回忆：朋友篇!!!+我自己

今天冷静的坐在电脑面前整理着自己的资料...
突然发现有很多的朋友我们原来好久都没联络了...
忆起以往的我们是那么的熟悉...
看回以前的部落...
以前的照片...
以前的日记...
以前的很多很多回忆突然都一一涌现...
发现到原来自己一路都在不断的成长中...
发现原来很多的东西也都在改变中...
自懂事到现在...
我...
经历了很多...
成长了很多...
得到了很多...
改变了很多...
放开了很多...
笑容也很多...
当然...
泪水也很多...
原来我的泪水从来不那么轻易的在别人面前流下...
我一直很想对陪着我成长看着我流泪的你们说声谢谢...
因为你们才是我最真诚也是我唯一能做回我自己的对象...
我承认最知心的“你们”真的是少只又少...
但我真的都很珍惜“每一个你”...

我原来....
总是喜欢逞强...

我不明白逞强的最后到底能够换来什么...
但那就是我...
明明自己是很在乎某样东西，
甚至是人...
我也会假装着毫不在乎...
从来不会把他给抢回来...
但其实只有自己明白到底有多心痛多不舍!!!
我又能做什么呢??
安静...
对...
我只能静静的看着离我越来越远的背影...
我其实好想好想开口...
但...
我却一个简单的字也说不出口...
所以常常令人以为我真的毫不在乎或什么的...
算了吧...
习惯就好...

和朋友的感情...
是很多朋友一下啦...
但是...
真正的呢??
了解的呢??
明白的呢??
当然是少之又少咯...
人人都说...
“朋友其实不用多，一个就够了”
对...
这句话真的是讲的很有道理啊!!!
找到一个真正了解自己，明白自己河真正的朋友比什么都好啊!!!
但是呢...
真的很怀念以往的我们哦...
一起颠...
一起疯狂...
真的是好不开心啊!!!
最好笑的是我们常常一起ponteng...
ponteng了又会去做些什么呢??
1.neway & red box
2.看电影
3.拍打头贴
4.吃东西
读书???
impossible ok??
要读的话ponteng来干嘛啦??
但还是会有一起温习的时候的...
就是考试的前夕和期间啊...
这也是我们唯一认真读书的时候啊~~~~~
去KTV的我们...
其实也真的很好笑...
明明你们就没有很喜欢唱歌却时常吵着要去...
进到里面的你都都只是顾着吃都西...
唱歌的只有“猫仔”几只!!!
我永远都会是里面的一只!!!
lingling&kahyee也是...
yinze呢???
偶尔偶尔咯...
eve?????
她只是负责吃的啦...*她应该是去做食物调查的*
哈哈哈哈哈哈...
至于看电影呢...
自中学毕业到现在我都没再和你们一起看电影过了啦...
记得以前的我们进电影院进到想吐啊!!!
因为不管有没有新戏上映都好我们都一定会到电影院里去啊!!!
管它好看不好看的!!!
哈哈哈哈...
突然间很想约你们去看戏哦...
还有那些有的没的大头贴啊...
我相信我们每个人的手里都是一大包的大头贴吧???
我们每次都毫不手软哦...
出一次就拍一次...
好好笑哦...
我们还很喜欢一起去吃东西呢...
我们每个星期5都会早放学...
当然不会把时间白白浪费在家里面咯...
每次都会去吃东西和聊八卦的...
每次内容都很劲爆的咯!!!
哈哈哈哈...

自毕业到现在真的很少和你们联络了咧...
你们到底过得真的还好吗???

but one person i confirm that she doing very well nowadays...
eve,
i purposely write in english here just wish to let you know i really do miss out all you guys...
then i was thinking that how are all of you guys now...
izzit really doing well...
other i don't know lar..
but i confirm that you doing very well with the botak...
hahahaha...
you is the one who got boy friend already then forget your ji mui!!!
humph...
hey....
i really do miss those days we been together...
go cheongK, go for movie, taking pic at sg.wang, having meal together...
do you miss it too...
really long time din gather together already....
every time planning to go out always without me...
i really feel deep sorry for that!!!
you also know not that i don't wish to join and also my situation...
so now when and what is you guys next plain...
please count me in too!!!!!! ok???

and very sorry to ling...
miss liang wai ling...
i promise i will find you whenever i free...
but not always friday i can ok??
wait me wait me...
i will find you soon...
just because i in holiday!!!!!

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this are those only pic i get to still found in my document... others all in other pendrive or something... if who's pic not here dont blame me ya... i lazy go find!!! hahahaha...

放假咯!!!

今天终于考完最后一科了...
也就是说我开始放假了咯...
昨晚一整个晚上都没睡觉都在k书!!!
老师给的没给的我都照k... ...
当然，
我k最多的当然是老师说铁定会出的题目咯...
其它的看是有看啦...
可是就是没有去死背咯...
我以后都不会相信老师说的话了啦!!!
他说，
-quick service restaurant
-family restaurant
-lodging
-casual restaurant
-fine-dining restaurant
以上几点是最重要的所以一定要很focus!!!
好好好...
我最听话了...
很focus咯...
一天到晚就只是死命背那些importand keyword and point....
who knows in the end one of the topic that he said also didn't came out!!!
wtf!!!
nonono...
one question of lodging came out in one of the MCQ question...
then the other......
iiiissssshhhhhhh.....
then just come out those question that i didn't focus much such as:
-element of school bla bla bla...
-type of guests
-bla bla bla and bla bla bla......
if i fail for this subject i will going to kill him..
why all teachers or lectures can't be trusted???
fine....
hope i wont fail my H.I paper...
just because i had already confirm i will fail for lots of subject...
omg...
how am i going to face my mother.....
paying for her daughter for study but she just fooling around...
then now come to exam just blaming that tips that gave from the lec was fake!!!
omg...
nemo...
thx for sending me home and bring me to buy mc.D ooh...
you so good...
exam sure all pass one..
no worry...=.=!!!*sweat*
hahahahaha....
holiday now...
what to do to spend my time in this 3 weeks holiday!!!???
hey h8ian...
i will miss you guys during this holidays period ooh...
then wait for sem 2 start...
then we can start joking and fooling around luu...
i actually very hoping for school re-start..
sem2 we will start walk in to the kitchen luu...
hopefully i wont make much troubles to all of you especially the chef!!!
now what i worried is just my result...
am i really just waiting to die??
or just preparing money and wait for re-sit...
haiz.......
god...
bless me pass pls.....
and also to all of h8ian...
especially eddie ng...
why him??
dont know..
just because him!!!
hahaha....
oooooooohhhh myyyy...
very tired and wanted to go sleep...
but i cant fall to sleep just because of the coffee i drink this morning....
now suffering...
damn!!!

拼啊~~~~~

明天是最后一科了...
hospitality industry!!!
试都还没考完就知道自己大概会fail哪几科了!!!
悲哀啊~~~
我总共考7科
1.bahasa malaysia
2.japanese
3.english language
4.hubungan ethnik
5.kitchen management and sanitation
6.economic
7.hospitality industry
7科里我大概已经有4科不及格了...
如果明天的考试也同样不及格的话.
我看我都是不用读书的啦...
真的有点点后悔为什么上课时不好好听老师讲课...
现在要考试了...
不...
应该说是快考完了才来临时抱佛脚!!!!!
现在这样的情形,
抱佛脚也没有用啦!!!
希望明天能顺利咯...
昨天的econ考试真的觉得有点对不起我的老妈和老师咯...
明明我就是有读...
可是偏偏进到考场却脑袋一片空白!!!!!
我们还一大班的人约好一个小时就出来集合!!!
果然...
把所有会做的不会做的做完都不过那一个小时的时间...
nicky.....
你的预算时间可以不要那么的准吗???
你对得起你妈妈吗???
哈哈哈哈
出到去发现原来也有很多人经已在外面等候了!!!
真的全部都不是很会做吗?
还是你们觉得很简单而且还闲时间多啊???
明天是最后一科了...
拼吧!!!!!

终于病好了...

星期一当天我还好好的啊..
还蛮开心的区考试...
说起英文考卷我的确是由那么一点点的开心啦...
因为真的很容易...
以我这样的程度都说容易了...
对其他的你们来说都应该不是什么大问题吧!!!!!
但是!!!!
eve 说english paper虽然是很容易，但是marking 却很高...
就连她身边英文真的很pro 的都不过是拿个B!!!
我看我来一个及格我都好偷笑了啦...
星期2凌晨4点多突然谓痛!!!!!
之后就一直开始不断的吐!!!
我的妈呀...
一个大老半夜到早上10点多就已经吐了6次...
什么都吐完了啦...
我一直吐的都不是什么食物咧...
而是谓酸!!!
可想而知，
我吐的到底有多痛苦啦!!!!!
只差没把内脏给吐完出来!!!
等老妈和老爸醒来后我终于能去看医生了啦!!!
医生说我是谓痛哦...
可是我和他说我有定时吃东西的啊..
他却说谓痛不一定是因为吃东西..
他说可能最近我压力过大导致的...
可是我哪来的压力啊???
之后医生问了我了个我不想回答的问题!!!
“你要打针还是吃药?”
“吃药...”
“可是你吐到这样还能吞药吗?”
说得好啊!!!
就这样的我可爱的屁屁又挨了一针!!!!!
痛!!!!!!
之后就回家休息咯..
突然又发烧!!!
可恶...
开始讨厌生病了啦!!!
不!!!!
是很讨厌!!!!
算算算算!!!
今天好了就算!!!
要去读书了..
不然明天不懂要怎样去考试!!!

emm...

yeah...
the japanese paper not as hard as i thought!
it is easier compare to what i studied!
so..
hope that can get good result...
because this is the only hope i have compare to others subject!!!*sweat*
yesterday i was super duper damn bored at home!
then trying to find all the "old old" friend and the "new new" friend for the accompany...
just want to see the "MONEY NOT ENOUGH2"
but most of the "old old" friend watch already..
then those "new new" friend say exam month so don't want so!!!
so i just went there and join the classmate for a lunch since i still got some time..
from my home drive to tbr...
we went genting klang which is near to eddie place to eat "ban min"
omg...
eddie cut his hair...
he said he cut many days ago..
but why i didn't realize it last friday after the exam we meet?
k fine...
at least i know it yesterday!
just feel funny of his new hair style!
make him look 'round round' but he said"like that only CUTE' *funny+sweat*
or may be i just like to laugh at those people who just after cut their hair...
i still remember that form 4 and 5 time...
whenever after chee weng cut his hair sure i will laugh at him at least one whole week..
but most worst i about 2 month i non stop laugh at his new hair style...
i don't know why...
may be it really do funny...
then now no more facing chee weng...
so then another new target is eddie??? *he will kill me*
wait...
eddie,
no worry...
euu still look handsome!!!
so... smile already then don't kill me ooh!!!
then after the lunch then i have to rush back home...
it's a rainy day!
tomorrow got English paper...
omg...
god bless me...
please don't fail me...
i know i did not pay full attention when the lecture talking in the class...
haiz..
Moon Cake Festival is coming ...
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dada....
wish all euu guys have a happy MC festival!!!

exam started!!!

omg...
today exam had started...
the first paper i take was BM paper...
i think i gonna just wait to fail for it...
cox i really don't know how to do most of the question!!!
ok...
i admit that my malay is suck!!!
shame to be malaysian!!!
fine...
the first paper already end...
then tomorrow Japanese paper...
i not sure that had i get well prepare...
i just scare that i will forget all the meaning...
if forget those meaning just mean can wait for die!!!
wakakaka...
hope that everything will goes fine!!!
just because that i already know that i will fail for my BM paper...
so i really don't hope to fail others!!!!
god bless me pls!!!

what going on?

i know that you are not mine any more...
i know that lots of things is changing around us...
i know that i have to be independence without you...
but why still you want to hurt me?
you can just act like nothing but i can't...
you can just pretend like nothing but i can't...
you can just leave without saying good bye but i can't...
you can do whatever you want to hurt me but i can't do one to hurt you...
since that day we meet each others i already know that you are not belongs to me...
and of cause i not your's too...
but i just don't know why whatever you did is very easy to put me in emo...
you really do make me fall a lots of tears...
i just hope that i can be back on my own...
i don't wish still have other will effect my mind!
i will left all our memories behind and without looking backward...
although it is not so sweet but at least you are one of the man that i meed!
come in to my heart and then just leave very quietly...
good bye and take care...
i really don't wish to see you once anymore...
sorry to others...
just sorry for everything...