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一生中最爱-谭咏麟

如果痴痴的等
某日终于可等到一生中最爱
谁介意你我這段情
每每碰上了意外不清楚未來
何曾愿意
我心中所爱
每天要孤單看海
宁愿一生都不说话
都不想讲假说话欺骗你
留意到你我這段情
你会发觉间隔著一点点距离
无言地爱
我偏不敢说
说一句想跟你一起
哦~~
如真
如假
如何分身饰演自己
会将心中的溫柔
献出給你唯有的知己
如痴
如醉
还盼你懂珍惜自己
有天即使分离
我都想你
我真的想你
宁愿一生中都不说话
都不想讲假话欺骗你
留意到你我这段情
你会发觉间隔着一点点距离
无言地爱
我偏不敢说
说一句想跟你一起
哦~~
如真
如假
如可分身饰演自己
会将心中的温柔
献出给你唯有的知已
如痴
如醉
还盼你懂珍惜自己
有天即使分离
我都想你
我真的想你
如真
如假
如可分身饰演自己
会将心中的温柔
献出给你唯有的知已
如痴
如醉
还盼你懂珍惜自己
有天即使分离
我都想你
我真的想你

*如果痴痴的等某日终于可等到一生中最爱*

dear people there, just to inform, my platelet back to NORMAL already!!!!!
*congratulation*

omg! Oh! My! God!

ya, i will going to keep on shouting out "omg" in this few days until Tuesday! because result is releasing on this coming Tuesday. SBS's coming out today and i'm helping my dear Eve to check for it! haha... the page super duper LACK... while waiting i choose to spend my time posting my blog here... my fingers is itcy! haha...

just back from clinic for taking my blood for another round of blood test again! this time i kena poke 2 times... each my hand once! the first time the doctor poke into my right and then she can't even get one drop of my blood! so she change to poke another hand of mine, and also a finer needle! finally she got my blood... now i have to wait for the doctor phone me up and tell me my platelet result. crossing my fingers and hoping that my platelet is rising and not dropping! i think my platelet already starting to rise... for Dengue, platelet normally will rise when the 7th day since you fever. now already passed the 7th day, so that why i'm thinking that my platelet is rising! hahahaha...

Tarc page is still lacking! wth! can it just be a little bit faster? haha...

after half an hour, finally done loading! Evefu, congratulation! you PASSED all your papers... glad to see that! hahahahaha....

happy you now, then i have to start to worry about mine! i think i will be die-ing! BM, ENG, ACCOUNT, HMO, KITCHEN, and JAPANESE II. total six subjects! how many subjects i can pass? one? two? three? or don't even one? omg! can't imagine of it! but i think BM, ENG, and JAPANESE II, will at least, AT LEAST a pass! but how about others? how about my KITCHEN? HMO? and also my ACCOUNT? will this 3 subs get pass too? i will i will!!!!! i really hope that i won't fail any sub in this semester... but will my wish and hope come true? haiz.

xxx
blessing
xxx

ε(•̮̮̃•̃)з
munz

dear friends, thx

hahahahaha... why i said so thanks again to all my friends? emm... no other special reason, just because i found out that all of them very caring of me! felt so damn warmth...*no one will ask you to die when you sick okies??* but i know all those caring from all my dearest friend are true from their heart... not everyone is FAKE in this world! thank got that i made lots of TRUE friends! dont jealous on me please, thank you...

dear Karman & Eddie,
emm... you 2 horr, really can went TV station to apply a station for you 2 larr... my sister already help you guys get the name of you 2's channel, "KE-cnn.net" wow... i know the name suck... but still suit you 2 neh... no need to say thank you ya... wakakak... anyways, i was actually just joking around only... cox i know that euu guys is just care and worried about mii... wakakakaka... i happy with that, and feelings warmth too... still remember the first day i suffered in fever, actually already i expecting i going to suffer in Dengue, so i faster phone you 2 up... Karman, i even cried while talking with you... cox i really afraid with it... ya, i know i like to cry! but i really dono what to do beside that when i'm in panic! hahahaha... then Eddie, i din cry while talking with him but just sobbing... cox he keep on talk rubbish!!!!!!!! going to kill him when i meet him next week*hopefully i really can back to coll next week*... but still i very thx for comfort me...

baobei,
dont forget that you promised me that you will cook me delicious meal when i recover! you kinda of bad you know? you know i'm in sick yet still you luring me with delicious food! still remember that day how a death people talk with you on the phone? i even don't have the energy to speak out! some more that day i really din recognize rainbow's voice*ssshhhh, don't tell her pls*... 你算最夸张了,一天3通电话... 差点比男友还要细心了乜... 哈哈哈哈... 但我还是很高兴的咯... 能听到你们的声音真好... 我快要康复了... 等着你和Karman为我准备美味的食物咯... 真的好期待乜... 我不管了啦... 我星期2就要回学校去!!!!! 一定要等我!!!!
还有林家敏, 我们说好了要一起去吃寿司的哦!!!!! 你也别给我忘了...

还有黄俊荣*好奇怪的感觉*哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈.... 你也不要忘了你说等我好了我们要去唱K的我... 当然我也不会忘掉你的那餐!!! 哈哈哈哈哈哈哈... 真伤心啊... 你是不是故意被别人赢的? 哈哈哈哈... 算了啦.. happy then ok dy lorr... hahahaha...

and others more... hey... really thx alots for the caring! thx for those who miss me as well... i also miss you all neh... familys,friends,Carol, XiaoHui, Shin, AhMo, Nemo, badtoudai, joyjoy, janice, guigui, Lingzzz, Ys, H8ian,283, Kc, Dick,John, kevin.(....) ah~~~ others count urself in to the bracket... thz... hahahahaha... just to inform you guys, i'm getting better now... i think i can fight with tiger already!!! *toy's tiger ofcox*wakakaka...

okies, stop nonsense here... just thx alot for everything, everyone!!! hehehe... its warmth!!!! love euu all... muaaaaaakz...

ε(•̮̮̃•̃)з
munz

im back...

finally can post my blog here again... everyone, i'm suffering in Dengue. Fortunately, i'm not in the serious case! but my platelet still dropping these days, i think possibility will recover few more days later... i hope it wont take to long to recover, if not, i will be very difficult catch up what lecturers had taught in this week! bless me please!

yesterday, i went t6o meet up Karman, BaoBei, GuiGui, and Janice for a movie that called "Marley and me". is a story about the dog spending its whole life with the family. Marley is the dog, a trouble maker dog since puppy! But it CUTE... how i wish i can take him home, then Marley can fight with Kopi and Sophie*my dogs*.^^ before the movie, we the gang walk around to look for phone shop cox i need to find a new phone, cox my phone is spoiled. at first i really wanted to for LG ice-cream, but after saw a damn cute phone at sony's, i'm now thinking of give up LG. the sony phone is damn damn damn cute, i think the gang know which, and also y i said so is damn damn damn cute, especially karman! hahahahaha... but we still taking some time to consider of it. and is time for our movie!

i know i very naughty, cox sick still wanna went out play! but it not my fault! i really thinking that i'm recovering... but who know my platelet is still dropping! after the movie end then all have to rush back to avoid the crowd since its going to 5! then i have to rush to sent Karman and BaoBei home*i force them to back with me!* and also later on have to fetch my sister as well! while i on my way home then received a call from my mum.

『mum: where are you?
me: on the way go fetch the sisters.
mum: why you go fetch? you think that you recover already?
*i din told her that i went klcc*-evil-
me: ya, cox i din feel any uncomfortable!
mum: your head lar, do you know that the doctor just called and told me that your platelet had drop to 101! still can drive out ar you? you better faster get home and drink the juice! no excuse! now!
me: what? 101? impossible lorrr... i really din feel any wrong! i dowan drink the papaya leaf juice, is weird!
mum: i said no excuse!
du...du...du...』

felt damn 'yaoying' the conversation between me and my mum! hey guys there, do you guys know how weird it taste? i dont know how to mention the taste is, i just can said that its really damn weird and unacceptable for me! but in the end still i drank it since my mum said so NO EXCUSE! so i have to follow! but i mix with green apple juice. i bought the green apple and made the juice myself. this idea come from Karman. thank god its really do covered the weird taste but not at all although i just really add abit, not even a teaspoon! fine, at least i drank it!

hopping i will get well as fast as possible. reason one because i really boring enough! secondly is, *hey, is no good to be a patien.! third, i miss my classmate. last but not least, i really worry that i cant catch up what lecturer had taught! within these days, i really dont know how many of pills i had take! until my tongue now be tasteless! people who know how suffer i need to swallow a single pill, and now i have to eat at least 15 pills A day! hopping this will faster pass on. i really hate pill! without taking pills, my fever wont be able to get control! my stomach wont be able to stop pain! and i also wont be able to eat any food cox of vomiting! so, i have to.

but... but... but... but i know this all i will not needed soon. cox i'm recovering *i think lar*. but still i will finish all the pills before i really get recover! *lucky not much left over*hahaha...

ε(•̮̮̃•̃)з
munz

我的妈呀！

终于让我等到开学了
可是偏偏却在星期6的中午突然发冷
不久后便发起高烧
那天我没去看医生
因为吃了药
没那么烧了
所以便不以为意
还以为星期日那天会一觉醒来就没事
谁知道
还要烧
还胃痛
背痛
和一直想吐呢
老妈带了我去看医生
诊所真的有够长龙的
等了很久终于才轮到我
医生望了望我
"mungkin genggi"
什么跟什么嘛
我不要
我真的很怕每天抽血
很痛苦的
我知道
之后我可爱的屁屁狠狠的挨了一针
真的好痛哦
我真的没想到我会病到连走路的力气都没有
医生叫我星期二如果还在发烧的话就要到医院去
昨天打完针后的我真的好了很多
我真的以为我没事了
还很开心的和karman&eddie说我今天可能能上学
我真的很开心
因为如果退烧了就不会是dangue了
可是
今天起床后就令我失望透了
我又发高烧了
怎么办？
我真的不想进医院被抽血
我不要
我已经乖乖听话喝很多水了啊
已经喝到满肚子都是水了
为什么还要让我失望？
我已经很听话了啊
为什么不放过我？
为什么？