终于

我终于真正的回到家了
我终于从工作压力中放松过来了
我终于能躺在自己床上安稳的睡着了

my dearest!!!

over slept again yet having gathering with baobei, karman, xueyii and eddie
im here to apologize again that i not purposely one
please just forgive mii
and it just an hour late~~
so sorry k???

went to fetched up karman first before eddie and joyjoy
joy just joined us for lunch at spice and chill
that our favorite place
the same thing i ordered
we also sharing some our intern story together
so miss the time we always stick together
so miss the time we always play together
so miss the moment we hug together
so miss the time we laugh together
so miss when schooling time~~
i miss all of you k??
so glad that Karman found her beloved one at Penang
so cant wait to see him
but dont know will there be a chance for the jimuis us to meet him up
stay sweet ya Karman...
our crazy Cartoon Face is in so so so love now♥
finished lunch then dropped joy at Jusco then we made a move to time square
first we planed to have movie but end up went for KTV~~

Neway my favorite place^^
we just so enjoy of our self inside there
stand and dance around
wondering when only will got the chance again to play like today?
so regret that i forgot to bring my camera
thought of wanna take lots of picture with them
but still we managed to capture some pic by using their mobile phone

around 6...
for everyone of us to go back
Eddie leave slightly earlier then us
before he leave he hugs each of us
that made mii feels like crying
but i success to not let my tears drop
yet i failed when hug by the gals karman, xueyii and baobei
the time when we make a move to leave
i saw tears from xueyii
so..
my tears drop T.T
i really dont wish to say good bye by that time
cause i really so miss them
so difficult to meet again after today
is really very difficult
they follow mii to take my car cause karman backpack is at the car boot
again we hug each other when the time we really said good bye
my eyes id full of tears again
on my way back i cried like no one business
just like the day the last day at college

i hope there will be a chance for us to stick together again always
i want the time be here fast
i want euu all stay by myside always
will it be possible?
i knew is kind of difficult because everyone now is going the different way
eddie,xueyii and baobei probably not going to continue their studies again
karman will go for her advance i think
i will too..
but i might be changing to a new college
so how?
how we gonna have the chance again to meet like the time we still in college??
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i miss you all...

im back

很难想象那么爱写部落的我竟然1个多月没开过自己的blog
到底在忙什么丫我???
最近真的有点小忙啦
我真的很少开电脑online
就算开了我也不过上那么一下下的网
F1终于在星期日那天结束了
终于有能好好休息那么一下下的时间了
这也代表着intern即将完毕了
问我会对这里舍不得吗??
老实说
我会
我真的会
昨天才和pinky聊起
原来我已经开始想念kitchen里的每一个人了
虽然他们都很坏蛋和很爱欺负人
终究他们还是带给我很多很多的欢笑
我也在里面学了不少对我而言是陌生的马来文
很难想象最后一天道别的我会有多难过
啊啦
那些事就等我最后一天的update吧
至少现在还在工作着
还能继续的与他们玩闹
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F1的整个星期里
整个kitchen都好壮观哦
好多人来帮忙呢
大家团结起来
好喜欢这种感觉^^
虽说是累了一些些
可是还是接受得了的
尤其在那2天里
我终于觉得我们trainee不是多余和摆美的了
因为我们被重视了
这让我感觉我是在里面的员工
大家都不再那么的陌生遥远
大家都没有分身份
就这样单纯的互相帮忙
真的好团结一致的说
经过了这两天
让我更加的喜欢kitchen里的很多员工
也让我真真实实的看到他们多么认真工作的一面
突然真的觉得他们好好好帅哦^^
认真的男人最帅了

就酱吧
想不到还能打些什么
好想休息休息
晚安
will not be the death blog any more perhaps....

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can't believe that i've been staying here for almost one week~
what my life here?
sure having lots of fun with the housemates..
but some how,
still i miss my home, my family, my bed, my dogs, my hamster and also my babies...
almost everyday we like end intern straight after work
when working time i felt so tired and just like no more energy
but when the clock tick to 5~
woohoo~~~
is my time to play..
no any tired feel, no any lazy feel, just happy and fun feelings..
but when boarded in to bus then i don't know why i must sleep..
just like today
when the time i woke up i was actually very awake..
but when sitting inside the bus..
hoohoo~~
my eyes will close up automatically~~
dont be jealous of my piggyness k??
wakakakakaka
still got 2 more months to go
then i can finish suffer from work
when study time i thinking of working is better
cause no need memories this and that
but now when come to work
i hell miss my study life
at least it is more enjoyable then working
although it will be very suffer when exam period lar.
but is just a short period to suffer but long to enjoy~
some how now having my intern here
say truly,
although it is suffer, but is still acceptable to mii
happiness will only occur when you accept the fate~
woohoo~
now in my mind was thought of will i continue my studies or not?
this is a question i kept on asking myself
and always with the answer "YES!!"
but some how there will be a "NO~"
i dont know why
just some how and i dont know how~
if i choose to continue then where will i continue my studies?
if dont?
what will i do?
if really headache to think it now~
have to make my decision fast
cause i dont think there will be much time left~
think that after intern ba~~~
alehluyah~~
i think is time to sleep..
nighty night..
is time to call baby
cause is her big day now^^

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很快的我即将要换kitchen了
从paastry换去degrees煮的
刚刚开始我真的几乎每天都在抱怨说做得好辛苦好痛苦
每天不是手痛就是脚痛
难得在里面做到自然了
和里面的人难得熟络了一点点
突然就说要换kitchen了
真的有种好... ...
好不懂怎样的感觉...
虽然我的马来语说得不好
但至少我们还是能沟通的~~
虽然每次被那癫的DIM欺负
今天才发现原来他也是会关心人的
因为今天的我很很很不舒服
因为那个来噜
但我没告诉全世界啦
啊不过我这里也有大喇叭的
那kakak帮我传通街捏~~
之后那傻佬就叫我去和温水和不断问候之类的
才发现原来他也是会关心人D~~~
哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈
在pastry里做的都是cookies之类的东西
但还是很多东西要顾虑到的
形状，大小，厚度，这样那样的
每天都要搬东搬西的
东西都不轻的咧
因为他们一produce就是large quantities的丫
很累
但慢慢的熟悉和习惯了后又是离开的时候了...
换去western kitchen以后我又要面对怎样的压力呢???
我又要用多久的时间来适应和熟悉环境呢???
不懂哪里到底好不好...
可是我懂我的chef很好的
但还是会怕他很凶...
因为他好高大一只哦~~
hahahahahah

will be update soon lur

working day again~~

today work at 3pm..
alarm set 9 but 10 only i woke up
dated with Pinky to meet at Kl central at 12.30
after the breakfast with the family
the sister fetched mii to LRT and around 12
i thought i will reaching earlier
who knows pinky already there waiting for mii
we took 1 pm bus to KLIA then only walk to the hotel
on the way only i realize i din bring along my sock and toothbrush with mii
memag siao betul lar mii
wtf
so went KLIA to buy but too expensive and i din buy it..
hoohoohoo
then quickly i sms Michell to buy mii my toothbrush
if not tomorrow i gonna use my finger to brush my teeth^^
*not funny i know*
then luckily today work not worst like yersterday
i really no idea what happen to mii yeaterday leh
totally shit till the max man
wth wrong going on with mii huh??
no idea~
but thank god everything goes smoothly today
*praying*
today what i made ya??
oh ya..
the oat meal cookies^^
then the cream puff everythings...
and
no more~~
i even followed the kakak and abang to pick up closing
to be honest
i curi makan at there
i ate lot salmon fish..
neh...
the pinky lor..
teach mii to do like that
and yet i followed..
hahahahha
my first time working afternoon shift leh
so today is 3 till 11 pm
we back with bus perkerja~~
when the time reach home is already 12.30
all being pig dy except the 3 of us suzzy, pinky and i
the toilet same problem again
can some one just faster come and fix it?
when we need to over all this idiotic of suffer???
making mii mad only
pls lar dun make mii complain again..
i dowan the fellar kill mii k?
after bath then came the to post blog^^

i think is time to sleep dy~~
hope tomorrow also will go fine...

年初三=倒霉天???!!!

见天是年初三
我已经开工了
只是放了两天假
怎样玩都不爽~~
为什么说是我的倒霉天呢???
我又要说故事了噜
首先
一个大早就起床了
因为今天做9点
想睡迟一点也不行的说
9点开工...
suppose 7点半就要出门了
可是我差不多8点才出门
之后到cheras的那个路口要去KLIA哪里
老妈miss掉还说“哎呀,要转进去”
好咯
9点多到
迟到一点本就没什么
拿了衣服
站在locker前
很好~~~
锁匙忘了在车上
赶紧打给妈妈叫她掉头
所有东西搞定后我也只迟了15分钟
都还好吧??
可是迟了就是迟了~~
之后开始做东西了
首先是要做那么cream puff
同学们，
你们都还记得cream puff 怎样做吗??
准备完所有材料后就开始做了
第一次自己记错step所以不成功那也就算了
第2次，kakak 看着我做还是不成功
第3次，很好，kakak 站在我旁边，看着我的steps，这些那些的
我还是不成功
3次3次都倒完!!!!!
直到第4次那kakak 自己做才成功~~~
搞到我差不多2点才放break
那cafe 2 点就关了咧T.T
之后回去又继续做别的
先做饼皮才做topping
饼皮做的还不赖
之后问题就来了
我去那放tray的地方要拿已经baked 了的g.almond
他们的tray stand 是一层层的
没有关联的
我有本事可以把上面的面包很不小心的弄掉了
它是因为什么而掉我真的不懂咧~~~
因为我是拿下面的
就在我拿出来那一刻
上一格的那面包就跟我这样的掉下来
我真的就呆在哪里咯
好想找个洞躲起来不要再出来!!!
好想哭..
真的好想哭...
赶快把所有东西做完都就收拾回家了
走去巴士站那一刻开始我就不断的翻着自己的书包要找我的钱包
可是怎样的我还是找不到
顿时整个人好无力哦
原先我以为我把钱包忘在家了
还好我找到红包钱
大概是我昨晚临睡钱往书包里放的吧
要不然我真的也不懂要怎样回了T.T
我真的可能会身无分文捏
不要说回ampang了
可能连自己的宿舍也回不了!!!
之后回到家再一次翻书包竟然让我看到自己的钱包美美的躺在书包里!!!
真有它的~~
真想知道今天的我到底发生着什么事情???
为什么尽然能sai到这样的程度??
好想杀人哦!!!!!!!!!!
明天做3点
可以迟一点醒来^^

希望明天以后一切顺顺利利~~
保佑丫~~
munz~~