Sunday, March 4, 2012

updates!!!!

hey yo!!!
is me again
dont be surprise
am just actually trying my very best to achieve what i said
i wanna update my blog more frequently^^
yesterday night shift hell busy until i really wanna cry
officially work from 9pm to 9am
extra 4 hours ot..
i MUST claim all my OT in this stupid OT months
reach home then sleep for short while then have to wake up to center to attend meeting
today my best friend as well as my upline got recognize as Ruby Executive
he look so confidence up there at the stage
yea
when euu have the power of success
you can show whatever LC face euu want
cause people down the stage wont talk bad about you
they just will envy
cause im one of them too
how i wish there is one day i back to the stage that belongs to me
i need to find back my previous confidence
even today
i stand on the stage
i felt damn nervous and dont know what the shift am i actually talking about
yet
i still tried my best to SPEAK
i love the feeling that everyone claps for you after your speech
everyone showing their support to you 
and also giving you confidence
think twice
how come others people they can do it and why cant i???
yes...
if i put a little more effort
RE is not that far away from me
i need to fight
cause i have such a success uplines
which can really lead me to my success
i have dreams
everyone do
but
i dont want to be that person just standing or laying down there for dream and do nothing
and this company i found is really helping people to success
helping people to transform
helping people to believe
and giving everyone to DREAM
me and my fellow net-workers having a same dream
3 years later
we will driving our very own brand new and branded car [oooo]
go wherever we want to
do whatever we want to
dream whatever we can
that the feeling
i really dont want to stand here and dream and wait for my dream
i wanna chase for my dream
to ensure it come true earlier then i though!
i know it can and i ensure it can!
this is my last months on TRA
im so excited for my last result!!!
and also cant wait to be recognize as RE
together with my dear 283
and then that the time for us to get our BIKINI ready
for a sunshine beach trip with all the ST $4000 achiever
ready
get
set 
go!!!!!!!
fight
for my own future
for my family
for my DREAMS

dear 283,
show me more on your confidence
people that will affect you
just left him behind
remember
{成功的人是先相信才看到
一般的人是看到了才相信
失败的人是看到了也不要去相信}
since we know where we are
so
坚持到底
we do very envy dexter today
and i believe that we can be another him on stage!!!!
believe the system
believe people that brings you in
believe people that works together with you
and believe people that success together with you and me
[ oooo ]
not a impossible dream
dare to dream for ur dream
we can success to achieve it
go double
remember what we really want!!!
ganbate

to people who bring me in
thank you so much
you guys really effect me alot
from the very ignoring until now extremely enjoy!!
thank to you all
remember
now herewith my promise
i will success
together with all my up and down line
i want success
and i know i can

dexter!!!!
...you r my target...

Friday, March 2, 2012

habits?!

yes..
i do admit i still miss a person that hurt me so deeply
so what?
atleast i dare to admit and not everyone do!
im not gonna hide my whatever stupid feelings is
i just wanna shout out 
"hey, i miss euu like crazy, do euu???"
but 
but 
but
come back to reality
i wont do so
cause its useless
and really no point for me to do so
although i miss
sometimes missing someone without acknowledge him or her  is very nice
trust me
it will make ur day with :)
but it gain my tears too :')
no worries
im alright and im fine^^
i enjoy my life now too without him beside me
i have my precious time for me to fight for my future now!
go go go
i wanna transform from munz to PRADA!!!
hahahaha
no joke
my name sooner will become Prada Looi^^
i just hope to change my life to be a better life
i wish he have a better life tooooo
yes
im still concern
but no big deals
we still FRIEND i suppose
i just hope
no more tears for sadness
i want it all for joy!!!!!
and is really time for me to decide what i really want now!!!
think!!
think 
think
and
THINK!!!!

new

changed my blog color~~
nothing special..
i just want it to be simple yet colourful ^^
so fast and its March now
i leave my blog death again~~
><
im just really that lazy sometime
i mean always!!!
hahahahahahahaha
okay..
i promised that i will keep update my blog to myself
i
just dont want my memories all left behind
that y this blog's purpose is!
yet
im just too lazy to update
excuse not acceptable!!!
i command myself to update blog frequently!!!
is a MUST!!!!!
^^