮东西给他吃
可是他每次都不会把食物吃完
那时最喜欢看着他洗碗
很可爱
一个大男人被我逼着洗碗
但他还是很很乐意的说
还不小心被他哥哥看到呢
*羞~(@^_^@)~

很多甜蜜开心的画面对白涌现于脑海
但
当然的我也忘不了是怎样被他伤得遍体鳞伤
我不会重提~
因为不想提起
忘了吧~~~
就这样忘了吧~~~
哈哈^^

写这一篇不为什么啦
就爽罢了咯~~

你.过得好吗?
elizz

just for fun~~

finally i change my bed sheet yesterday night since few days ago i said i wanna change until yesterday night!!!
some more is before i sleep
beside that
i also rearrange my bears
and realized that i really have lot bears to sleep with mii~~

there are so huge of them
let say hi to all my bears pls~~
love them so much ♥♥♥♥~~

took almost 45 minutes to done it
is time to bed..
good nites
o~~
sweet bed~~
hahahahahahhahahahahahaha

elizz

i'm not P licen anymore~~~

yo people out there...

nothing much
just wanna share that i'm not a P license anymore
let put ur hand together and clap for mii please~~~
*non of our business lar~~~*
*i already drop my P long time ago lor~~~*
ppl out there replied@@
went JPJ with xiaohui after class to done my license payment
then we went sg.wang to have our lunch cause she wanna look for new phone and also repair her camera's charger
but both is already hungry like XXXX
so when we reached we look for FOOD first~~
so we decided to have our brunch at the toilet bowl restaurant.

*the menu even have a toothbrush with*



after our meal then we walked around at the first and second floor to look for phone
she looking for samsung star~~
in the end still she manage to get it...
mii??
still looking for what phone to buy~~
haha

xiao hui,
waiting for euu to accompany mii buy phone k??
hahahha

elizz

not real~~

is that possible for me to believe that everything is not real
recently i already not in a good mood
and yet still i receiving such scary news
i hope i not real
i hope that everything happening now is not fit what the conclusion
i hope it not real
everything
please
just dont be real
i will check
and i wont want ur accompany...
i really dont need..
not i angry you or what
is just i dont want you right by myside..
cause you will only giving me stress..
what is all what i never tell you
i dont know how to say.
but..
i hope i can have time for me to be clear with everything
please
all just fake
pls~~~

pray hard~~

down down down~~~

suddenly think back when intern time
pinky and the housemate like to sing a song..
"baby are you down down down down down~~"
that including me who love to sing this song when anyone of the housemate looked down
and
im now very very down
why am i so unlucky in the last semester??
why cant i pass all the resit papers??
wasting my time
still remember on passed thursday
i woke up at 9 early in the morning
is actually woke by my crazy little dog kopi~~
then i cant fall back to my sleep
then i start worry bout my result
still one more hour to go
i wait, wait, wait, and wait
after turn on the PC i then go to bath
after bath then i came to sit in front of my pc
and typed
*www.tarc.edu.my*
college home page
when the time i type the first word my tears already lost control
i dont know why
kept feel that i wont pass my paper..
then key in my ID and my password...
then i take a A4 paper to cover the monitor..
tears again..
just like a cry baby
and i saw "REMARK" word around..
so i remove the paper
as what i though
i failed
yea..
FAILED again
i never know that i will failed for the all 3
really cant control my tears by that moment
so just let it fall

until today still i cant accept the fate
why when the time i choose of continue my study then i get this result?
is that i really not work hard enough?
or is that i not lucky enough?
really...
i dont know what to say lar...

now what my plan is to work
start looking for job dy
hopefully i can start my job next month

and now..
i still haven tell my parents
i really dont know how to tell them
really
who can teach mii how to tell them huh?
haiz.....

wanna say thx to whom support mii always
thx for the comfort also
thx always stay beside mii
thx everyone

sorry i made eu all down
sorry i cant go for advance
sorry
thx

down~~
elizz

随便

冰咖啡是你最爱喝的口味
时而加糖时而苦涩
你身上自然散发的气味是我最喜欢的味道
拥着你入睡
看着你说早安
轻轻的你吻在我额头
微微的扬起我嘴角
熟睡的我感觉到你指尖轻轻滑过我脸
是幸福
是满足
是肯定的知足
嘴里总是莫不关心
心里却时刻惦记着你
时常装作若无其事
但却时刻致电于你
说着幸福很遥远
但却已经计划着每个明天
很想很想
永恒的
辈子的
拥有现在
拥有一切
拥有你
犹记得无名指上那戒指
是你曾经给过的承诺
我不当真
你不提起
如今事已成过去
看着戒指
想着从前
想着你
每个承诺
每个画面
每个你
都还好吗?
一切都好吗?
听说你... ...
谢谢你
我的回忆
谢谢你~

盼再见
elizz

sing k with eve and jackie

today suppose to go for terminate my boardband
as eve dated me out to sing k
so i bring along the boardband to terminate it and meet with her and jackie
BUT
the people said they only help to do registration and not termination
but i remember when the time i register they said i can back to there to do for the termination
yet now all BULLSHIT!!!
whatever~~
then straight we walk to Neway
our flavor singing place^^
yinze suppose to be here with us but... ... ...
too bad
so hard to meet yet she not here with us
we had lot of fun there
some more play with Jackie's phone
the stupid tissue roll
and also the "dok bo bo " that game~~
hahahahahahahahaha
really wanna make me get myself an iPhone
But
i lazy to use all the application and function
so no point getting one
so iPhone OUT
after the sing K section then we took a short walk around the mall
chit chat and chit chat
then all back
i back on my own and Eve follow Jackie

heeemmmmmm
although is just a short gather with them
yet is still warm and lovely~~
i really miss them so much
*but i choose to hide all my feeling*
is really hard to meet with them nowadays
hope we can have our next meeting soon~~






next time date more ppl pls...
yinze must come!!!

hope to meet again soon...
elizz

happy mathers' day~~

is time for mii to post bout my mothers' day
this mothers day i decided to bake a cake for her
*hey ppl, please trust my skill*
cause i've been in pastry kitchen for one short month
although is short but i learned alot ok??
went to buy all the ingredient first at the cake shop
then bake the cake on saturday night after dinner with the cousin sis, aunt and grandpa

mix all together in a mixer
at first i actually planed to back a cheese cake
but end up with chocolate cake

i know i very serious^^

taadaa~~~
it ready to go to the oven

when it done is bout 1 something
so went to bed first
and let it cold overnight
then only continue to do the decor on the next day which is sunday
`Mother's Day'

applying cream for the topping...
then then then
*no pic

the word very ugly i know
wanna write
"happy mother's day"
but not enough space
so that y become
"happy mom's day"
and the chocolate made my word ugly..
if know then i'll choose icing sugar~~~

hope mama will like it..
for mii the cake is abit too sweet~~

happy mama day^^
elizz

special for all my lovely housemate~~

still remember what happened on the first day?
still remember how i met you gals on the first day?
remember how we all cried together on the first day?
still remember how we complain bout the suck hostel?
still remember after that we went to have dinner at the mamak?
still remember how munyee, eyyn and boey came to us???
that how i met you gals~~!!!
at first i really blank on how to survive in a new environment by without knowing anyone of you!
fortunately,
the all of you are friendly, funny, and crazy
just like i do
i'm really glad to know you all
i'm really glad to being housemate with you all
we share lots of things before
we shared the most is our laugh
we always laugh until the whole buildings also our voice
we always laugh until tired only go to bed
we also always work together to maintain the cleanliness of the hostel
we even have our own duty roaster for it~~
if not we wont be staying at a place which already cleaned by US!!!
we having meals together
we care bout each other
we worry bout each other
we help each other
we celebrate whom birthday
we surprise them
we hang out together
we play fight fight with each other
BUT,
OUR FRIENDSHIP ALWAYS THERE!!!!
everynight we'll see Colby also
he always came to our hostel
always came to join us
steven too..
but less..
cause his shift always messed~~
while typing this post here really remind mii alot during our life in hostel
i hope you gals too have the same flash back
really happy to know euu gals and also the 2 guys~
this was my first time to experience staying outside without family for 3 months
and its a GOOD and MEMORABLE memories to mii~~~

somehow
is time to leave and separate with each other
still remember how we hug and cry
still remember how we said good bye
still remember everyone of you
i hope time can turn back
at least i can rerun over everything with you all
but,
time wont tick back
so,
we just look forward~~

~NEXT TRIP PLEASE~

elizz

幸福 . 平静

幸福真的很难得到吗???
能给我幸福的人
我到底要用什么样的方式连接到???

原以为他就是哪一位
没想到他不属于我的

有那么一个人
他很了解你
他很知道你在想什么
知道你要的是什么
绝对绝对能给得了你一切你心想的
他很关心你
他很照顾你
他担心你吃不饱
他担心你睡不好
他担心你被欺负
当你驾车时sms他会被他阻止
当你吃得少他会叫你吃多两口
当你看着他
他会给你一个很温暖的微笑
当你感到不安
他会在你额头轻轻的留下热热的吻
当你感到害怕紧张
他会给你一个肯定的拥抱
当你说你不要
他不会逼你说要
当你说要
他会想尽一切办法达到
当说再见时
他会握着你的手舍不得放开
当你流泪时
他会用指腹为你擦去眼泪

他的担心
他的叮咛
他的呵护
他的怀抱
他的温度
他的所有
他的一切

都是不超过而自然的

然而
这个人
对我如此好的一个人
却不是我的
他不属于我
我也不属于他
我们只是在彼此填补彼此

现在是时候各自回到原点了
我们是不应该再纠缠的
因为
是不可能会有结果了
放手吧

回归平静

elizz

终于

我终于真正的回到家了
我终于从工作压力中放松过来了
我终于能躺在自己床上安稳的睡着了