a moody day!!!!!!!

kinda moody and Emo today... not willing to mention why but evefu knows the details... hey evefu... once again thank very much... just don't know why whenever i need you sure you be there... i though that we won't get to meet today but i get to find you... before i get you... my tears was just rowing down like no value... ya... i know tears basically no value... but also not mean that can always cry!!! hhheeeemmmm... understand but yet still can't get to control... when the first i walk out to the class ur name just appear in my mind... so then i faster find you... lucky that you still inside the school area... after hear ur lovely little voice then my tears stop and i quickly walk from block V to canteen 1 just to reach you... you know how happy when i first saw you??? ya... you have the power that make me smile easily... ^^, is this just because we know each other for that long?? heemm... *i wonder* but then i non-stop telling you what happen and to leave Kok Seng alone walking far away from us... Kok Seng sorry ya... i don't mean that... but... sorry ya... then i even follow evefu attend her lecture class... hahahaha... she having Marco lec... then today's tittle GDP and National Income... i already study that when my first semester... compare to what i learn, her lesson are more in details... but the miraculous is that I did not feel sleepy... then Kok Seng even took out his PSP and let me play!!! funny that he create 2 wrestler that only in briefs... *puffff* that was my first reaction when first looking at the PSP screen... the wrestler can even bring chairs in and fight... for sure i don't know how to play so then i always hit by the other sexy opponent!!! wakakaka... then take turn to evefu... hey... she knows how to play worr... then 3 something when their having a short break i sneak out from the hall and went canteen 2 to meet eddie and the gang... Fortunately, i feel batter compare to earlier.. then yet keep on joking and fooling around with them... evefu... feel sorry to disturb euu study ya... hopefully no more next time!!! teehee... then went to attend Japanese class at 4... i find out this sensei very serious in teaching... but not mean that the way of he.. is just the ways he want his student to be... he request good result from us... and the ways he marking was very strict! but i think he will batter then the previous teacher...*hopefully he is*

teehee!!!

lecture class started today... all of us nearly miss out today's class... i don't know why... happy that get to meet all of you guys back... mostly all you guys looks different ooh... of cause all still looked handsome and pretty!!! some of you change your hair style, some lost weight and of cause some gaint weight... don't be worry... when class started then will slowly back to normal... i might also the one who gaint some weight... hahaha.... but not every one say that.. so am i??? NO!!! wakakaka.. giving myself a consolation!!! though that i will be very excited because of hoping back to study since holidays start, but not excited as i though... never mind... is still happy now back to study... the first lessen is English For Communication... at first i was thinking what is English In Communication... why to used the word In Communication... in the end also i haven get to find out... as we the gang sit at canteen 2 just to pass our 2 hour break there... i found out that i already a long period didn't go there!!! hahahaha... hhheeemmmm.... what so and so on... i hope that this semester i will be more concentrate and serious in study... today the second lecture in the lecture hall that the teacher said that lots of people fail her subject in semester 1 examination... I think I am one of the failure too... T.T but of cause i don't wish that... haiz... so... i have to put more hard work in this semester just to improve everything in the studies!!! just hope i can do it... i mean SURE i CAN do it!!!! teehee... wish me luck... oh ya... the English class teacher said that she want her students to have a blog each to convenient our English level... i wrote mine down... i just wish that she won't check out too often just because of my stupid broken English usually used in blogging... hahaha... and know what... i like her handwriting... as a teacher, and or among all those teacher i met... her handwriting damn nice... hahaha....

i not the one you finding...

hey... thanks for always supporting me in every ways... i know i might be abit too selfish... but i admit it... i can't say that you not enough perfect! is that i not suit to you... i used to always remind you since that day we meet... i also admit that last time i got those crazy feels with you... but now those feel are already all gone... don't ask me why... just the feeling of mine!!! i don't know how many times that i already mention NO to you yet still forever you won't listen to me... you just do whatever you want... continue making me in suffer but you don't know... still remember who is Kin and Edwin right? i told you before just because the 2 of them i whom fall so easily any more now... sorry... the time for us not match... i just can only say SORRY to you.. please just forgive me... we are FOREVER FRIEND!!!!! i know what i said or mention is all bullshit, meaningless and useless.. but... i won't let the WRONG goes WRONG again... i have to make everything balance... i just hoping everyone is being friends using the real heart... and this time is not because the mr.Exxxx ... we are really just friend... or maybe more closer then friend... and i admit that what Jason told you is all trues!!! but i already trying my very BEST to maintain everything right in order... i hope you will understand with everything i said... feelings all my unnecessary feels... i know it might not fair to you... but everyone know that feels is stupid crazy things... so sorry that the crazy stupid feels had lost from you since that days what had happened!!! so... i hope that our relation won't change.. and i also promise i won't hide aways from you anymore... i will keep my promise to you and i hope you will do so.. thanks alots!!! wishing all the best to you... ... i really NOT the one you finding...

bored bored bored

i thought i suppose to be at coll now but i still at home... in the first week we only need to attend all the lecture classes so then my class start only this thursday... maybe it sound great just because i get more holidays compare to other... but for me is just like another more BORING days!!! ya... boring just because everyone had finished their holidays and already start work and also back to school... so.. this few more holidays for me is really just making me bored... don't know wanna go where... almost everyday also raining... what to do??!!! eve... even you also start class already... don't know what to do now with my this lazy situation!!! but never mind... 2 more days i will back to busy again... i quite like this semester time table... because the break time not like lats semester any more.... no more long break... yeahoo!!!! but heard that the time table will keep on changing... huh???!!! can just don't make us back to like previous stupid time table!!! suffer man... damn long break between class... almost every day also 3,4,5,6 hours break!!!! sweat... so pleas to the office staff who plan the time table don't do that to us any more!!! ^^,

a rainy day!

recently also rainy days... my stupid dog affair of rain and also thunder and i don't know why... whenever comes to rain... she will keep on making some noise and just want someone go out to accompany... and the one who always use to accompany her was ALWAYS me!!! i usually free her from the cage then we together sit on the chair and she will continue sleeping.... today was not same as pass time how i accompany her... i was too bores while looking the rain drops... then i just take out my cam and SS with my stupid dog... wakakakaka...

random pix only^^,

the wedding day!!!

random pic of the whole days!!!



the -FOREVER- pair!!!!


kelvin is trying to make my nephew smile...
but my cutie nephew replied and say "i don't know hot to smile"


the pretty bride... see her necklace!!!
kelvin said it's damn heavy!!!
hey...
real gold lar....


see those rings!!!


the mother and father...
see what people put on their neck!!!
funny lo...
aunty,
sorry that i post ur funniest pig here with ur funny looking face!!!


the family!!!


the BIG family...


dinner dress!!!


pose 2!!!


my cousin sister...
damn cute de...


my cousin sister is holding the baby..
but the baby not her,s!!!
the eye damn big!!!
very cute..

day before the wedding!!!

today went kelvin's house to have a buffet dinner before his wedding...*my cousin brother*
in the afternoon we first went to eat lunch then only we went to another cousin house just to pass our time there...
at almost time only we go after all getting prepared!!!
looking at the place...
they even provided a karaoke stage!
almost 5 me and my family reach there and already had people standing on the stage start singing!!!
i was just like o-m-g..... *that what in my mind*
i know they all are well singer but old song lo...
they even always go for competition and they also won...*including my uncle and aunt*
champion ooh.... .... ... *not joking man*
all the old man and of cause woman too non-stop taking turn singing on the stage from i don't know what time cox i reach at 5 they already start then until 12 in the mid-night...
until the worker who serve us there said is already time...
the time is actually until 11 something...
but all the singers there said not enough then keep on add peoples time...
then the dinner end at 10 or 11 something but we all stay until 2 something only back home to sleep...
all the sisters and brothers discussing about the wedding tomorrow morning...
then i keep on wait wait wait and wish they could finish discus as fast as they can...
already very tired and sleepy...
finally we can back...
tomorrow have to wake early yet still they wanna stay so late tonight!!!