Thursday, March 24, 2011

update update~~

终于又来更新我亲爱的部落格啦
感觉上很想为自己拍拍手呢
因为我又再一次的为自己更新了啦
突然
突然觉得自己的部落好像很久都没有照片了
以前的我时常上载照片呢
无论大小事
但现在它只剩短短长长的文字不再有图片了
好忧郁哦
我发现现在的我也没有以前那么爱拍照了哦
就连我的相机也经已被我冷落好一段日子了
以前我的相机总是塞满自己的自恋照
可以说是无时无刻都是满爆了哦
可是最近
就连妆化得再满意我也没有把自己给拍下来
我真的变了吗???
总觉得我自己变了很多
为了什么而改???
我能把以前的自己拉到现在吗???
总觉得以前的自己比现在开心很多很多倍
为什么越写越忧伤去了啦???
哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈
是时候!
回来~~~
我.一.定.要.继.续.拍.照!!!!!
要做回开心的自己^^
不能每次小小事情就发脾气了咯
检点检点^^
保持着微笑
就算是虚假的也好
至少别人不知道我是不开心的
别人眼中永远的开心果
要加油哦...




Today today=)

Finally we get to meet after 2 day no seeing him..=)
He on leaves now
although so wish to see him lately but I wish him to rest more too
he still came to find me in the middle of the night during my night shift
brought me meggie goreng with lemon tea
heart him so so so much
One thing I dont know
y he still need to groom himself so neat in the middle of the night..haha..
but yet still that CUTE=)
he resting so relax at home but miss me like crazy and like how I did
today he went pavillion watch movie without invite me..
some more is the movie that we planned to watch together before but now he watched d
so I need to watch it myself now=(
i still got my friends anyway=)
then he wait until I finished
i though we will be very happy today cause so many days no see each other d
i though we will do lot of things since we miss each other so so so much
Yea..
we did shared lot of jokes but also my tears..
in the end yet still we quarrel with something that we not suppose to
i hate whenever quarrel with him
I just hate it so so so much
but it happened
and he is trying is very best to comfort me back but all the while I just ignored
until the time for both us to back home
then only I realised I actually miss him so much and wouldn't want him to go home
In the end I accept his sorry
then again we jokes around
I hate that person who just disturbed us just now
he is the idiot that made us quarrel
y he need to be so busy body
what is also non of his business
all cause of the idiot I need to fight and scream at him
I regret so badly
yet things happened cant change
we just take it already passed
and lucky in the end we share laugh and back home=)

just wanna say thank q so much for forgive me
we shouldn't be like that just now at all
Nothing worth we gain
I promise

Love,
Mun_liz

Tuesday, March 22, 2011

打气打气~~

终于终于又来update我亲爱的blog咯
我似乎每次说要更新但最后还是相隔很久
真的有点超对不起自己的日记了
以后翻开来再阅读
我的这一篇是空白的
我相信我一定记不起来
因为本人我的记忆一点都不好

我真的很不希望自己的记忆变空白
我只想把所有的东西每刻都记牢
一点也不想忘记
最近实在是太多事发生了
但我现在什么也记不起来
很空白
算了啦
我觉得我不该答应每天更新了
至少
我还有可能内心过意不去来更新啦
哈哈哈哈

只想为自己加加油打打气啦

你要加油哦
没人能把你打倒的^^

Tuesday, February 15, 2011

this time失败的人是我

今天原本是一个应该要很开心的一个日子

但我却把这日子给搞砸了
原来他今天原本是要约我看戏拍拖的
但由于我不知道的关系
我答应了和xiaohui, melissa,yinze她们放工后一起聚一聚
但为何他不试着邀请呢
时间上的问题是可以安排的啊
但他自己却为了自己做了决定
他觉得我不会想要和他一起过
他觉得会打扰到我和我的朋友
可是
在我还没和她们碰面之前我难道就没有时间吗???
我说了我有时间
可是不想把握那仅有的时间的人确是你自己
放工后我除了在等他们也同时的在等着他改变主意说要见我
但我都是白等了
突然收到他的message说他其实今天想要一起看戏
可是我和我朋友了
所以他改变了主意
自己看戏去了
我真的有气到咯
明明我的时间是可以安排的
偏偏你就不允许
那就唯有那样咯
我当时盖了电话
因为.........
算了
最后就和xiaohui, xiaohui's bf, mj,lider,yinze and melissa去了pavillion
我们去吃yichiban
我就是爱shushi~~
还好我们有早到
啊不然真的会等到我们发巅
我们大概是昨天坐最久的客人了呗
之后我们就到zara看鞋
我超爱
可是当时心是15/16
她们全部都在酸我
可是还好我为自己挣了一口气
因为回家后我没有大给任何一个人
就多嘛只是提到我很想买那鞋罢了^^
但我很肯定我即将会买其中一双了
看几时罢了
可能明天?? 可能后天??^^
回家后我们聊了一下下电话
谁知道
又哭了
2人又傻傻的说着说着吵着吵着哭哭了
我知道他为我付出了很多很多
也改变了很多很多
但我为他做的就是经常闹脾气
包括今天
我无法原谅自己
我答应过我不会再闹脾气
可是那时的答应只维持了3天
就那么短短的3天
他为我做的就持续的维持中
只有我说话不算话
昨天我又再一次的答应了
这次又能维持多久呢???
开始害怕了咯
算了
路已走上了
加油坝~~



happy valentine^^
liz_M

Saturday, February 12, 2011

movie time

last minutes decision to watch movie today
actually planned yesterday with chiah
then invite lavy without notice her and munab
end shift at 5pm today
chiah was waiting me like crazy at the back office and the butler office for 2hours plus
finally all my stuff done
me and chiah went pavillion first to buy ticket
then only meet up with munab and the latest lavy^^
lavy brought a valentine present for her bf
owwwww so swwweeeeetttt <3


i love hong kong
he so so so handsome...
somehow
i feel he look like leehom!!
 liz.lavy
 wtp.liz.chiah
lavy.chiah.liz
get to meet with eddie also^^
our movie is about the same time
then also end about the same time
i want to watch the movie he watch too
all well's end well's
stupid eddie..
frighten me from behind
no one notice me
then i like crazy ppl shouting there
make me so pai seh wei
but so happy to see him
and
and
he promised to fetch me to babee 283 21st birthday^^
if he no fetch me
i will chop him 99 and feed my dog!
after movie section we went SB corner to eat roti cannai
chit chat
and time to chao
lavy have to work^^
pity.
i understand that feeling when after euu hang out and yet euu still need to work after that
so down wey
but
what to do~~

happy working lavy

Wednesday, February 9, 2011

^^

happy 2 months anniversary
really cant believe that it last 2 months long
during this 2 months
we share laugh, tears, jokes, fun any many many more
thx for being with me
thx for comfort me
thx for loving me
thx for trying ur very best to make me smile when i sad
thx for change so much for me
thx for everythings
i love euu,

Friday, February 4, 2011

大年初一

今天并没有很早期来哟
眼睛打开时大概10点多
加上籁床
滚下滚下就11点多了
赶赶洗澎澎
穿美美
原本打算化妆的我最后放弃
因为真的很很很很懒惰
惨咯
一个大年初一我就懒到像猪酱
之后还得了??@!!!!
不管不管
出发出发
先去大姨妈家再到外公家
昨天的冷战延续到今天
崩溃啊
我突然慌神
看着他们开台我却无意要加入
算了吧
美好的大年初一。毁了
妈咪爹地他们真是的
开台开到忘了时间
真的是"我接受吾到咯~~"
因为其实我们得早回家准备今晚的晚餐
看着时间一点一点的过
他们还是没有要回家的意识
之后我和我妹跑去告诉老妈
'咪, 不要忘记的下还要煮饭哦,还有aunty stella'
我妈才恍然的说'是咯,还有aunty stella哦'
之后全部才甘愿收拾回家
回到家后二话不说就先啃了2片面包
因为我真的没吃东西就出门了
真是活自己的该丫
之后女人们就忙煮菜咯
我我我,我也有帮忙哦
今年又弄回去年的cheese baked prawn...
好吃丫
吃完后就打工程咯
洗东西洗到手硬
全部人都留到很夜才会
我就是喜欢热闹

今天的我哦还有我的表妹
就是爱美
雯。爱