im sleepy~~

sunday morning~~

just ended my night shift

have no idea why

even enough sleep also will still felt sleepy when working night shift!!

last night was so free and i managed to done my things all in time

that was great!!!

so then mii stil got time to play facebook, view japanese page to refresh back my japanese

cause i've been forget almost everything after no more learning

cause no one to speak with=.=

now still at back office...

i dont feel sleepy anymore now...

what lar..

ish~~~~~

i dowan work tonight~~~

sunday night i want to spend time with family

can i??

can i?

huh???

pls~~~~~

hehehe....

~ezal laught alone here with no reason~~

*just posted for fun cause he just right in front of mii*

a question for myself

permanant? or no?

non stop asking myself these days'

until today still i dont have any answer

maybe only until the right time

but

what i should do?>

am i really fit with the job now?

am i really can handle whatever problem occur?

am i realy for everything?

somehow i thinking that i have no different working permanant or parttime now

cause i was schedule as a full timer

but just that i dont have any benefit those permanant have it

is really not worth if i still maintain as parttime pay but fulltime job

so

what should i?

what i want?

im blank again

no idea again

am i lost again?

think

liz_m