is june now~~

oh hey..
time passing so hell fast and its june now
what am i doing now is just stay at home wait for job confirm
but until today there is still no any call T.T
its is not as easy as i thought to get a job
i really hope i can get my job by the latest this month
i dont wanna wait some more
is kind of suffer staying at home doing nothing beside online and TV
this kind of life is seriously killing me
i'm glad and happy that my parents did not say much bout my failed
maybe they understand my situation and bla bla bla
but still
my mom complain that i wasting my time now while waiting for the resit
yea i know mother, thx for the remind =.=!!!

and so now..
what should i do to get my very first job?
i really very confusing of everything
i dont know what to do and how to do
but i really trying my very best to get for it~~
i want a job not for any reason
just wanna have something to do and learn
that what it is
actually at the very first i was looking only for hotel job
but now.
any zap pa lang also come lar~~~~~
i want, and willing to try and learn~~
but my priority sure lar hotel line
cause that working with what i learned^^
but..
3 days dy leh
still no any respond leh
T.T
even tried on jobstreet...
no any news also...
people out there who need a worker..
please lar..
look at me here~~
haha
heeemmm....
what i can do now is wait, wait, wait and wait
i hope i will get the respond fast
cause i need non stop searching for more chances
i dont wish to missed any of it!!!

i need a job asap!!!
elizz

3年了~~~

没想到某些时候时间原来可以过得很快的
和他分开也即将踏入3年了
我原以为我已经把他忘得一干二净了
但原来不是
我只是把那段记忆埋葬起来
然后不再想起
但一旦想起来
泪水原来可以是一发不可收拾的~~
刚刚的我驾着车
很显然是故意的经过他的家
那个让我哭过, 笑过, 伤过, 心痛过, 无奈过, 担心过,
的某人的某家
这是我第二次的经过了
第一次的我毫无感觉
但偏偏这一次
我泪流了~~
突然忆起好多好多
我们的认识
我们的谈话
我们的开始
我们的甜蜜
我们的一切
一直到
我们的结束
我第一次驾车还是他教我的呢
当时我只是说"我要驾, 可以吗?"
他就二话不说的走到副司机位坐下
当时的我很紧张
不会踩油也不会踏brake
他笑我
对
他最爱就是笑我笨
那时的我也很爱突然踏brake,
他就会骂我
"你以为路你买的啊??? 突然brake 就 brake... 如果后面有车怎么办?? bla bla bla~~"
我最爱就是在他驾车时看着他
因为这时的他最帅
让我每次都忍不住往他脸上亲下去
他也很喜欢和我说一句
"笨蛋, 我知道我帅啦"
之后就和我眨一眨眼
晕啊~~~
那可是他的招牌动作哦
他很爱很爱叫我笨蛋
他说我在他眼里怎样都是个笨蛋
无药可救的笨蛋
因为我爱上他所以变成一位笨蛋~~
我就和他说
"笨蛋也是会很幸福的诶~~"
我很喜欢煮东西给他吃
可是他每次都不会把食物吃完
那时最喜欢看着他洗碗
很可爱
一个大男人被我逼着洗碗
但他还是很很乐意的说
还不小心被他哥哥看到呢
*羞~(@^_^@)~

很多甜蜜开心的画面对白涌现于脑海
但
当然的我也忘不了是怎样被他伤得遍体鳞伤
我不会重提~
因为不想提起
忘了吧~~~
就这样忘了吧~~~
哈哈^^

写这一篇不为什么啦
就爽罢了咯~~

你.过得好吗?
elizz

just for fun~~

finally i change my bed sheet yesterday night since few days ago i said i wanna change until yesterday night!!!
some more is before i sleep
beside that
i also rearrange my bears
and realized that i really have lot bears to sleep with mii~~

there are so huge of them
let say hi to all my bears pls~~
love them so much ♥♥♥♥~~

took almost 45 minutes to done it
is time to bed..
good nites
o~~
sweet bed~~
hahahahahahhahahahahahaha

elizz

i'm not P licen anymore~~~

yo people out there...

nothing much
just wanna share that i'm not a P license anymore
let put ur hand together and clap for mii please~~~
*non of our business lar~~~*
*i already drop my P long time ago lor~~~*
ppl out there replied@@
went JPJ with xiaohui after class to done my license payment
then we went sg.wang to have our lunch cause she wanna look for new phone and also repair her camera's charger
but both is already hungry like XXXX
so when we reached we look for FOOD first~~
so we decided to have our brunch at the toilet bowl restaurant.

*the menu even have a toothbrush with*



after our meal then we walked around at the first and second floor to look for phone
she looking for samsung star~~
in the end still she manage to get it...
mii??
still looking for what phone to buy~~
haha

xiao hui,
waiting for euu to accompany mii buy phone k??
hahahha

elizz

not real~~

is that possible for me to believe that everything is not real
recently i already not in a good mood
and yet still i receiving such scary news
i hope i not real
i hope that everything happening now is not fit what the conclusion
i hope it not real
everything
please
just dont be real
i will check
and i wont want ur accompany...
i really dont need..
not i angry you or what
is just i dont want you right by myside..
cause you will only giving me stress..
what is all what i never tell you
i dont know how to say.
but..
i hope i can have time for me to be clear with everything
please
all just fake
pls~~~

pray hard~~

down down down~~~

suddenly think back when intern time
pinky and the housemate like to sing a song..
"baby are you down down down down down~~"
that including me who love to sing this song when anyone of the housemate looked down
and
im now very very down
why am i so unlucky in the last semester??
why cant i pass all the resit papers??
wasting my time
still remember on passed thursday
i woke up at 9 early in the morning
is actually woke by my crazy little dog kopi~~
then i cant fall back to my sleep
then i start worry bout my result
still one more hour to go
i wait, wait, wait, and wait
after turn on the PC i then go to bath
after bath then i came to sit in front of my pc
and typed
*www.tarc.edu.my*
college home page
when the time i type the first word my tears already lost control
i dont know why
kept feel that i wont pass my paper..
then key in my ID and my password...
then i take a A4 paper to cover the monitor..
tears again..
just like a cry baby
and i saw "REMARK" word around..
so i remove the paper
as what i though
i failed
yea..
FAILED again
i never know that i will failed for the all 3
really cant control my tears by that moment
so just let it fall

until today still i cant accept the fate
why when the time i choose of continue my study then i get this result?
is that i really not work hard enough?
or is that i not lucky enough?
really...
i dont know what to say lar...

now what my plan is to work
start looking for job dy
hopefully i can start my job next month

and now..
i still haven tell my parents
i really dont know how to tell them
really
who can teach mii how to tell them huh?
haiz.....

wanna say thx to whom support mii always
thx for the comfort also
thx always stay beside mii
thx everyone

sorry i made eu all down
sorry i cant go for advance
sorry
thx

down~~
elizz

随便

冰咖啡是你最爱喝的口味
时而加糖时而苦涩
你身上自然散发的气味是我最喜欢的味道
拥着你入睡
看着你说早安
轻轻的你吻在我额头
微微的扬起我嘴角
熟睡的我感觉到你指尖轻轻滑过我脸
是幸福
是满足
是肯定的知足
嘴里总是莫不关心
心里却时刻惦记着你
时常装作若无其事
但却时刻致电于你
说着幸福很遥远
但却已经计划着每个明天
很想很想
永恒的
辈子的
拥有现在
拥有一切
拥有你
犹记得无名指上那戒指
是你曾经给过的承诺
我不当真
你不提起
如今事已成过去
看着戒指
想着从前
想着你
每个承诺
每个画面
每个你
都还好吗?
一切都好吗?
听说你... ...
谢谢你
我的回忆
谢谢你~

盼再见
elizz