i'm back for short while!!!

yup.. i just came her for a "short" while to update somethings happened lately^^... heemm... can said that i done what i planed in the pass weeks... for example like went for shushi, movie at baobei's house, study, presentation, so and so... but i also forget something happened what had happened in passed weeks.. hahaha... just to tell you all here, i damn week in memorise somethings!!! hahaha... just sit for the Tamandun when monday.. i dont know that i can pass or not... i hope i can.. cox if i pass, this is the most reciprocation or pay back through word Eddie & Baobei... they really taught me alots that i dont understand... when look at the paper is actually very easy... but... i not sure that can i get just a pass... wondering and hoping... without their teaching... i think i shouldn't understand any single things that mention on the book!

Eddie & baobei,

really wish to say thankQ to you guys for the helping... is really really really tough!!! i know that you guys just want me to get at least just a PASS for the payback... i just scare i cant reach the hope you guys on me... ofcox i really hope that i can at least get a pass since i did not get any pass yet in my previous History studies!!! but with the hard work you guys put on me, so i really really wish that i can do my very best just for the so called pay back!!! just to inform you guys... just do not hold too much hope on mii... hahahahahaha...

beside that i need to apologize to some of my friends here,

you guys know who you all is.. just name yourself in here okay? y i apologize? haha... sorry for bough lots of trouble to you guys!!! but no matter how, euu guys still stand by my side sharing shoulder to me.. so tough... i know plenty of promise from me saying that i will protect myself from getting hurt, i will not cry so easily, i wont get so damn effective trough word him, i wont this and i wont that.. but!!! how much does all the promise work? i just can say is a NO... i dont know why i so weak... i just have no idea why! i am a TROUBLE MAKER... a damn stupid idiot trouble maker... i am a FAILER as well... just wish to say sorry here and also thanks for the understanding and the consolation and everythings!!! really glad to have you guys around me all the while i needed!!! just so love you all^^,

to you,

sometimes... just sometimes... i really hope that i wont be so caring about what you thinking! maybe this will make me live better... but... it not work all the while since that day i fall for you... you and mii had promise to each other that just satyed as friends... maybe a very close friend compare to others... ya... you doing very well what you had said.. just me... i din do my part... i crossing the line all the while... putting myslef in suffer... that all not cox of you, is all my fault... so, you can just stayed what every you are now... i also will try my best to stand back and not too dependence on you... but just awhile i will think of why you can forget everything so fast... how great if i can do like you... haha... lame enough!!! but really thank of being such a friend to me... brought lots of hapiness and sadness to mii... and ofcox the memories belongs to us!!! no one knows... only us... but if euu already forget... just the mii who having our memories!!! haha~~

still got 6 more paper to go!!! i have to work hard... i really do regret of putting all subject to sit in this semester... is very suffering... but what to do? it cant be change!!! so.. i since already put all in one... so.. what i can do is just work more harder to achieve my own goal!!! i dont know that i can or not.. but i will try my best!!!! cox i really dowan any fail in this sem... so.. even Tamadun also i can try my best... but not for others??? hehehe... so.. ganbate!!! i know i can.. but ofcox is abit stress here... so.. i will hide my streness in front al of you!!!! hahahahaha..

will be back**

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munz

不明白

眼角流出来的液体到底是什么?
难道就叫做眼泪吗?
为什么它会从眼角流出来??
是因为很伤心吗?
是因为很感动, 很开心吗?
眼泪值钱吗?
眼泪珍贵吗?
眼泪...
我试着不和泪水做朋友
可是我却一而再的失败了
我开始讨厌我自己
就因为眼泪不珍贵, 不值钱而拼命的让它流
是我的错
我放纵它了
今天我放纵的离谱了
太离谱了
我又流泪了
我没有哭
我明明就没有哭
可是为何眼角就要流出那莫名的液体?
试着欺骗我自己是我眼睛进了沙子
可是为何心会痛???
今天你一上车就对我不理不睬我就算了
我真的能忍受
因为我们平时都会这样不理会对方
可是今天不一样
到了目的地之后
你留下我一人在原地
我回过头来只看见你的背影
那种以往的痛再一次涌现
看着你离我越来越远
明明我们就是同一个地方来
也去着同一个地点
可是为何我只能远远的看着你的背影追呢?
你记得我告诉过你我很怕被丢下吗?
你,
应该忘了吧?
所以
所以刚刚才会走得比任何人都还要快
当时站在原地的我真的很无助
以往的痛好像被撒盐般的痛
我不想提起是什么一回事
可是真的足以让我痛完一辈子
看着你的背影
出了无助
我就是拼命的追着你的脚步
可是你越走越快
我真的追不上
为何说过不会丢下我的人总会丢下我?
就算你不等我也回头看看我能吗?
可是
可是你并没有回头
你没有
我真的急坏了
可是你都不懂
你也一点都不在乎
为什么?
为什么你可以那样???
不是说过不会丢下我的吗?
为何你连等我都不愿意?
为什么?
我又哪里做错而弄你生气了?
需要令你毫不需要犹豫回头的走你的路?
到最后我发现原来你气的不是我
原来不是我
可是为什么?
不是我你却能这样对我?
我从来没有试过没有原因而生气你
可是我却在不知道原因之下要看你变脸
看着你和其他人能嬉皮玩笑的时候
我的心再一度的刺痛
为何你能对被人笑
却不能对我
今天的最后才发现原来弄你生气的不是我
可是你一句道歉也没有
你真的很厉害伪装
我佩服你
谢谢你一再的伤害
谢谢

疯狂的一个雨天

今天大概11点多我和kar-man就到宝贝家了吧

我带了红豆水

阿卡门带了她hometown拿来的cookies

有好吃

哈哈哈哈

之后我便去拍passport的照咯
因为星期三要用到

妈妈丫
要打针捏

可以不要吗??????

之后就上学去

上到一半class cancel...

因为不懂做么我们的班和别人的班撞上

so...

我，卡门，宝贝就在TBR吃东西咯

吃着吃着下大雨

好不容易才不淋湿的上了车

到达宝贝家楼下的parking后

疯狂的事就开始了

我们3个无聊到

淋雨~~~~~

明明就有雨伞却不用

我们也不理会别人的眼光

真的好久都没淋雨了捏

所以刚刚真的有很爽

爽完了后我们就回到宝贝家咯

做么???

当然是拍照咯!!!!

let me show you all now how CRAZY we are!!!

firstly ofcox normal pic larr...

let's start acting!!!

we actually pointing at Eddie's condo!!!

acting CUTE

miao~~~


bullying lame-kar-man


oopppssss~~~


we are STRONG!!!!


under the umbrella...
but wtf
we still wet!!!
cox we play under the rain!!!


this is the different between our height!!!


she wanna bully us...
so..
we*miii and karman* need to squat down lorr...


emm... dono get shock from what...
but is just acting^^


hehe...
showing our leg**


emm...


okay... seriously i dono what the hell is going on..
while we halfway SS-ing..
lame-kar-man saw the mop hanging there..
then she suggested to take pic with the 3 mop..
wakakaka...
so..
end up we having this post!!!


hahahaha...


the wet wet us with daddy!!!


yeah~~~


promoting nonsense^^

ε(•̮̮̃•̃)з

munz

i miss him..
i just so miss him..
so what???
i miss him...............

2 assesment in a day!!!

yup... 2 test in a day... both are same subject but just because 2 different lecturers... Front Office Management... woke up late today... so take a rush grooming and then straight rush to college without taking my breakfast! ya.. i admit that i'm those people who don't take breakfast! finally reached coll... luckily that i in time and even earlier then the teacher and the classmate! so... start studying and disturbing others while waiting for some one to unlock the door!!! the first test is FOM practical... i really have no idea what to study with this computerizing system on the Hotel line reservation... just we have to remember up what is the key function for each and every F-key for... as well as know how to do a reservation, check in, check out and cashiering the guests... K... we having 2 section here, firstly is subjective Questions!!! damnn... some i really have no idea with it... and ofcox some i just wrote rubbish... hopefully i won't get it fail... after finished the first part then the 13 out of 26/27 us straight continue with the reservation part! we have to follow the 10 tasks to do the reservation, check in, and billing of a guest... each task contain 5 marks!!! wow~~~ i done all the tasks required and i dont know how may will i get it correctly!!! but have to just wait for the result!

later on then rush to lecture hall to attend lecture!!! today lec end early! so me and Eddie choose to go canteen2 to have our lunch and also study at there!!! cox later on having another test!!! i dumph by karman, xueyii, baobei and rainbow!!! cox they all went karman house at TBR without inform me... so damnn sad lorr... but never mind larr... so i just stayed with Eddie the lovely handsome darling!!! kakakaka... 8i have so said so like that cox he keeping me* hahahaha...i found out that we really cant study at canteen... is really not a good place to study cox is too NOISY!!!! hahahahaha... but yet i falled a sleep there although there is so called hot and noisy!!! because Eddie the darling is busy talking with his friend--Wilson.. so since i cant study, so i choose to sleep!!! but half hour later i woke by mr.Eddie!!! hahahahaha... then we do chat alot but no longer then we walk to class first to study!!!*cox is still damnn early*

when miss Vivienne came in we straight start our test!!! i wondering how worst/well i do in this test!!! i just can said that i really well understood in the 4 chapters i studied to sit for this test!!! but yet still having some nervous while facing the test paper!!! but thanks god that i still find my way to answered all the Question!!! Eddie, thanks for your helping once again!!! really thanks for the remind!!! when class end... i saw baobei cried!!! i wanted to give her a big hugs but i din!!! then i choose to bring her go for some relax!!! i actually wanted to go sg.wang to take a short walk just to releast some stress of mind... but when the while i saw baobei's tears so i thinking of bringing her as well... but after drop karman and eddie... then baobei asked :
"wei, where euu wanna bring mii?"
"sg.wang for a walk" i replied...
"are euu sure that you can reach home in time?"she asked again
"ya, sure.. if cant in time also nvm"i repiled..
"but euu sure euu know the way?" what a good question
"emm... i not very sure the way leh... hahahaha" i smile and replied.
"better dont go lorr..."suggest...
"okay, then change to pizza hut larr..."
"serious orhx??"
"ya..."
then... end up we both spend alost 3 hours time sitting there chitchat!!! hahahaha... and there i told baobei something between me and him... i told her that my feelings not so strong anymore through ward him!!! i dont know why this feelings pop out in my mind... i just getting some surprise... but i dont care.. now i what also dowan thinks.. i just wanted to do well in my this coming final!!! after that only see how larr... but it might be a good sign that the fellings pop out... cox i maybe not going to a deeper hurt!!! wakakakakakaka...

hey guys and girls there... do well in our final ya.. wakakakaka... then after that we can enjoy in our sem break!!! so cant wait till the day... so.. we have to be more hardworking now!!! i have to achieve my target!!! ganbate!!!!

waiting for the shushi meet!!!

ε(•̮̮̃•̃)з

munz

a busy month!!!

this month will be a busy month for me... cox final is around the corner... lately i serious crazy stuck myself to the book! i dont know what i'm actually trying to study! but... is really too stress to myself... some how i wish i can get myself release!!! i really need a deep deep breath... but how? i have no idea with it... keep on read read read and memories as well... but... i scare the condition will similar to the passed 2 semesters... eventhought i studied like shit! yet still for 2 subject each semester! in total 4!!! addition 3 subjects to sit in this semester i have to take 7 subjects! all also need to memorize! i serious regreat enough cox my stupidness!!! i suspose to not resit all failed subject but i already register! so... what i can do now is just study! out from study i really have no idea to solve the problem of resiting so damn many subjects! just wish that god bless me and i blessing myself as well! so.. i will be lack online in this month! hopefully i can resist the temptation of my itcy little hand for keep on wanna blogging... hahahahaha... but i will be back after the exam!!!

to all my derest friend! wish euu all good luck in the exam... please get yourself well prepare to sit for the exam... study with the correct way and not like me... ganbate!!!!!

no more yellow paper!

no more regret!

i can

i can

i CAN~~~~~~~~~

will be back soon^^

ε(•̮̮̃•̃)з

munz

Happy Birthday Lui Xiao Hui*miss lame*

hui, happy 19th birthday to you orhx... the whole day din receive a single message from me... feeling very sad rite?? i knew it... tell you what, i purposely don't wanna messege you de lorr... cox of thinking giving you a small surprice celebration today!!! hehehehe... hheemmm... we just brough you the cake and nothingeles!!! hope that you will like it and also enjoy it as well... i bluff you that me and Eddie went GK is to get something at his house... beside that, we also invite you join us for lunch together with H8ian... since when we got such big group went to have lunch together arr??? no rite??? hahahaha... i thought you will guess out de lorr... who know you dowan use your brain to think today is what day!!! kakakakaka... after brought the cake then me & Eddie meet with you and the rest at canteen... Eddie, sorry for din wait for you to start singing the song ya... cox Xiao Hui almost saw the cake already!!! but we still wait for you only cut the cake rite?? kekekeke... emm... k... stop crabing...
pictures...:


the birthday cake...
saw the wording?
Xiao Hui at the top &
Ms Lame at the bottom...
kakakakakaka


hello,
stop talking while cutting the cake larr...
damn can talk lor...
inside the swimming pool also can talk...

Carol, Hui, Munz


cutting the cake...
wondering why cant cut till bottom arr??
who can tell me why arr???
and..
can i know why i beside her??? kakakaka


removing the candle using her mouth!!!
Kar-Man is the one who want her to do so!!!


what are *we* doing??
i have no idea!!!


this is how we share the cake!!!
is not each a slice..
is the whole cake...
but fongyii is using her hand!!!!!
*the hand whice in the middle with the watch*

feeding the birthday girl..
sweet rite??


munz with janice*ah mui*
today she wear damn sexy lorr...


baibei, xueyii & rainbow!!!


Carol, Hui, Janice, Munz


munz with baobei... hehehehehe...
and..
who's hand??
no idea!!!
hey gals..
admit yourself who's hand is that!!!


this is how the cake look when after!!!

another 6 slices of cake from Xiao Hui's friend!!!
all cheese cake neh...
each i just take a small try..
cox already full after the cake we brough...


making another 6 wishes...




hehehehe..
SS-ing!!!


yayaya..
i wanna kill him with the small guy!!!




i don't really remember what going on there!!


eddie capture it...
i playing with the gun shape lighter!!!


baobei, Manz, Hui, Rainbow, munZ


munZ, Rainbow, Hui, Manz, baobei...

the reason why we all run to toilet also all because of Lum Kar Man!!! cox she blind worried with nothing!!! she really frighten me okay!!! tough of what and why she cried!!! hey, my dear friend.. please lar... everything goes fine still you cry!!! lucky i not like that!!! wakakakakaka... i know i will get shot saying that especially from the gang!!! haiz... hahahaha... k larr.. i admit that

!!!I Looi Pui Mun is CRY BABY!!!

hahahahaha... happy with it?? kekekeke... then each of us give her a warmth and big big hug!!! hehehehehe... me, karman and baobei actually planned to jusco for a walk after class... but canceled dy.. cox karman need go geenting!!! and my derest baobei need some rest!!! lately she always not enough sleep... last week even nearly faint!!!

baobei,
please take very good care of yourself... if not how we fight for the final???

ε(•̮̮̃•̃)з

munz