家？

2013里

今天我第一次哭哦

为什么每一次都是我的错呢？

我承认曾经的我的确很叛逆很坏很不听话

但你难道就看不到我的努力了吗？

我已经不一样了

我已经不是以前的那个我了

是你真的没发现呢

还是我真的还不够努力？？

为什么你每一次都觉得是我的错

为什么你就不认为我也是受害者

为什么就算是我受了伤

你还是觉得是我的错？

就因为我不是您的宝

不是您的掌上明珠吗？

你还记得我中三那一年的事吗？

还记得为什么我离家出走吗？

是她把我赶走的！

是她把我打得头破血流的

我不走的话就会被她给打死

你们都知道吗？

是你们要我回家的

是你们说有事好商量的

但为什么把我接回家后就把我骂的狗血淋头呢？

为什么你们还要我向她道歉呢？

为什么对不起不是她和我说？

你知道她到底怎么对我吗？？？

为什么你们连我的伤都没问却要我和她道歉？

为什么？

一直到现在

我还是那个她做错我来承担的人

她偷了桌子上的钱

而你却怀疑我

试问从做工以来

我有像她那样张手要钱吗？

我有吗？

为什么你要怀疑我

你又知道她说什么吗？

她说是我应该的

你都知道吗？

您知道当我听到你在怀疑我的时候

我有多伤心，多难过，多心痛吗?？？

你还要我和她道歉

我名字会倒过来写！

您刚刚还说

我喜欢顶撞您

这一句话是我流泪的原因！

你说这句话之前

真的有认真的想过吗？

我真的有顶撞你吗？

我的回答语气真的那么令你觉得是顶撞你哦

比起你那三个宝

我终于知道

我说什么逗是醉了

谢谢你们曾经那么担心我

当我进医院的时候

是我觉得得到最多爱的时候

很感到当时的你们连饭都不吃的赶来了

真的非要到这种时候我才能被爱吗？

眼泪

还是不能住止

流干了

心就不疼了吗？

就

不疼了吗？

我不是你暂时的宝贝

一直很想和你说

我真的不想做你暂时的宝贝

我承认我曾经有喜欢过你

但

我们毕竟错过了在一起机会

想说谢谢你曾给过我的甜蜜和回忆

毕竟你我现在已有另一半了

我们都得为自己另一半负责

你和她在一起也是你自己选择的丫

也是你自己和我说你很幸福的啊

也是因为你所谓的幸福

而我有了现在的他

他虽然不算最好

但

可以看出来他正在努力着

至少

他真的很疼我

别再来动摇我了

把花在我身上的时间都放回你女朋友的身上吧

谢谢你

Take Care Ms. Nat :(

First to introduce Ms Natalie,

my Front Office Manager from Ritz-Carlton kl

we have been work together for 2 years

and today is the day we say good bye!

woke up 5 in the morning to prepare myself to sent her off to airport

reached hotel around 6.45am after picked up vivian and jacob

she still getting herself ready

so many people came to hotel and give a very warm farewell

so many of them are trying to control their tears

She is the BEST FOM i can said

and i believe it agreed by everyone of us

she helps me alot in every way

she this the person i talk to the most when i having or facing any problem beside Diana

she always safe our ass but not everyone appreciate

she even help on GSA job even shes a FOM

i like when she can be serious as a boss in work and playful and cheerful when any outing

we always go out for Korean food!!

even few day before she flying back to Philippine also she want to have Korean food

we always went for Uncle Jang at the Korean Village, Ampang

we had breakfast at Mc.D before she left

after sending her off

we back to work again

omg

im so miss her starting from moment when we really say BYE!

i try my very best to control my tears..

i know she do so..

boss,

we gonna meet again very soon right??

we already have dated for Korean food again when she back to Malaysia on May for Sharon's wedding

can see how much we love Korean food right

wishing you all the best in your future...

not to forget us k

lot of loves,

Munz

Lazy Saturday

Finally is my day off after a week of work

Quite enjoy whatever I'm doing now but there is still a lot need to be practice and learn

Hope my senior Vivian won't give up on me

Today I'm just being so lazy that just stay at home

Wanted to sent my car to the workshop but in the end no

So might be sending on my next coming off day

I just spend my all day on the sofa

But I do cook myself a dinner

Fried rice!!!!

With a lots of ingredient

got potatoes, chicken, pork, sausages, ham and eggs!!!

Am so proud of myself that I still able to cook!!!!

*i used to be a trainee chef..no play play oooo :)*

Have recharged myself from passed week and chiong for coming days!!!

And I'm seriously counting down for Chinese New Year!!!!!!!!

Another month to go..

Not shopping yet:(

Awaiting peoples be free and shop with me neh

K k k

My story being to far again

Is time to sleep

My eyes actually half close

Good night Saturday!

2013

时间它真的过得好快哦

好像转眼间这样一年就这样的过去了

过去的一年里

我也过得蛮充实的说

有血有泪的度过了我的2012

虽说有很多的东西我都不想记得

但是呢

回忆它偏偏喜欢和做对

你不想记得的它却喜欢记着

你想记起的偏偏忘记

可是

这些都是岁月哦

在这新的一年里

我不敢希望太多

因为在过去有太多的期望而失望了

在今年里

我不会去期望了

但

我会尽力的去做完每一件我想要做的东西

在新的这一年里

我换了部门

我不再是在柜台前了

现在的我换了全新的制服

有了自己的位子

有了更多需要负担的责任

我还不知道自己应付得来吗

但

我一定会努力的

就写到这吧

太久没打部落格了

我发现我好像真的不怎么会写部落格了

我发现

我的热诚越来越小了

怎么办 ???

its 2.01.13

Went breakfast with Le bf before start work as he working night and im morning shift

starting to learn more and more about group coordinator job

so far there is still a lot more for me to learn

and my head really do felt like BOOM when in a sudden too many things coming in

yet i will need to try my level best to handle it and pick up hopefully everything

from my second day here

i really do realized i did not make a wrong decision on leaving front desk

it used to be my favorite working spot

i can still remember how much i want to be a receptionist when im still a college 3 years back

i am so down before when i couldn't get front office for my industrial training

i am so excited before when i got recruited in FO

i used to love my work so much

even i m cursing almost in everything in everywhere

yet i still did my job properly and neat and my boss still happy with my work

but somehow

i started to hate whatever im doing

i trying to search back the FO lover me but i failed

but i still work even i said i hate it

until i start to hope the hotel will boom down by someone

im so so so sorry to mentioned out but its truly in my mind before for a period!!!!

until today

my second day in my own new office

when i looked into vivian's group chat on this year

my mind popped out:

"i never regret that i leave that so called nightmare place to me"

and this thought really made my day

after work me and vivian went Fahrenheit to buy her sweater that she gonna wear to Korea

and the best part is kam yee is with us as we leaving hotel at the same time

and as she is waiting for kent kent and we are also waiting for Colby

cause we are going to have Uncle Jang as dinner before Ms Nat leave Malaysia and i guess she is carving for Korean food so so so much

while waiting for Ms. Nat to done her things we actually hungry till the max

so we decided the very last mins to eat something at sushi zanmai together with kamyee and kent kent

after around 8 and when Ms Nat is done we meet her back at hotel and go straight to our so called dinner

*about supper time!!!**that what so called hotelier life*

we chit chat there so much until we are the last customer until way back to hotel

kind of starting to miss her

but we will meet again in another couple of months when Sharon's wedding

we date for korean food outing around that time!!

Dear boss,

all the best for your future and hope you will always come back to visit us. we will bring you to korean food always! i will surely miss you damn much. and thanks alot for guiding me so much and helping me so much in so many ways. there is really alot to mention but... im jam at this point. thanks for being a boss yet like a friend to me. you really deserved better! please dont forget anyone of us here! 

yiiiiii... feel so sad now i gonna say goodbye to my FO boss! 

i dont think i can find another boss like her in any other places

i really do have a very nice boss in my FO life!

but still

people need to be a part sometimes

we can just wish them all the best in the future and wishing or hopping them to visit us whenever available

the yummy uncle jang i never eat for so long

but its too spicy this time until i cant eat much

so sad!!

dinner with Sharon, Vivian, and my best boss Ms. Natalie

and also not to forget Mr. Colby!!

munz

Happy 2013

那么快的

新的一年又来了

向充满泪水的2012说永别啦

在这年里我要加油

我要努力

当然

在这年里

我要对部落格重拾兴趣

不能再让色彩的自己留白！！！

明天待续

晚安