is time~~

is time for me to really let go everything..
nothing is belongs to mii anymore..
nothing~
he having new one..
and i think the one with him now will surely get more happiness then i do
she will never have my experience with him
she will never get hurt from him as mii
she will never felt the pain i have
she will only live more happy with him
i've never know that my heart will so hell pain when i get knew about it
i hope it all not true but....
it doesn't work what i thought....
what i can do now is just give him all my wishes..
but still i wish is all not true..
can it be all not true?
can it be?
someone please come to me and say "yes" please~~~

but i know there wont be a day~~
it wont..
what i can do is just stay normally..
with smile
although it may look fake to him
but
that what i can do..
stay happy please...

i wish my tears can no more dropping for you
no more..
that the last time i drop my tears for you...
but..
how many times i said that out?
and how many times i follow what i said?
if i do there wont be no more tears on that day~
but..
tears is still rolling in my eyes..
dont fall..
please just dont fall..

and oppsy it fall~~
once again i cried....

someone asked mii how many times i cried for him since i know him
and i told "is uncountable"
until i also forget about how many times..
but...
so what?
ya
so what~~~

let it be...
munz.
just please let go..
let go~~~

im sorry that i never keep my promise for giving up you..
but i already tried~~~

i really wish to know who is she~~
i really wish to know...

give up please...