im finally graduated!

yea...

im finally graduated on 26/11/11

waited for so long for my graduation date

and finally it came to the end

emmm...

not that excited as i thought

im happy that my parents came and they and went home

i never have the chance to see them

thank also people who came to the convo

then for those flower and gift

anyhow,

im abit down on that day

i not really wanna explain why

cause i dont wanna remember it

although i know this feeling will ever lasting in my mind

just wanna share a good news

im graduated!!!

Liz M

happy happy day

woke up early in the morning just to go college to collect convo shirt

reached there around 9 with gaffar and pinky

i missed the college swimming pool so much

spend for half and our to done all the process for collecting the gown

after collected then we went wangsa to eat breakfast 

then karman only reached to join for a while

cause all her staff is with me

then we went wangsa walk after sent karman to college

we planned to watch twilight but its full and finally we choose happy feet 2

is so funny lar wei the little penguin eric

and the stupid prawn saved the penguins life wei

no joke no joke

really nice

wanted to watch another time with the bf...

hahahahahaha...

after sent pinky back to college and gaffar home i went back hotel to meet up the bf

we went eat the chicken rice which located at jalan alor and that so long we never go for it

i bluff him that i working and he trusted me

kind of sad cause he working and he dont even know am i working or not

really wanna ask him one question but i dare not

i dont want fight again with small issue

had enough

i just wanna stay happy just like last time

then i sent him back and went back to hotel to pick colby up...

he is so upset and down

im down too cause the stupid road jam like no one else business

then we went pasar malan at sri rampai together with pinky and gaffar as we had planned

then i went home aftwr sending all of them home

happy happy day

atlease we no fight today

and

i gonna graduate soon

very very soon

just hope my parents will attend...

and also watched a funny movie

is time to sleep

tomorrow morning shift

and i need to go have breakfast with the bf..

night night...

m&m love

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awake

现在是凌晨3点钟

想唱歌了

哈哈哈哈哈

刚刚9点多太累而昏睡后现在的我惊醒了

我起来时以为自己会迟到了

因为我又忘了调闹钟

才发现我还可以熟睡

而我却醒着

可能真的被惊醒了吧

等下要回学院拿毕业礼服

我生平最后一次的毕业

哈哈哈哈

有什么心情???

其实真的没有咧

下午傻佬说带我出街

期待的说

晚上pasar malam on的吗???

不知道

哈哈哈哈哈哈

我决定现在要睡回去鲁

安安

希望明天会是快乐的一天

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累了

我真的很累了

对所有的事情都累了

好累好累哦

累得我完全不想去面对了

太累了

真的

有人的肩膀能在这个时候让我依靠吗 ???

真的想要找一个依靠

可是...

回味；现在；现

我们在一起快要一年了

我们曾经是我么令人羡慕的一对

就算我们不应该在一起

最近

我们时常吵架

吵得我真的有点太累了

我真的有放弃的感觉

可是我不舍得

我会可惜这一段难得的缘分

难道过了热恋就只剩下争吵了吗???

这样不会很痛苦吗???

可是我全都忍下来了

就算当面被骂得什么都不是

我还是低着头对他撒娇

就为了停止所有的争执

因为我一点也不想再吵了

以前吵架以后的我们会变得更加恩爱

现在的我们恨不得对方就在眼前消失

会有恋人到这样的地步的吗???

每次谈好以后的结果还是一样的

但

我宁愿承受下这一切他给我的痛

就为了不让他走

虽然

他也没说要离开

我真的没有办法了

到底要怎样才能回到以前那样

不要再争吵了

就算吵了

可以马上就和好吗???

我每天会看着我们的照片

我每天会看回他给我的信息

我每天会记得他给过我的承诺

但这些都是过去式的

现在我只能靠回忆来减轻自己的痛

很多人都劝我放手

寻找更好更爱自己的人

谁不想???

他曾经也那么的爱过我呢

现在还是爱的

只不过没那么深了

以前他会无时无刻的说想要见我

现在的他是说我真的很懒和你说话

但这不是每次的

偶尔心情不好时

但这一次次的刺痛

不是那么容易痊愈的

一次又一次

伤口只会越来越深

一种依赖

是很难说要改就改

我只希望别人看到他是真的对我好的

可以吗???

他答应了

我选择相信了

就算笨 

我也还是相信的....

Liz_munZ

M&M