Hi

Hi my dear blog... How r u?? Doing great without me??

又很久没来和你聊天了

其实我真的很想你

可是原谅我真的找不回以前的热诚

不知为何我变得不再喜欢记录自己的点滴了

每天时间过了就算

我还记得我写部落的原因

就是想要记录自己的点滴

但我的部落经已开始调空

今年里

我也不知自己上载了多少

我要怎么找回这热诚呢？

唉

我真的受够了

我真的受够了...

你做了这么久

难道还不知道要怎么做决定吗???

可以不要一直不停的问不停的问吗??

因为我真的受够了

如果当初你是没准备好上这个职位的话

就不要在那里丢辞职信让别人为了留你而升你

你这样真的实在让我反感死了!!!!!

每天听你在那里喃喃自语的

我快要烦死了

每天为了那么小的事情而问我

你这样只会让我觉得你真的很没用

因为那么小的决定你都做不来

那你还能做什么??????

不是我要对你有种族的歧视

你怎么那么X丫

我真的快受不了了

我快要爆炸了!!!!!

很多事情我重复了有重复

怎么你还可以问回我一样的问题

你到底是懂还是不懂??

怎么你都不自己把问过我的东西都记下来呢????

还有

我最受不了的就是

你永远都要和我唱反调

你不会的事情

我说了错

你硬要去你没用的老板那找错的答案

你们这些马先生马小姐实在是让我受够了

我承认我并不聪明

但

你们比我还要糟糕

是要怎样呀?????

别再不会装懂了行吗????

因为你们

我真的快要下地狱了啦!!!!!!!

谁能来救救我啊......

加油。坚强。勇敢

我又回来了

又是一阵子了没来更新

终于现在能忙里偷了一点闲

最近的自己还是那么的忙碌

那天听了件非常令我伤感的事情

有位朋友刚和她那交往4年多的男友分开了

而且给的理由是说忍受不了她的脾气

况且

他们那天也不过为了很小很小的事情而冷战了几天

得来的结果却使说要分开

4年的感情

原来也不过是如此

看着她每天都带着泪入睡和流着泪起来

看着她心痛

原来我什么都做不到

我只能在旁陪伴着她给她点安慰

我能做的真的不过是如此而已

看着她这样的痛苦我也感觉很痛苦很心痛

昨天和一位朋友陪了她一天

我们先去唱歌

在里面

她哭了又笑笑了又哭的

看见了都心痛

之后我们就去BBQ Plaza吃我们迟来的晚餐

因为我们坐下来吃的时候都差不多9点了

吃完了她也还不想回家

因为害怕面对空空的房间

我们继续陪她在她家附近喝喝茶聊聊天

我们都谈了很多我们少年时的故事

分享了我们的爱情

说了很多以前开心的事情

终于有那么一段时间她是笑着的

至少在我把她送会家的时候她是笑着的

我只希望她能尽快的放下和走出来

痊愈的时间绝对是自己决定的

我只能陪伴和安慰了

加油。坚强。勇敢

Munz

My ever first tattoo...

With fever to the tittle... Yeah... I have my own very first tattoo now!!!!!!!

I wanted a tattoo so badly since long time ago...

finally I found some one who willing to accompany me for our very first time, Annie...

we've been imagining too much few days before the tattoo day...

thinking too much on what to do for our very first tattoo

the first tattoo is actually to test on the pain for the tattoo...

we wanna try can we take the pain

we don't know the pain until we seat down and actual feeling it

so we dare not take the risk to have a big big type of tattoo that we really wanted on our back..

after someday of planning...

I finally decided to do my name on my wrist

as tattoo is forever

so I wanted to have something that never I regret in my ever life

my name "puimun" it will not be change for sure

So this will be my first tattoo

Am so excited once we decided 

we went sg.wang Damoink on the 1st floor

am so scare when I heard the gun sound...

went in to choose the font design that I want

then I added a heart shape on top on my "n"

when all set and here we go

sitting on the chair is not easy someone like me

because I'm a person that fucking affair of pain, even for injection

my palm is sweating

I have no return

The tattoo artist laughed at me for my stupidness....

"Please lar...first time okay...???"

I even asked him did all the first timer acting like me???

"NO!!" Immediate he pulled me down...

fine....

Pretending that I'm not scare at all......

and yeah...

I'm done for my part

Wanna say thank you for eve too for the accompany

we had a shorts meet up and she see me doing the tattoo

Taking pic of my ugly face and reaction...

still I love euu eve...

ours done product

she wanted to do a cross...

but end up also with her name as influence by my nice tattoo

Conclusion is......

actually not so pain kind of pain...

the pain which I can take

so...

we are done and ready for the next tattoo very very soon!!!!!!

Im back again...

It's been awhile again I did not appear to update my blog again...

Seriously, I am too busy lately...

I dare not to promise any update to myself anymore...

Cause I know it's still end up empty..

I'm doing good...

Still remain busy....

hhhheeeemmmmmmmmm....

I already have no idea what should I post.....

next post maybe...

cheers

update

it's been a month i didnt update my blog... seriously i was hell busy for the passed month, just like hell.. i got only time for work.. ya.. only for work.. no time for others.. hopefully after the bust period i'll have a better life and better time for myself... sorry bloggy, i dump you for a month.. i will still keep on visit you i promise... hehehe.. more blog to be coming...

忙!!!!!

今天是我在新部门做工那么久以来第一次忙到快要哭了

本来5点就能回家的我

9点多10点才放工

最近

我的部门起了很多变化

本来group coordinator有2个人

5月1开始就剩下我自己一个人而已了

Vivian去做DM去了

我真的不知道自己能不能应付得来

说真的

在这里的压力真的有很大

而且

我在这里快4个月了

但还是经常丢三落四的

真的有很对不起自己

Vivian快要离开我了

我真的有很担心我能不能在这岗位上独立

加油!!