Thursday, March 24, 2011

update update~~

终于又来更新我亲爱的部落格啦
感觉上很想为自己拍拍手呢
因为我又再一次的为自己更新了啦
突然
突然觉得自己的部落好像很久都没有照片了
以前的我时常上载照片呢
无论大小事
但现在它只剩短短长长的文字不再有图片了
好忧郁哦
我发现现在的我也没有以前那么爱拍照了哦
就连我的相机也经已被我冷落好一段日子了
以前我的相机总是塞满自己的自恋照
可以说是无时无刻都是满爆了哦
可是最近
就连妆化得再满意我也没有把自己给拍下来
我真的变了吗???
总觉得我自己变了很多
为了什么而改???
我能把以前的自己拉到现在吗???
总觉得以前的自己比现在开心很多很多倍
为什么越写越忧伤去了啦???
哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈
是时候!
回来~~~
我.一.定.要.继.续.拍.照!!!!!
要做回开心的自己^^
不能每次小小事情就发脾气了咯
检点检点^^
保持着微笑
就算是虚假的也好
至少别人不知道我是不开心的
别人眼中永远的开心果
要加油哦...




Today today=)

Finally we get to meet after 2 day no seeing him..=)
He on leaves now
although so wish to see him lately but I wish him to rest more too
he still came to find me in the middle of the night during my night shift
brought me meggie goreng with lemon tea
heart him so so so much
One thing I dont know
y he still need to groom himself so neat in the middle of the night..haha..
but yet still that CUTE=)
he resting so relax at home but miss me like crazy and like how I did
today he went pavillion watch movie without invite me..
some more is the movie that we planned to watch together before but now he watched d
so I need to watch it myself now=(
i still got my friends anyway=)
then he wait until I finished
i though we will be very happy today cause so many days no see each other d
i though we will do lot of things since we miss each other so so so much
Yea..
we did shared lot of jokes but also my tears..
in the end yet still we quarrel with something that we not suppose to
i hate whenever quarrel with him
I just hate it so so so much
but it happened
and he is trying is very best to comfort me back but all the while I just ignored
until the time for both us to back home
then only I realised I actually miss him so much and wouldn't want him to go home
In the end I accept his sorry
then again we jokes around
I hate that person who just disturbed us just now
he is the idiot that made us quarrel
y he need to be so busy body
what is also non of his business
all cause of the idiot I need to fight and scream at him
I regret so badly
yet things happened cant change
we just take it already passed
and lucky in the end we share laugh and back home=)

just wanna say thank q so much for forgive me
we shouldn't be like that just now at all
Nothing worth we gain
I promise

Love,
Mun_liz

Tuesday, March 22, 2011

打气打气~~

终于终于又来update我亲爱的blog咯
我似乎每次说要更新但最后还是相隔很久
真的有点超对不起自己的日记了
以后翻开来再阅读
我的这一篇是空白的
我相信我一定记不起来
因为本人我的记忆一点都不好

我真的很不希望自己的记忆变空白
我只想把所有的东西每刻都记牢
一点也不想忘记
最近实在是太多事发生了
但我现在什么也记不起来
很空白
算了啦
我觉得我不该答应每天更新了
至少
我还有可能内心过意不去来更新啦
哈哈哈哈

只想为自己加加油打打气啦

你要加油哦
没人能把你打倒的^^