年30晚^^

so excited that can back home today for celebrate chinese new year
but just off until tuesday only...
at first though of asking one more off day..
but too bad the chef said im just a trainee so cant have this offer..
so then have no choice lur..
today the chef let mii back early leh
i should finish at 5 but he let mii off at 3
so after work then meet with steven and gaffar
so took bus to KL centra, then train and star line back to my own home-Ampang
i so scare i will lost leh..
first time back home alone so far..
last week still got bowie and colby accompany mii took KTM
but today mii have to back alone to ampang
is really my first time
so
i really so scare that i will lost leh
to ppl who knew mii surely knew i have no sense of direction right?
hahahahahaha
but thank god my eyes still can clearly see the sign board..
wakaka
when the while i reached home all the relative already at my home
so
wait time pass then we started to have our tuan yuan fan^^
so miss my home leh
luckily tonight my home got home cook food~~
so sweet..
wakakakakakakaka
tomorrow going to aunty house lur..
gamble time again??
will i play???
i think so..
tired dy lur..
nighty night^^

gong xi gong xi lur^^

munz is back again

i do promised to myself that i'll try my best to upload my blog everyday
but i didn't
please.
just please forgive my laziness...
i really dont know how i gonna do my report with this..
cause actually i was refreshing my mind on what happened last week
but..
FAILED
ok~
i admit that i old dy..
dont jealous of my old age plssss~~~
but i remember that last week we the housemate like starting to get into our new life here
we starting to play around
joke around
fun around
and our unit is the most noisy one
ooopppsssyyy
luckily no ppl come over to knock our door...
we just talk talk talk thne laugh like no one business
but that no one business marr..
is our own business
but this weeks our house here a little bit of silent
is not as noisy as last week
cause in this week most them are afternoon shift which is from 3-11pm
there are 1 or 2 midnight....
to admit
i love noisy more then silent
hahahaha
and and and one senior -- colby~~
he always came to our house to play
if he din come over,
i really dont know what will he do with all the H ppl.
hahahah
and and adn
last sunday i back home wei..
so so so happy
at first though my mom coming to the hotel to fetch mii up
but who knows i need to back home myself cause she and dad suddenly not free
so no choice
and my sis them also not at home
they went to have dinner with the grandpa and the cousins
so in the end also i made my choice to go kepong to meet them up
took KTM with colby and bowie...
monday early in the morning need back to work again
so hell tired
i dont know why
hahahaha
today our staffs cafe have new look wei
CNY feel geh~~
since yesterday they already playing new year song
but abit boring cause the song is repeat and repeat only
hahahahahaha
and and adn today have also chinese style food leh
so happy.....

today's chicken also tasty abit^^

desert also leh~~
honeydew sago^^

both mun..
munyee and munz

see how much we ate today~~
hahahaha
that CB hand~~

i think that all for today
very sleepy and tired dy~~
night

p/s: to CB and munyee
please leave mii ur blog link while eu viewing mii
thank u~~

i miss.......

second day of intern

woke up early at 6 something in the morning..
regret that din bring along my alarm with mii..
cause my phone's alarm not able to wake mii..
but lucky today still i manage to woke up after the tiredness of yesterday..
and i also slept late at around 2.3o am..
after washed up ourselves then is time for us to run out to take bus dy
cause i think that we already late..
and who know we leave Pinky behind..
we dont know that she still in her room and still sleeping cause her door was close..
and that made mii though that she went out with the roommate..
after we the gang walking and boarding to the bus i received a call from Pinky
and she said that she rushing out..
that was shocking mii up..
so in the end she not manage to rush for the first bus then she wait for the second trip..
the bus sent us reached to KLIA station..
which mean that we still need to walk over to the hotel
and is to the back door..
cause all staffs are not allow to enter from main door..
hahaha
i believe every hotel are like that~~
today i placed to pastry
i was so so so so happy
cause i like pastry alot
and so i really non stop doing things..
yet this made mii complain to my friends alot and said i do lot of things..
but by now sitting down here...
i think of everyone also doing as many or even more than i do
so
complain also no use..
hahha
i some more OT neh..
just just a short 45 minutes OT
today i really did lot of things...
first i follow to the restaurant to refill the empties..
then back to the pastry
i start to help kakak make the biscuit..
i forgot what the name of the biscuit is..
hahaha
not only that..
i also help to placed stock to where its suppose to place..
then..
also also...
dono what cheese what what..
i also forgot..
hahahahahahahahahhaa
from made the sugar dough
until the filling..
woohoo
so so so happy
although really lots of things to do..
but i still very enjoy it..
as i said i OT
so i kept the housemates and roommates to wait for mii
so sorry for that
then we took bus together with the senior, CB
*not scolding bad word, that he's name...*
in the bus we are the most noisy gang..
so sorry
i just so cant stop talking..
hahahahahahahhahah
when reached home really felt more comfort then yesterday
cause it at least finished painting and also the cleaning...
but still worst
on our way back we some more da bao roast chicken wing on the road side...
damn cheap leh
just Rm1.50 per one leh...
is taste good so we decided to buy again after our dinner..
we ate at the same place at yesterday at the mamak store..
chatting lots of funny things there..
hahahahahha
then we really buy again the chicken wings back to hostel to eat
to be honest
i total ate 6!!!
and other just 2 or 3
and Michelle 4
hahahahahahahahah
after bath then all sleep by now..
but i still awake..
tomorrow same shift at 9~~
have to wake around 6 again~~
hahaha

T.Tmiss homeT.T

2 月了*01.02.10*

很快的时间就这样的过了
我也今天开始了我的intrenship..
今天也是我第一次搬出来住宿舍
而且还要和家人吵了一餐后才能顺利的搬出来的
我坚持要搬出来是因为KLIA和ampang并不靠经
加上我不想弄到自己酱累
我怕我会受不了
最后妈妈也终于肯让我出来住了
我并没有丝毫的感到开心
反而很痛心
因为我知道妈妈坚持不让我出来住的原因
可是我却固执的坚持到底
今天是妈妈送我到这里的
当我下车的那一刻我真的很想掉泪
因为我.....
说不出为什么
哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈
但当然我并没有这样做
因为门口站着人
我还故作潇洒的和妈妈们说BYE BYE!!!
也潇潇洒洒的走进酒店里
之后我就一路跟着steven他们了
因为我一个人很可怜
还好他们陪我
哈哈哈哈哈哈
之后我们就Orientation了一天
要弄很多有的没的
要试穿衣服咯
我的kitchen衣很很很臭咧
那种油臭的味道
很不爽
之后又要弄tumb print啦
locker啦
就这些吧~~
我还在kitchen做了2个多小时的工
在哪里嘛切切东西, 整理东西, 有的没的咯
没得煮就是了
哈哈哈哈哈哈哈
在哪里认识了不少人
可是我觉得我和他们沟通不了
因为我马来语很差, 他们又听有听没有我的英语
算了
其实我们还是表达得了的
有些也蛮会讲话的咯
我的Station几乎都是男的
我们就顾着哪里聊天家工作
他们一直问我很多有的没的
但还蛮enjoy的啦..
之后我们就由hotel的Van载我们回hostel咯
由于分2趟车程
所以我们第2组的人唯有等咯
我们真的苦等了好久好久哦
我们从Cafe喝完茶出来都还没有回来咧...
导致我们到达宿舍的时候已经是7点多了
5点多放工的我们7点多才能回到家已经很可怜了的啦
谁知道
那死人宿舍比我们所有人想象的还要差咧
我们已经对住宿舍这一件事不报太大的期望了的啦
他们还直接让我们失望...
上楼梯的时候我们已经不想讲话了的
因为那里真的很臭很脏
没想到一进到家那一刻直接傻眼
真的是什么鬼地方啊???????????????
比我们找到的housemate都在哭
我们到达后也同样在流泪
每个都打回家投诉
唯独我没有
因为
... ... ... ... ... ... ... ...
总之我还是有告诉妈妈情况咯
我真的很想家
这是我没告诉她的
之后我们就和hostel的人投诉
就就得他很可怜
被我们投诉到不行
但那种“家”谁要哦???
妈妈丫!!!
但我们最后还是配合的住上一晚
因为他说明天就会有人来装修
希望不会做不到.........

i really miss my home....

又是道别的时候~~

时间它过得可真是快丫
我们又是时候道别了
再不舍也没有用
我们从陌生人
一起进入TarC, 一起被派到读 H8
一起玩,
一起癫,
一起疯,
直到大家都熟络起来
现在却又要分离了
这也未免太快太残忍了吧
我真的好不想喝大家分开咧
尤其是每天腻在一起的宝贝, karman, spirit and eddie!!!
这样的分开让我突然觉得身边很宁静了
少了我们的嘈杂声
不能每天看到Karman的cartoon face了
不能每天看到宝贝的大变脸了
不能每天看到妖精的妖精脸
不能每天和eddie吵架顶嘴了
不能每天和大家一起疯一起癫了
我真的真的好舍不得
想到刚刚开课进去的我们
很喜欢聚集在club house...
很喜欢玩着玩那
很多时候我们都被别人black list掉事因为我们太吵咧
我们最最最喜欢聚在一起玩的游戏莫过于true or dare了啦
我只知道我们很爱玩这游戏
哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈
还有还有
就是我, karman, xiaohui...
我们很喜欢一起游泳
我们喜欢睡在一起
我们时常做一些有的没的
我们穿过彼此的鞋
因为我们的脚号都差不多
我们还甚至一起冲过凉咧
哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈
真的
好怀念
不行了啦,
越写泪越掉
我真的很舍不得大家
我好不想分开哦~~~
虽然分离是迟早的事
可是我真的不想现在

还有老爸他们
之前我们还很喜欢聚集在老爸家的列
他每次都会煮东西给我们吃
突然很想再吃他煮的东西咧
还有在他家BBQ啦..
在他家过夜啦
在karman家过夜啦
还有我们的TAKE 5...
真的好怀念
还有,
他们还dare我看3级片咧*晕*
可是我还是没看~~
哈哈哈哈哈哈啊

还有我的生日那天
感动几乎很多人都有来

突然很想大家再聚在一起玩~~~~~~

我真的很舍不得就这样的分开
我们还有几时可以碰面???
我们不要忘了彼此好不??????


forever memories~~~
H8ian..
gogogo!!!!!!

i want euu all..
i miss eu all..
badly...

what to title?

just now read a post by karman saying that she wanna be courage to face the days gonna without us..
i cant believe that her post made mii fall my tears..
i wanna say hate her..
cause she made mii cried~~
she made mii remind that im lonely too soon...
she remind mii that i gonna face the same problem with them soon
she remind mii that everything gonna back to along soon..
cant imagine that time really passed that fast
it cant be catch but to waste~~
i admit that i wasted lot of times on nonsense things~
but those nonsense stuff are all my treasure~~
i cant believe that this is the last semester facing all my friends
i really cant imagine that how will i be after without them
in the pass while is just semester break i already start missing everyone like no one business..
now..
things change
after the holiday will not gonna see them anymore..
at first thought of study together with baobei and karman
but in the end i required change college to further my degree
so...
am i too fake to say missing them now???
what will i be after this exam?
what will my friend all be after the exam..
to those who can intern together..
it really make mii jealous.
because there is still time for euu all to stick together..
but for mii??
no one...
no one with mii~~
i'll be intern with friend that not that close...
will i cry?
now already i cried..
what about when everyone now around mii???
to my friend who know mii well...
you all know that im a person that so not independent right?
always make euu all worry bout mii
always bring troubles to euu all
always this and that
always doing nonsense things
always talk rubbish..
but what??
at lease we share lots of things together...
we fight,
we laugh,
we talk,
we share,
we play,
we hang out,
we doing assignment
we quarrel,
we having outing
we sing k together
we watch movie together
we having party together
we having bbq together
we ~~~
that really uncountable
there is really all consider treasure to mii
i know that one day still we will separate
but i just dont wish time come that fast
we meet each other from stranger, to friend, to best friend and even close as family~
and now suddenly
we going saparetely~~
i dowan that
i really dowan time passed so fast

karman, spirit, baobei,
euu 3.. recently we really spent lot time with each other.. especially spirit.. so happy that can know 3 of euu.. 3 jokers.. always made laught... we always share funny things, i always share my tears and euu all din mind it before...
to spirit--xueyii
im sorry that i quarrel with euu before... i really dont mean it.. hahaha... i know we are nothing now... but i still mind that we quarrel before... i miss euu leh..

eddie.
hahahaha.. euu arr?? what to say bout euu arr?? i dono leh.. wanna angry euu or laugh leh?? both?? hahaha... share again when we talk secret k?? ahaha

guangfa's family--xiaohui, carol, fangyii, joyce, joy, and peggie~~~
although i admit that i not that close with euu all.. but except for xiao hui lar.. hahaha.. but we still do share lot of things right??? i miss carol's smile, joke*punch ur mother potatoes*^^ stil remember this leh.. hahaha.. lots to say~~

laoba, laoma, saima~~

fern, yinmei, lyn, liluan~~

control please..
control my tears please~~`
all also because of karman lor..
made mii fall my tears~~
and do remind mii i gonna leave eu all..
haiz..........
what lar~~

i dowan time pass so fast~~~~~

一段歌~

今天的他突然对我清唱了一段歌曲
虽然什么都不是
但却温暖了我的小心房 <3
原本气呼呼的我却被他冻了一冻
而且
那曲子还是他自己想的
贝比,
比比不是说你的歌声难听
而是你降了我的温 啦...
我决定了
我不会再让那小罗罗打扰我的世界了
既然和贝比是快乐的
为什么自己不好好的继续经营下去了
既然他也已经有了自己即将要有的幸福
我现在还在执着着什么?
我还放不下的是什么??
对
我承认我现在还是一样笨到还爱着他
也同时的对身边的他造成了伤害
可是
他还是不愿打退堂鼓
我很感动有人愿意为我付出
很感动有人愿意这样爱我
可是
我却不停的打击他
逼他退后
可是他却坚强得很
比我想象的坚强
虽然说了愿意放下没有结局的他
可是
心痛是为什么??
不舍又是为了什么???

很抱歉我令身边的朋友担心了
很抱歉我不能把贝比公开
毕竟我们有着各自的秘密
可是如果是时候了
你们就会知道他是谁了
哈哈哈哈哈啊

special to baby 283,
sorry to made eu so worry bout mii..
sorry to made euu suffer both side..
i know..
euu want slap mii can arr..
come lor..
i let euu slap..
but.
dont so hard k??
pain pain~~~
i just scare after the slap i also can wake~~
oppsy sorry..
hahaha..
i will try my best to be tough k???
love you..
muaaaakz.........

thx 贝比 for ur love..