just back from dinner with the cousin and family
like so long din see them dy after langkawi
seriously miss langkawi trip
cause that the only time to spend with family
after working...
i found that is really difficult to meet up even just a second
now most the day i spending my time on working and sleeping
beside then that
i really no time dy..
now only i realized
hotel work is nearly come to NO LIFE..
some day...
i really wish that i can just back to normal...
now i,m still thinking what i really want to be
now i working in a hotel also all because of my study
is just like because of this ihave to do that
what i really want..?
i really dont know...
and no idea..

...

review back my blog just now
just few post
now i realized my post is getting shorter and
not so frequent to update my blog dy
why m i being so lazy lately arr??
no idea~~

busy~~~

this 2 day was so damn busy
can said that non stop from 11pm-9-10 something in the morning
cause now working night shift alone with a DM
i really cant believe that night shift can end so late while in busy season
or maybe i really that slow?
haiz~~

that night which is mooncake festival night
while i on my way drive to hotel
passed by lot houses
almost no one play lantern..
kind of disappointing hand heart sad lar
middle of the night
chatting with fren bout this
and we recall back lot of our childhood times
how we play and what we did when mooncake festival
and we do planed one BBQ party for next year
i hope it will on..
hey,
make it on lar pls
then we walk around everywhere
im too excited with it while planning
but
dont know that will he forget when time really come!!!
hmmm~~~

suddenly miss someone so badly~
what is he doing?
did he take good care of himself?
hopefully~

i wanna eat lou xu fan later!!!!!!!!!!
my mom cooked yesterday but i was busy sleeping~
so tak dapat makanT.T

is time to balik
is time to sleep~~

happy mooncake festival

i believe that almost everyone is sleeping now
but i still awake
cause working night shift
i like working night shift cause nothing much to handle
and not much people i need to see or meet up
but one thing i HATE the most is those stupid mosquito!!!!!
my second time working alone with one DM~~
tomorrow can i dowan work night shift?
cause tomorrow is mooncake festival dy
i wanna spend my time with family
i wanna eat mooncake with family
i wanna sit together with the family to watch movie!!!
i wanna play dang long also~~
but too bad i cant
cause working night shift
maybe can got the chance just hold it
at least i hold it right?????
hahahahahahha
haiz~~~
have to back to work now..
cause lots things to do right at this moment..

everyone~
good night...
have a sweet dreams
and!!!!!
happy mooncake festival!!!!!

finally~~

finally a break for mii today~~

cause is my offday~

yeah

yesterday dont know y i so blurr..

until wishing almost everyone happy birthday

then they reply mii "today not my birthday lar=.="

sorry

cause i too tired dy~~

until blur

nowadasy shit also no time

finally experience something

its not easy!!!

but i will try my best to make it possible!!

hahahahaha

hhhheeeeemmmm...

starting tomorrow night shift leh

now busy period again

hopefully its not so stress at night~

working alone with the night DM

only 2 of us..

will we survive???

guess so will..

cause tried once before~~

waiting someone to join in

he still waiting the call from hr

hope that will be good news

"hey, i waiting you k????"

hahahahhaha

finally a update!!!

specialy to you~~

this post is not involve any relationship or anything
is all about friendship~~
hey..
pig..
euu know who euu r..
mr Eddie Ng
my daling~~~~~
the one i used to named him pig
the one i used to named him little mouse
the one i used to scold him stupid
the one whom with small eye
the one whom with baby teeth
the one who like himself to be xiaobai lian
the one who always sit beside
the one i used to quarrel with everyday when my college life
the one i used to tell him alot bout myself
the one i used to share alot but he used to keep alot from mii
the one i used to take alot of picture with
the one who always ignore when i cried
the one who always made mii angry easily
the one i falled in love before*mata tutup!!*
the one i used to hang out the most
the one i used to sing k together the most
we usually went only 2 of us
the one that everyone that we r couple
the one i always study together with
the one like to syok sendiri as i do
the one i always have movie together
the one i always chat the most
the one i quarrel the most
the one whom think himself the most handsome
the who we always swim together
the one who always late for classes and lectures
there is alot more lar..
the one always lazy
the one always sleep like a pig
*he always a pig*
*you know urself.. i just dowan dok bao euu*
`hahahahahahahahahahahah'


nothing much lar...
just wanna tell euu i miss euu alot
remember how we used to be stick with eachother last time
now myside totally without euu since internship start
mii at klia and euu at penang
we got no any chance to meet
even less contact with each other
i really miss euu alot leh
just now i open those photo album
i reviewed back alot pictures taken by us
but now there is non
i start busy with working
you as well
ur working time is all in the middle of the night and will only be off when weekend
and mine are all not fix!!
its so damn hard to meet
now when euu have time also spend with ur friend and not mii leh
cause we not staying near and close to eachother
is kind of hard to meet up
everytime plan to meet yet still have to depends
and it always be delays or cancel
you say lar..
how long we din meet dy??
somemore say very near only
but when got the time for us to meet??
haiz~~~~~
i dont know what will gonna be happen in the future
but i really do treasure our friendship
remember one that argument between us
that the time we dont even talk a word to each other right?????
i dont know that do euu still fresh with that1!!!
hahahahahaha
but now..
we also less talk....
cause timing emm ngam!!!!!
ish!!!!!

eddie arr...
really miss euu leh..
hope euu miss mii too as i do!!!
blek~~:P


~so sweet~~


smelly lar...

the yeng yeng us^^
i miss euu k??
serious miss~~

missing you~~~

so crazy of missing someone lately
not to mention who is he
but
i really kind of miss him
what is the reason cause mii of so missing him?
no idea
he never know that i miss him
cause i never tell
i dont wish to tell
cause is myself whom spoiled the chances
what to do??
now only i find out he is inside my heart since that day
it is too late to realized
everything already fixed and cant be change
he have his own life now
being happily as how he always is
and mii??
i miss the way he treat mii good
i miss the way he made mii laugh
i miss the way he act like monkey
i miss the way he look at mii
i miss the way he smile at mii
i miss the way he comfort mii
i miss the all him
but now
i have nothing
i have only memories
i have only remind
i have only what in my brain and mind
but truly
that enough for mii
enough for mii to remind him
enough for mii to think of him
is really enough for everything

now what i just wanted to ask him which is
"hey, how there....."

bye. HIM!!!

...

dont know what the H happening to mii lately
straightly no mood at all
work no mood
sleep no mood
study no mood
wanna do what also no mood!!!
i really no idea of y
said not to leave my blog death
but yet still i lazy to update
sometimes open up my blog
sitting in front of my own home pc
hand on top of the keyboard
then what???
facebook
beside that
whatelse??
nothing
when blog page on
my mind blank
not seem like last time
i always full of what to update
now..
even an outing also i lazy to post\
y m i starting to be so lazy??
what going on with me????
since when huh i starting to be so lazy huh??
anyone can help mii????
pls~~~
i dowan to be so lazy ady~~
no good~~~

munz!!!
is time to wake up..
wake up...
~slapping myself~