Saturday, October 30, 2010

yeah~~

im done again^^
thought that will be very busy and thought that i wont be manage to finished my transaction in time
cause i started it very late then usual
but somehow
is go very smoothly
although is so so so much of them
yet i manage to done them in just short one hour +
yeah yeah
beside that
today i not working alone
yeah
cause a trainee follow me
so she help mii alot with the other simple first
im sorry
cause really no time to teach euu others yet
but promise tonight
tonight
cause tonight will be more free compare to today
this morning really busy until i want vomit blood leh
those guests non stop checking out
why lar when people want them to check out in time they so rush to check out in so early in the morning
gst, pls get more rest!!!!!!
then for those we hope them to check out in they they always want a latest checkk-out
i hate it when busy period
cause we got not enough room for check-in time
and not every guest understand the situation!!!
ooopppppsssssyyyyy
im too out from my topic!!
just now we ordered McDonald
afternoon mom ordered Pizza
but i busy being pig
no chance to eat
later back home i wanna eat only the chicken wings^^
i love pizzahut chicken wing wei
delicious<3
now so free
dont know wanna do what
hopefully no gst will wanna check out so early
cause i wanna back home in time today

oh ya
CCB,
take good care at indonesia ya
dont play play
and really
dont eat nasi bandung
serious
horrible
hahahahaha
when euu come back only i tell euu

and my dm is just beside mii looking mii update
and also non stop ask mii "chii da bian"
one question
"Mr Ezal, are you ok? hahaha"
"nak makan kertas keh??"

bibubibubibu~~

Thursday, October 28, 2010

im done~~~

just now went look out point to meet with the friends before i work
all also because of junyii and xiaohui!!
although is just a short meet also i happy with it
not much chatting
but yet still happy
hope that will be next gathering SOON!!!

so happy that i can finished all the things in time
to be honest
i din sent express check-out bill
cause i think that is just wasting paper..
cause when guest approach to front desk
we will automatic print out another bill for them
so really no point printing bill for them right now
i believe that the boss will kill me if they know that i din do this
but i really think this is just wasting paper!!!!
pls dont kill more and more tree k??
safe the earth^^
go green<3
thank god today can finish fast
hopefully tomorrow night'tonight' also will be the same
all just nice
pap pap pap
done!
pap pap pap!
done!!!
will it be that smooth also tonight???
'blessing~~~~ it will!!!"
pls dont like my last night shift
do until i want suicide
later will be busy i guess
cause alot of check out early morning
wondering why they dowan sleep more
"rest more k???"
hahahahahaha
be ready for everything
come come come!!!
i waiting!!

mun mun ganbate~~~

Tuesday, October 26, 2010

我到底适合这份工作吗???

最近不断的在想
现在做的是我要做的吗?
不喜欢被捆绑
不喜欢假装
不喜欢绑头发
不喜欢被人骂着时还微笑说谢谢
不喜欢被人问我有没有extra 服务
不喜欢随时被人叫回来做工
不喜欢那么严厉
不喜欢明明对的是你却还被骂
不喜欢面对是非
不喜欢
很多不喜欢和不满
但却都一一吞了下肚
为了不想输
为了不想面对脸色
但最近我犯了很多的错误
很想躲在一角哭
我没有
这份工让我便坚强了
让我有责任感
让我减少粗心
但并没有放我更独立
错误一而再的犯
心情越来越低潮
明明就很小心
但换来的还是一样的结局
为了不想让人看低
为了不想让人看死
我都试着不停的向上游
为什么我的环境还是黑暗的
为什么我看不见引导我的光
我游不上岸了
我越来越无助了

突然想停止一切
突然想辞职
不做这我还能做什么
我真的不懂我还可以做什么
我都几岁人了
但却因为家人过于的保护
我全然没有方向感
我全然不懂外面的世界是怎么一回事
真的有开始觉得自己很失败
原来自己那么一无所知
恨透自己的无能与无知
我真的不年轻了
我到底想要什么??????
我还能做什么?????????

迷失

忙~~

终于能得到一刻的喘息了
今天明明就不是很多check-in
可是我们每个人却忙得不可开交
仅仅因为今天来的都是group check-in
我们就要不停的忙着prepare folder
一班来了又一班
说实的今天的确没有很忙
不过是因为他们一堆一堆来才导致我们那么慌张与混乱
最忙最忙的那一刻莫过于就是晚上11点多吧
一来就是一辆巴士
一来就是18间房
试问我们哪里有那么多人同时为他们check-in呢
加上他们每个人都是in-room check-in的
唯有轮着来咯
终于他们都妥当了
就又轮到我们了
分工时间到
update regcard
take pre auth
slot in
bla bla bla
bla bla bla
而我呢就要做wifi voucher的东西了
谢谢CB的乐意相助
我才能尽我所能的快把东西给做完
真的是rebate到我怕了
rebate到我手都要断呢
终于在2点之前给赶完
快快closing
但又不能马虎
因为我不想再有任何的错误了
我~~
够了
之后我, CB, Jia Rou原本打算在酒店后面的华人当吃东西的
谁知到都几乎关完店了
我们唯有到旁边的mamak档吃咯
之后meko来join我们
回到家后都3点半了
累到我要呆



sleeping time~~~~~

Sunday, October 24, 2010

~~

suppose to be busy today
but i so free because all the new staff and trainee took over my job!!!
but yet still i cant leave them behind because they not senior enough~
so what i do is just stand beside and make sure no mistake from them
but i no confidence at all now
cause me myself also did lot of mistake recently
how i gonna make sure they not do mistake
how i gonna trust by other?
huh?
improving myself~~~~~~
charging myself~~~~~~

yesterday finally the daddy and mummy back from bei jing
brought lot of things
finally one day breakfast with the parents!!!
so hard to have meals with the parents since i started work

the blog here change alot
i really not use to it..
i want make my word also difficult!!!
can it be normal back huh???
T.T

back to work!!
siam!!

hope can meet with Karman them next week
man, i really want crazy sushi lar.
no joke!!!


moody???

today most of them ask me the same questions
"elizz, you ok arr???"
some said i looked sick
some said i looked moody
some siad i looked sleepless
i admit that im tired
but im not moody or ill!!
maybe cause of this week didn't sleep well
one whole week like night ghost only
everytime think of alcohol
i need beer badly
no idea why
just need beer to drunk myself up
forget bout everything
now what i want is just a simple and normal life
is easy but hard!!
yesterday night went out yamcha with kahhing and baozai
we meet at station one and agian
i lost my way!!!!
hahahahahah
pls pls pls dont laugh at mii!!!
at long as i reached there!!!!
hahahahahahaha
around 2 only reached home
then continue with my drama~~
the ending is so!!!!!!!!
hahahahahaha...
tot will got second round with baozai
who know
he ffk mii~~
TT
end up sleep only
suddenly thinking of having cigarette
but in the end i try nothing~~~
hhhhheeeemmmmmmmmmm

now still in back office
update my little almost death blog,
my blog gonna alive back soon
soon
very soon
how soon?
no idea~~

time to back home~~
good night
to you
to you
and
to you~~

Friday, October 22, 2010

death blog again!!!

i knew that i been leave my blog blank again and again
already i promise myself i wanna make my blog alive yet it still remain
lately been working until like no life
i want my life back!
can i?
is that possible?

lately i been did mistake all the while
i glad to have a DM there to stand by for me
i hope that will be the one and ONLY time for me to put him in trouble
i really dont know how to face everything in one shot
seems like being careless all the while
being useless
starting mistake
starting blur
starting no confidence
starting even not dare to speak with gst
just like yesterday
the gst ask me why with the 5 % surcharge while doing payout
i know why
but i was just like emm emm emm and just looking at Ezal
and then he help me to explain to the gst
why am i now not stand out?
why am i now hiding behind ?
why am i doing?
what going on with me right now?
i want to be improve
i want to be strong
i want to be clear
i want to be stable
i want everything to be stable starting now!!!!!!
right now!!!
munz ~~
fight
fight pls
not for any others
just for yourself
k?
fight!!!!!!!
be stable
dont careless ANYMORE
prove that you can do it!!!!
PROVE it!!!!!!!!!