hhheeemmmm

why SSH time table always the latest? why others school can post earlier than SSH??? fine, get used to it already... now just have to wait and wait and wait! really miss my life spend in college... really hope can faster get meet with them... and ofcox also my dear evefu~~ hahaha... cox we plan hang out if our time can match up... hahaha... beside that i also very miss the H8ian... i not really mix with them while semester one... but i do play fun with them when second sem... now we still got plenty of time to play but i had promise myself that i have to pay more attention on my studies... although the result haven realest already i know i will fail at least 2 or 3 papers... but ofcox i can i can at least just get a pass for all the papers... it is better then fail... so, in this coming semester i have to really study hard for everything... still remember when in secondary life, whenever exam period, those teachers will always mentions "you can play hard, but also must study hard" when assembly time and also lesson time... so... i have to take this sentence come along with me in this all college life... although i miss out this in the pass 2 semesters, but i know i can do it in this coming and following semesters! i wanna meet with my gang!!!! cox i serious miss them...
hey baobei, karman, xiaohui... don't forget out Monday meet ya... can't wait to see you gals... hey baobei, wanna join into our *lame gang*? you got the potential larr... hahahaha... and gals, thanks for the support all the while, since now i already made my decision, then i will try my very best to achieve it... hehehehe... i will do my best! no worry... and my badtoudai, you know who you are larr... hahaha... i know you wont worry about mee*i know you act*... but still thanks alot... hey hey, actually you also can be my sifu larr... since you can solve you problem that speedy!!! hahahaha...
h8ian, we will get to meet soon ooh... although our class less out 2 member which is ahmu and maggie, but we still can contact them... and ahmu had promised us coming back to visit us in either March or April... waiting orhx... wakakaka....

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munz

关心我的你们,

谢谢你们一路以来对我的关心
对不起我令你们为我担心和心痛了
我知道我是时候清醒了
谢谢-你-那么明显的不公平
明明说好是朋友
可是
我们真的是吗
对一个朋友是这样的冷的吗?
没想到我又再一次的做笨蛋鲁
没想到事隔一年
又那么快的尝试到斗大的泪珠滑落脸颊的感觉
到了现在这个时刻
难道我还有那个坚持的勇气吗?
-你-勾起了我很多不愉快的过去
可是-你-并不知道这一切
一次次的被-你-玩弄
一次次的被-你-开玩笑
我一次次的认真
一次次的相信
最后的会后
我只是联想到上一个他的伤害
因为-你-们2人的方式很接近
接近到我会怀疑-你-们是同一个人
令我觉得是他伤的我不够深
所以-你-来接班的
上天真的有必要这样惩罚我吗?
昨晚我看了-你-的东西
当下很伤心很心痛
因为我不懂为什么你真的可以做到这么明显
哭
对
我只能哭
除了哭
我什么都不能做了
呆坐在荧幕前
和朋友聊着
突然我丢给朋友一句
"我这次真的要放弃了"
我放声大哭.....
原来我已经片体鳞伤
原来我已经血流满地
原来我已经没有力气
只剩一口气
那么一口刚刚能撑着我的一口气
回过头来
就这些血淋淋的画面
我再不站起来的话
我肯定会死得比现在更难看
我一直以为我是承受的了他对我的冷
我一直以为我不会在乎他与别人
我一直无数的以为
但到头来原来并不
直到我把注意力放回自己身上的时候
才发现原来我真的快要崩溃了
才发现很多的原来
我知道现在回头不迟
只要自己够坚持
我相信一切都不是问题的
至少现在我彷徨的时候不会再也找不到人
因为我会找到你们
我会撑着的
我会加油的
我知道你希望我会回到以前那个傻大姐我
我一定能的...
我真的会加油
对不起
谢谢

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munz

Neway with eve...

meet with eve at time square about 12 but suppose to be at early 11,cox i busy with something so i reached late.. sorry ya eve, at least i din ffk this time marr... hahahaha... hehehehe... actually my earlier plan is join Eddie,283 and his gang for celebrating 283&her bf birthday... but i can't join in the end cox i dont know the way to sunway pyramid... friend who know the way but they busy... so sorry for i can't join... but i know sure they will enjoy since 283 can meet with her bf and also the friends... hahaha.. anyways...

283 & the bf,

munz here wish euu 2 getting sweet and sweeter, love and forever orhx... i know today euu will very enjoy cox the bf there... and also the gang of friends... teehee... beside that, also happy with those present they gave euu lorr horr.. hehe... this time we cant get to meet still got next time de... dont forget we still wanna gather for shopping de neh... wakakaka... i waiting that day orhx... last but not least.. wish euu pretty always, smile always and also may all you wishes comes true orhx.....

hahaha, so end up enjoy with my long lost dear Evefu~~~ hahahaha... only 2 of us... then sang like crazy inside... but we leave early cox i have to back home early cox of some reason... sorry eve that we not enough enjoy... nvm.. we still got much time... hahahaha... waiting^^

BaoBei, thx for spending your time for me yesterday night... thx for scolding me for waking me... you know how suffered i am... you know tired i am... i know myself too... yet still i pretend i strong enough... but actually i'm not! seriously i need some one to share with... lucky still got you BaoBei... if not... i wouldn't know how to face all this nonsense... and the guy... ya you the guy who know everything...although you are just guessing... but you seems to knew lots of things although i did not admit it... thx for not forcing me to speak out... also thx alots for the accompany... i know i talking crab with you, but you still that kind share your time with me, really thx alots... mayb later on you'll be my sifu and i just your students since now i facing lots of problem compare to you... hahahaha... but i will here to promise all of you my friends, i will be all right in a short time... i know you all wont worry about me, so, i promise i will be strong... i will.... i really will... since i choose my way, i will be stronger... i will back to the MUNZ that you all know...

eve, ppl tot us kee xiao inside the toilet..
wakakaka...

munz will be back!!!

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munz

你真的很过分...
为什么要这样做???
为什么你要这样对我???
就算我们什么都不是也至少我们真的是朋友...
问心...
你对其他朋友和对我到底有没有分别???!!!!!!!
为什么你总是那么不公平????
为什么你就对我一个是这样????
我有对你提出过什么要求吗???????????
我以后都会避免了.......
你真的很糟糕很过分
我开始讨厌你了
恭喜你!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i've cut my hair!!!!!

hey ppl there, this time i finally cut my hair since I've keep on saying that... until my friends all ignore me... and finally i got my hair cut last Saturday... omg.. i miss my hair... hey everyone there whom know how long my hair is... just don't think this time i playing joke again, i serious get my hair CUT!!!!! actually not very that short but for me, even just 1 inch, just 1 inch, oven o.001 inch...still i will cry like no one business... but this tims... i don't know how many inch the fellow cut my hair... just keep my deep breath while the first cut onto my hair... then the barber*i don't know his name cox i din ask!* want me to relax... then over funny conversation was like that:

barber: ralax lar, is just a hair cut, won't kill you!
mii : ya, i know... but i afraid of hair cut.
*barber laugh at me...
mii : hey, don't laugh lar okay? what style you going to cut for me? how long will it be?
barber : ok, since you wanna get a hair cut, how about until your neck part?
*my eyes stretch till the max
mii : serious need that short?
*he playing with my hair laugh and replied
barber : okay, just a joke... you are not need to do that ofcox
*bla bla bla bla bla bla*
barber: btw, you have a damn long hair and a nice black colour.
*i smile at him and say nothing...

then he started to cut my hair... oh... my tears... no.. i won't let it drop!!!!! NOWAY... hahahaha... i also don't know how he cut my hair, cox i'm totaly blank at there... looked at the mirrow and i found out one things, he quite handsome... * eddie, my sis said no just bcox she say she dowan hurt your small little heart...* is that every guy look so attractive while they are in serious???* k, fine... just have a look on him only.. ^^,

when finished my hair cut, look into the mirrow and thinking is that me??? how long i din cut my hair??*a question myself* then i said : oh my god, will i going to be used to it with my hair now??? omg... 'you will soon' the barber replied... *i think so....i..... will.....*

oh ya oh ya, i also do dyied my hair at the same day... dark brown colour... hehehehe... because that barber said since my hair already long time din dye, so dont put on that sharp colour to adviod the weird feel... hehehe... mayb after one month i will get a sharpper colour!! hahaha...


here is how long my hair now!!!!!


and this is how long my hair is!!!


ignore him.. concern my hair..
see...
can you all see it is that long?????????
haiz...

i miss my hairT.T

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munz

mother FXXXer molester!!!!!!

aaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..... kena molest this afternoon at Shell patrol station,ampang!!!! yup... things happened like that:

since my patro is comes to empty and i need to fetch my sis, cox she stayed back for some reason, then i went refill my patro at Shell... so.. for sure we have to do payment before we fill our tank... the time i doing my payment, the idiot staff put his hand on to my hand... then i look at him, omg, wtf... he show me his stupid idiot face... then i shout at him and said" woi, what the hell are you trying to do now?" guess what? the idiot got no any fear although everyone there is looking at him... what the damn idiot ppl in the world nowadays!!!!! seriously if not i rushing my time, i think i will straight go in and whack the fellow!!!!!!!!! end up i just filled my patro and leave!!!!!

after fetch my sis, she get scold by me in the car... cox i in kinda bad mood... cox the reason she gave me for her stay back is not acceptable, so end up i just crab shout at her in the car... scold her just like no one business... is true marr.... staying back and wanted me to fetch with this kind of rubbish reason... fine... have to fetch her also... and some more JAM like shit!!!!!! friday afternoon malays used to do their praying, all the ways just JAM like shit... i HATE jam... so it's make me mad immediately... so... how can i don't scold ppl in such a suck mood? 

okies... i admit that i cant handle my mood in a good way... but i will try my best to change! and for the molester... watch out... better don't let me see you again, cox i will never go Shell again!!!! calm down... i have to calm down!!!!!!

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munz

明天的结局
会是你我想像般
没有结局的结局
错过彼此相识的机会
真究无法相遇从新
甜蜜的吻别脸上
亲昵的称呼彼此
握着却放开的左右手
简讯中是有但无的关系对话
其实早已明确的道明我的存在
不过是彼此受创的灵魂
找个依靠
找个温度
找个寄托
相依的期限已至
彼此的温度已退
寄托的灵魂是时候回位
其实你早已抽身
只有我
留着不对
问候只是关心
却让着自己误会
明明是时候面对
不舍让我崩溃
为你只想学会我的不会你的会
只想得到你的称赞你的微笑
时而成功
时而失败
但却不想放弃
只是因为有点太累
所以现在只想安慰
距离是近又是远
前进一步却像后退
心门外的围墙
是用力也敲不碎
明知白费
但却无怨

问心一句为什么
只答一句因为
爱你我不后悔

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munz