normal day!!!

today just a normal day for me... nothing special happen... just wanna post something here since i on9 and searching for my BM assignment's things... hey... i found out that i still get to remember all the account concept... but making me confuse is just the language... the pass 2 years i used to take account subject all in Malay but now all suddenly turn into English!!! need to put up more effort in it... thank god that i still manage to teach CY... cause he absent on last Saturday because over slept!!! ya... he ALWAYS over sleep!!! and he even got a nick name which me and Karman always name him that is Mr. Forever Late... ya... is name is absolutely match or used in him... wakakaka.. i think he will scold me if he saw this post!!! wakakaka... but it is true marr... and one more to Nemo... always used to bluff me and talking ill about me behind of me... humph... today even said wanna bring me go eat KFC but in the end leave me at cafeteria and ate with his gang!!! *ah mu, and ah mo*!! damn bad right!!! tomorrow practical start!!!! can't wait for it... and i still haven cut my nail yet... hopefully the handsome Chef wont get to see my "fail" nail!!! wakakaka... if not i scare he will used his knife and cut my nail off!!! *cox we used to have our own tools* just now mummy want me to drive back home... hey... don't think that i got the chance to drive her CAMRY... no way she will let me to drive her car... she seat beside me... feeling damn nervous and pressure when parents sitting beside when driving... but lucky no any accidence happen!!!!! wakakakaka.... hopefully sooner i can got my own car... hahahaha... i dont want to wait any more every after class time... hahahaha... but i think very soon i will get it after my sis got her own brand new car! need to continue in my assignment work now... haiz..................
ohohohoh... just now when we at cafeteria... we decided to go either Zoo or the river near my house... we are now still inviting our class member to join... hopefully is not just a joke... hehe... cox i really do wanna go out to play and relax with all the classmate... we can even make more closer in our relation... omg... can't wait till that day... i hope this time is not just a happy air... cox last semester break we decided to go Langkawi as our trip... when talk all also want but in the end... ... .... we all each at their different place!!!! haiz... very disappointed actually... pushing me up above the sky and throw me down deep to ground!!!!! *sweat*

damn bad day larrr!!!

finally came to the day result release!!! kinda surprise that i fail for my economic and hospitality industry... Wednesday when teacher said 56% of her students fail for her Hospitality Industry subject... i didn't expected i'm one of the 56%... just because i really put a lot of effort in... i even burn the mid-night oil... i really didn't sleep for the whole night just to hope i can pass in this subject but in the end i fail!!! but the consolation is that i just fail 2 subject... at first i though that i will fail for at least 5 subjects... but now i only fail 2... it is quite great luck but i really didn't expected i will fail for the 2 subject!!! i really shouldn't fail for it... feeling not reconciled with it... i can't blame on any one just my own... haiz... and also quite great luck for HIM too... he also just fail 2 subject and same as mine... but should i say "congratulation" here?? i don't think is suit with this situation!!! i'm wonder what my mum's reaction... sad? angry? crazy? but confirm not HAPPY!!!!! if she is... then i shall look for a doctor... i think i'm in sick!!!! but lucky is i really working more hard just to hope to get batter result!!! hopefully won't have any fail subject in this semester...

today lo...

today we finally get to take our kitchen uniform... the chef clothes and the giant size shoe... damn heavy to wear actually... and i not mean too is just too ugly!!! i put it all except for the pant on me on the spot... i really do hate the pant!!! just because it is a plaid pant and look very nausea... not only me the one who said that... every one dislike it too!!! but we have to put it on!!! *speechless at all* yeah! as now we had already took our uniform... mean that out practical start next week... i really look forward to... can't wait for the day to come... cook cook cook... i want and seriously like to cook... but don't know what you guys think that i don't know how to cook... hey... i can cook ok??? i know that may be i'm not a good cooker but at least i know how to cook... and i REALLY do know how to cook!!!!! *just not that good may be!!!* yorr.... i really don't wish to wear the stupid nausea pant to coll lar... T.T... haiz...

i don't know what the hell i'm doing there..
i put the uniform on and their want to take a proper pic...
but i keep on moving...
then in the end the hat drop...
see the white thing at my right?
hahaha...
wuwuwu... no longer i have to cut off my fingernail!!! i don't wish too but have too!!! haiz...



bye bye my lovely halfway long nails...
i don't know when will i cut them...
hahaha...
ok ok...
i will stop silly around!!! ^^,

what to do for my english presentation?

omg... tomorrow need to pass up a draft of the presentation to teacher but now my mind still blank... i really got no any idea with it... i really don't know what to do for the presentation... teacher said can choose whatever tittle we like... but when i said how about "myself" then she said NO!!! so means not "any tittle" right... k.. i not complain about what... just very vexed on my own that i can't even think a tittle for my presentation... haiz... wtH!!! we went swimming today... this time we are not joining co-cu and i found out that i only know how to float and do not know how to swim any more... of cause i still can swill from a point to another point but just with the stupid cacat skill that i had learned last semester... feeling tired too... but yet still we continue to swim just because wanna slim down... wakakaka... actually quite speechless with my time table now... i admit that last semester i was always complain about having damn long break and now having short break yet still i wanna complain... hey... i ok with short break but not that SHORT!!! we nearly no any break for a lesson to another... may be some time in between we may had an one hour break but not always lo... then sometimes even worst... we got no any break... for example... our class on wednesday start on 1... 1 - 2 we having english for communication then 2 - 3 is hospitality industry and operation then 3 - 4 is accounting... so... see... do we have any spare time to walk to another class... some more the class is not near by... is very far away!!! haiz...what to do lar...??? iiiissssshhhhh.... here i stop today... i wanna go think about my englisg presentation already... hopefully i will have some idea and i can manage to pass up the draft paper by tomorrow... teeheezzz...

my feelings!!!

today just 1 hour lesson but then the teacher didn't come!!! wtf... he always like that... always forget our class!!! then all of us wait until 12.30 then all said don't want to wait and wanna go home.. so.. one after another, our class empty!!! hahaha... while waiting mummy at the bus stop then suddenly received a message from her and ask me to go Wangsa Jusco on my own... so then i take a cab to reach there... we have our lunch there too... after that we walk around inside the market and buy some foodstuffs... while on the way home... mummy suddenly talk about my ex bf... i don't know why she will talk about them.. but i just told her that i already lost all their contact and don't wish to keep contact with any of them... ok, i admit that the pass me is very naive and no brain... i didn't think about future at all... but now or i mean since form 5, is time for me to be mature... i have to start to be responsibility with all my behaviors and my mind! from the conversation we have just now... i know that i were a very awful daughter you had! i will only think that you didn't ever think about and care about me... why just because we both less communicate... while when the me in treason phase, i remembered that i always use to contradict with you and daddy... i forever won't listen that what useful and meaningful things to me... whatever you don't like me to do yet still i continue to do... because when that time you always used to scold me with any little reason... but now i know why... just because i always wrong... ya... i ALWAYS wrong... but now i really want to tell you that i already paying serious in my studies... those guys and those injurious friend already i lost contact with them long time ago... now what i really focus is just my study... hope that you will found that i really putting hardwork in my study! and i also feeling sorry about the pass me... i know saying sorry is meaningless... but... as a daughter... i really don't know what to do to want your forgive... i just trying my best to be a different daughter from the passed!

a moody day!!!!!!!

kinda moody and Emo today... not willing to mention why but evefu knows the details... hey evefu... once again thank very much... just don't know why whenever i need you sure you be there... i though that we won't get to meet today but i get to find you... before i get you... my tears was just rowing down like no value... ya... i know tears basically no value... but also not mean that can always cry!!! hhheeeemmmm... understand but yet still can't get to control... when the first i walk out to the class ur name just appear in my mind... so then i faster find you... lucky that you still inside the school area... after hear ur lovely little voice then my tears stop and i quickly walk from block V to canteen 1 just to reach you... you know how happy when i first saw you??? ya... you have the power that make me smile easily... ^^, is this just because we know each other for that long?? heemm... *i wonder* but then i non-stop telling you what happen and to leave Kok Seng alone walking far away from us... Kok Seng sorry ya... i don't mean that... but... sorry ya... then i even follow evefu attend her lecture class... hahahaha... she having Marco lec... then today's tittle GDP and National Income... i already study that when my first semester... compare to what i learn, her lesson are more in details... but the miraculous is that I did not feel sleepy... then Kok Seng even took out his PSP and let me play!!! funny that he create 2 wrestler that only in briefs... *puffff* that was my first reaction when first looking at the PSP screen... the wrestler can even bring chairs in and fight... for sure i don't know how to play so then i always hit by the other sexy opponent!!! wakakaka... then take turn to evefu... hey... she knows how to play worr... then 3 something when their having a short break i sneak out from the hall and went canteen 2 to meet eddie and the gang... Fortunately, i feel batter compare to earlier.. then yet keep on joking and fooling around with them... evefu... feel sorry to disturb euu study ya... hopefully no more next time!!! teehee... then went to attend Japanese class at 4... i find out this sensei very serious in teaching... but not mean that the way of he.. is just the ways he want his student to be... he request good result from us... and the ways he marking was very strict! but i think he will batter then the previous teacher...*hopefully he is*

teehee!!!

lecture class started today... all of us nearly miss out today's class... i don't know why... happy that get to meet all of you guys back... mostly all you guys looks different ooh... of cause all still looked handsome and pretty!!! some of you change your hair style, some lost weight and of cause some gaint weight... don't be worry... when class started then will slowly back to normal... i might also the one who gaint some weight... hahaha.... but not every one say that.. so am i??? NO!!! wakakaka.. giving myself a consolation!!! though that i will be very excited because of hoping back to study since holidays start, but not excited as i though... never mind... is still happy now back to study... the first lessen is English For Communication... at first i was thinking what is English In Communication... why to used the word In Communication... in the end also i haven get to find out... as we the gang sit at canteen 2 just to pass our 2 hour break there... i found out that i already a long period didn't go there!!! hahahaha... hhheeemmmm.... what so and so on... i hope that this semester i will be more concentrate and serious in study... today the second lecture in the lecture hall that the teacher said that lots of people fail her subject in semester 1 examination... I think I am one of the failure too... T.T but of cause i don't wish that... haiz... so... i have to put more hard work in this semester just to improve everything in the studies!!! just hope i can do it... i mean SURE i CAN do it!!!! teehee... wish me luck... oh ya... the English class teacher said that she want her students to have a blog each to convenient our English level... i wrote mine down... i just wish that she won't check out too often just because of my stupid broken English usually used in blogging... hahaha... and know what... i like her handwriting... as a teacher, and or among all those teacher i met... her handwriting damn nice... hahaha....