yea... Tuesday again... yea... happy again... wakakaka... today we prepared fish again... beside that... we also cooked Spinach... really headache with chef Brain luu... he always left my group behind... my group forever the last he will consider... T.T... so our group forever the last only done all our things... we actually planned to play basketball after kitchen... and also dinner after basketball... but end up didn't play... i also don't know who's fault... we reached basketball court and stared to call up nemo and ah mo... but no one answer the phone.. fine... in the end we leave... me and Karman went Bao Bei place to play "mao mao"... wa... it change her fur color already lorr... seems more gray now.. haha... then end up chit chat at Bao Bei's room.. we 3 suddenly talk about own "history"... sound funny... ya.. we talk alots of different of our pass... and yes... she know lots of things that other don't know... i actually not wish or willing to tell out... but in the end....... ..... ..... ... *sweat enough* but of cause she not know everything just because i still keeping... i just wish that was my own memories and not to share with other...
i'm actually also blur enough with what i tell them... and also don't know what to do since the problems appears or started... we discuss and giving suggestion to each other... felt so lovely... hope that she will keep our secret... teehee... i know she will... this is what really can't let other know... because i don't wish too...... i actually always asking myself... what is those stupid weird feels that always appears when he is there... i really tried to cover myself very hard... i wish to success all the time... but it doesn't... i got no other way do let things be fine... just hoping everything maintain... although i knew he seems further away from me... at least i still keeping that feels with him and me in the very first we started... although it just a short period... but is already enough for me... but somethings that i really wish to tell you that is "i really didn't play with our relation in the very first..." i know you wont believe it... but i just wants to tell you... and i know you wont listen... i even knew that everything is too late to be mention or explain... misunderstand is misunderstand...
my only sorrow...
i'm actually also blur enough with what i tell them... and also don't know what to do since the problems appears or started... we discuss and giving suggestion to each other... felt so lovely... hope that she will keep our secret... teehee... i know she will... this is what really can't let other know... because i don't wish too...... i actually always asking myself... what is those stupid weird feels that always appears when he is there... i really tried to cover myself very hard... i wish to success all the time... but it doesn't... i got no other way do let things be fine... just hoping everything maintain... although i knew he seems further away from me... at least i still keeping that feels with him and me in the very first we started... although it just a short period... but is already enough for me... but somethings that i really wish to tell you that is "i really didn't play with our relation in the very first..." i know you wont believe it... but i just wants to tell you... and i know you wont listen... i even knew that everything is too late to be mention or explain... misunderstand is misunderstand...
my only sorrow...
everything is too late???!!!
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