Wednesday, January 2, 2013

its 2.01.13

Went breakfast with Le bf before start work as he working night and im morning shift
starting to learn more and more about group coordinator job
so far there is still a lot more for me to learn
and my head really do felt like BOOM when in a sudden too many things coming in
yet i will need to try my level best to handle it and pick up hopefully everything
from my second day here
i really do realized i did not make a wrong decision on leaving front desk
it used to be my favorite working spot
i can still remember how much i want to be a receptionist when im still a college 3 years back
i am so down before when i couldn't get front office for my industrial training
i am so excited before when i got recruited in FO
i used to love my work so much
even i m cursing almost in everything in everywhere
yet i still did my job properly and neat and my boss still happy with my work
but somehow
i started to hate whatever im doing
i trying to search back the FO lover me but i failed
but i still work even i said i hate it
until i start to hope the hotel will boom down by someone
im so so so sorry to mentioned out but its truly in my mind before for a period!!!!
until today
my second day in my own new office
when i looked into vivian's group chat on this year
my mind popped out:
"i never regret that i leave that so called nightmare place to me"
and this thought really made my day
after work me and vivian went Fahrenheit to buy her sweater that she gonna wear to Korea
and the best part is kam yee is with us as we leaving hotel at the same time
and as she is waiting for kent kent and we are also waiting for Colby
cause we are going to have Uncle Jang as dinner before Ms Nat leave Malaysia and i guess she is carving for Korean food so so so much
while waiting for Ms. Nat to done her things we actually hungry till the max
so we decided the very last mins to eat something at sushi zanmai together with kamyee and kent kent
after around 8 and when Ms Nat is done we meet her back at hotel and go straight to our so called dinner
*about supper time!!!**that what so called hotelier life*
we chit chat there so much until we are the last customer until way back to hotel
kind of starting to miss her
but we will meet again in another couple of months when Sharon's wedding
we date for korean food outing around that time!!

Dear boss,
all the best for your future and hope you will always come back to visit us. we will bring you to korean food always! i will surely miss you damn much. and thanks alot for guiding me so much and helping me so much in so many ways. there is really alot to mention but... im jam at this point. thanks for being a boss yet like a friend to me. you really deserved better! please dont forget anyone of us here! 

yiiiiii... feel so sad now i gonna say goodbye to my FO boss! 
i dont think i can find another boss like her in any other places
i really do have a very nice boss in my FO life!
but still
people need to be a part sometimes
we can just wish them all the best in the future and wishing or hopping them to visit us whenever available
the yummy uncle jang i never eat for so long
but its too spicy this time until i cant eat much
so sad!!

dinner with Sharon, Vivian, and my best boss Ms. Natalie

and also not to forget Mr. Colby!!


munz

Tuesday, January 1, 2013

Happy 2013

那么快的
新的一年又来了
向充满泪水的2012说永别啦
在这年里我要加油
我要努力
当然
在这年里
我要对部落格重拾兴趣
不能再让色彩的自己留白!!!
明天待续
晚安

Wednesday, October 24, 2012

Happy birthday YinZe

happy birthday to you my dear friend
a 9 years plus friend of mine *and still counting*
waited so long and finally its ur day
i dont know did you really waiting and hopping for my wishes
as i did not text you, call you, whatapps you or what so ever
but i did celebrate with you and eve
and greeted you before 24th end right?
hope you enjoy the small surprise me and evefu gave you
although is just a small little celebration of only 3 of us
but we still make it full of love kay?
its nothing much,
but trust me
we really do put lots of effort to keep this celebration in secret
is really hard for us to meet with eve, you know it
but still
we managed to planned it up to meet together to celebration
so you must lar cry for our arrangement and appreciate it kay! 
so now i tell you how did it happened
someday back,
evefu text me about a celebration for you on either yesterday or today
and to be honest to you
i do told evefu you might be celebrating with someone i hate *=.=*
then after that we stop our conversation and chat
until this morning
i text evefu regarding for your birthday celebration plan
now then i know actually no one yet to contact with you
until this morning i text you to invite you for dinner as we so long no gather with evefu,
as i guessing she sent you the same text as i do
i was really thinking maybe you will not able to join
honest to you too,
if in the end we unable to meet you we will still go for dinner^^
im truly glad you spend you night with us for the dinner
the plan actually suppose to goes like this:
you arrive earlier to meet with evefu and i go to buy the cupcakes as surprise
who knows end up plan changed as you arrived late and we meet i parking ^^
evefu actually arrived earlier
she purposely tipu you she just reached parking as she wanna go buy you goldfish cupcakes
and i purposely wanna tease on your driving skill lar!!! 
hahahahahahahahah
please dont tell people i teach you how to drive when your Cfu me is so good skill
even is just a short meet up for the dinner as for your birthday gathering
i still happy that we can meet up and dinner
once again
happy birthday to you young but physically old women!! 
wishing you all the best
may all you wishes come true
hopping you can find your truly happiness 

this is ur goldfish cupcake that evefu claim look like you!
this represent Evefu^^
and this is forced to claim that look like me^^
and now!!
this is us^^
by SU   Evefu and Munz
 our foodsssssss..
yummys
my all time loves


*purposely posted in english so that you and eve can read^^
so kind me!! *i know right*


and lastly here come US!!!
happy birthday old lady
munz

Monday, October 15, 2012

不幸福的幸福

现在的社会真的生病了吗??
现在的爱情
真的不能一生一世,天长地久了吗???
为什么爱情要有背叛
我承认
我曾经做过别人的第3者
而且是在知情之下
我也知道我犯下了不得原谅的错
至少
现在的我清醒了
他也回到了他原来的幸福
虽然很心痛
可是我还是得放手
因为那是不属于我的幸福
那是我从别人的幸福中偷回来的幸福
很悲哀吧
幸福也得用偷的
而且
是永远都偿还不了的痛
曾经那么相信爱情
曾经对爱情抱着很大很多的憧憬
当看着一对一对的分开
一对一对的背叛
我真的什么憧憬也都没了
最近
又听说一对非常恩爱的情侣
又因为背叛而争吵着
她的情况和我身边的一位朋友几乎一模一样
唯一的不同点就是她是完全被他骗着
知道他的友人看不过眼
在她的一个社交网站公开他的秘密
一开始她还是存疑说别人是来破坏的
那个他还可以回呛说是骗人的
他的友人还说他的老婆正在怀孕中
她从一开始的不相信
到一样样证据摊开来
她终于看清了自己的幸福
原来也是从别人的痛苦中要来的
那个他也没再说上一句话了
但是
她还是期待着他的解释
女人永远都是心软着的相信着
但如果最后一切都是事实
我会希望她能勇敢的面对一切
千万不要逃避
不要轻易相信从别人痛苦身上得来的幸福
因为那不是幸福

她说过
"是你说过你最喜欢我的微笑,
但这句话中你又到底伤了多少女人的心。"

他已经不是第一次被她当场抓到背叛了
他甚至在他们的床上背叛她
还要被他抓到不止一次
天丫
为什么她可以那么的原谅
然而他
却又能一次又一次的背叛
我心痛
为什么每次都是要毁掉一个那么好的女生???
我的朋友,
你又到底要到什么时候才会看清他呢??
从别人身上得来的幸福
你真的开心吗??
当你开心的时候
你又想过在家带着孩子老公在外玩乐的心情吗??
你可以说我管太多了
我只想说
我还是不能单独的和你相处
就算还有其他人在
我也不想看着你
很难告诉你我看着你时的心情
但我也不想解释
因为是多余
我只希望
别人的幸福不会是从你的痛苦中得到。


Pain!